Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

decadence


ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
11:59 PM

i hate this part right here so, so much.

oh gosh, it's gonna be 2009 soon!
and honestly, it's been such a whirlwind year.
the whole year zoomed by so darn fast,
we're gonna count down to a new year.
though i'm not looking forward to 2009,
with the class and stuff,
but i have to face reality and move on,
but holding really tight to the memories 2008 gave me.
i'm gonna sum up the year by months, and the major stuff that happened!
gonna be rather lenghty i think,
but its the last post with a '2008' on it anyway.

January:
- $300 reward for getting into top i-don't-know-how-many %!
February:
- my birthday! (duh. every year. :D)
- NEXUS choir performance
- BAND(age) (auditions only, but still.)
- CNY choir performance at Esplanade!
- Fusion concert @ ACS(i)
March:
- nil
April:
- 120 day countdown to Founders' Day!
- Planetshakers concert!
- VCH choir guest performance
May:
- Sec 2 level camp
- HILLSONG CONCERT! :D
June:
- Click 5 concert.
July:
- Fairfield Funfair!
- Studio recordings. :D
- CHAPELTHON! :)
August:
- Festival of praise!
- Founders' Day!!
-Founders' day choir performance
September:
- Housewarming! :D
October:
- EOYs. :S
- 2E outing to sentosa!
- Class clique HSM3 outing. :D
November:
- 2E Class bbq!
- WISConcert @ Esplanade! :D
- Streaming results
- Grandpa. :(
December:
- KL holiday.
- 2009 timetables & classes

and yes, i practically flipped through my diary.
its been a year of many things.
most concerts i went to, not including choir performances and concerts.
in total: FIVE concerts.
and totally the most movies this year in my entire life too.
and the best choir events that happened to us,
and the sec 2 level camp, 2E outings.
i've been having so much fun,
but yet i'm immensely grateful.
i've been so blessed with all these major events in my life,
and most are happy!
great times had to end, somehow.
but its been a great year, and somehow has made me closer to my friends and class that i thought i wouldn't really enjoy.

yeap, you might think i might love 3E/4E in time to come,
but my 'disapproval' is even stronger than the one i had for 2E at first.
maybe it'll be fun, but definitely not as fun.
2E's really been such a blessing.
and all the stuff we went through together.
especially times at Learn @ Fairfield!
never to be forgotten, at all.
and all the little study dates i had with various people,
and how me and deborah kept harping on ikea's renovations,
hoping it'll open quickly.
and deborah's little accident that had the choir clique closer to everyone,
and the sudden surge of birthdays that had us scrambling to buy balloons,
to the superb times in form class,
and hiding under tables, playing games in L @ F,
to all the mugging for EOYs,
and the fantastic funfair though endless planning,
to the great opportunities given to me this year.
yeah, the year's gone by SO fast,
january only seemed like yesterday!
but in fact,
its just tomorrow.
its so fast,
i can remember little details i thought i wouldn't.

but somehow,
no matter how reluctant i am to move onto 2009,
though i have to somehow,
i have a feeling at least i know for the next two years,
i'll have great company and only little time to cherish secondary school life.
though i can't wait for birthdays and stuff,
i don't wanna grow up this fast too.
its ending so fast.
:(

well,
that said, i think i shall make some resolutions.
:D
cliche as it may, but i think i'm in the mood to be good and follow something.
:D

- concentrate in class!
- top 20 AT LEAST.
- not to fail any subject more than twice (since everyone days sure fail something)
- not to get into any trouble (i don't, but in case. :D)
- choir clique outings more often/lunches. :D
- give everything in choir, with SYF nearing.
- GOLD WITH HONOURS, or Gold at least in SYF. :D
- study way in advance before EOYs
- get help with anything i don't understand and don't keep forgetting to do so.
- stop forgetting stuff!
- learn to love my new class.
- do my work properly, and better!
- manage time properly and still have a good social life. (:S)
- just be good. :D

hahaha, i'm so random.
but oh well.

i'm really gonna miss all the times with 2E.
looking at the pictures, and especially the service learning ones,
makes me see everyone in a different light.
somehow, suddenly everyone looks so familiar and i'm really gonna miss those who made this class so fun too.
by hook or by crook, 2E's gonna have a gathering at least once a year, i don't care!
allinda, you better feel the same way.
:D

and to those who are leaving for NJC,
gonna miss you guys like CRAP.
especially ailin!
derek and serena!
:(
must remember us okay.

i've totally reflected on this whole year,
and i'm glad it was fun.
2008's events will never be forgettable,
even if i try to forget.
:D

somehow you can't live in the moment for too long,
but you can always live in the memories forever. :D
so how i feel. :D
have a great 2009 people, and i hope you guys did at least reflect back on the year.
its worth thinking back and flipping through your diary too!
emotional much man. :)


2E, you guys are the BEST class anyone could ever be in.
gonna miss each and everyone of those who won't be in the same class or school.
must meet up sometime!
LOVEEEEE, and just don't forget 2E 2008. :)

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2:09 PM

like paper, easy to cut, easier to crumple.

i'm feeling so damn horrible.
so damn unwanted.
so,
i don't know.

anyway,
guess i'm going for dinner with jolenda today.
hopefully!
and moreover,
watchnight's really late anyway.

i woke up crying today for no reason,
but at least say something to tell me you're safe.
i feel so ignored you know.

already did my last post of the year.
gonna be posted at 11:59pm, ahhaa.
doubt anyone will read though.
oh well.

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
10:55 PM

what a shocker, how sucky, so horrible.


YES, that's totally EXACTLY how i feel can.
STUPID TIMETABLE.
just made me feel so horrid.
and no, not the way they organised our classes.
but the teachers!
add onto a really different class,
its too much.
i would give ANYTHING to be able to stay with 2E till sec four, with the same teachers.
i'm really gonna miss 2E.
A FRICKING LOT.
really.
i think i wanna cry at the thought of leaving 2E.
wonderful class.

well,
think i shall do the so called 2008 goodbye post then set it to 11:59 tomorrow.
going out with jolenda tomorrow!
she's leaving on monday.
sigh.
neoprints! :D
HAHHAA.
at least one for this year.
:S

anyway, here are my teachers.
think i shall do it after seeing what allinda has done,
cos mine's worse anyway.

Form teacher & A Maths: Thio Lay Hong
English: GHL (no idea who's that)
Chinese: Tai Wai Peng
E Maths: Glen Tan
Bio: Malvin Chan
Chem: Liang Ming Hui / Tan YuQing (this one i've no idea)
Phy: Keith Liew / Tan Chee Wan (no idea again)
Combine Humans: Brian Tan (history)
PE: Francis Ng

zomg, someone tell me this whole list is 10 times better than theirs.
I want miss lee chee peng for a maths!
i want someone else for form!
i want mr jason lum for PE!
arghhhh.
somehow, 2E turns out to be much better than i ever thought.

and mong just said something that totally changed my mood now.
HAHAHHA, you're so right.
looks like mansxzxzx.
:D

oh well,
and 3E doesn't have any breaks at all with 3D!
sucky,
but i can get to see sarah like once or twice a week, while deborah 4 times a week,
and also rebecca and yeewei!
:D
that's the only part i like.
:(
and monday 2 breaks, shiok.

better start on my goodbye 2008 post.
but manszxzx, now jolenda only can meet for dinner.
oh well, better!
curb my shopping cravings.
and dinner might lift my bad mood.
:(

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4:18 PM


a horrible craving, a horrible addiction.

Okay, so decided i'm way lazy to type so much.
and pictures tell stories!
so yes, let's go.
warning: PICTURE OVERLOAD!

stop one: STARBUCKS




like a paparazzi shot! :D
ultimate. :S
caught red-handed! :O
wth. :/


:D


allinda digs nose. :O :O :O
how about a fight?

zomg, ghost!!!

awww, no more starbucks. :(

stop two: PORTSDOWN ROAD
walk and walk. :S

yes, that's the road.


my jump is nicer. ignore allinda. :D

stop three: DOVER



I TOOK THAT. pro eh. :D
i love you chew bong bongxzxz!

zomg, lemme say something.
the pictures took me a freaking (almost) 2 hours.
or rather, this post.
please applaud me.
i sorta wasted my time.
should have typed everything out, but oh well.
i think everyone's tired of me burning people's eyes.
:S

hopefully the post turns out nice WITHOUT any screw ups.
zomg, so tired of after posting, returning to edit the screwed up parts.
OH PLEASE! :(

school in 3 days.
save me.

you know what?
screw the uneven spacings.
my eyes are now tired and burnt.
:S

edit: SCREW THE CAPTIONS. :(

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1:06 AM

2 'L'osers make a 'W'inner.

Uber funny picture eh!
hehehe,
today, sorry, YESTERDAY was FUN!
and starbucks made us uber high.
took like, 256 pictures?
that's crazy, for a 4 hour day out only.
easily 60+ pictures an hour!
:O

i think i shan't go into details la.
it's pretty late.

well, in short,
i met up with ALLINDA CHEW after my tuition,
and we headed to Burger King later for lunch + study.
well,
then it was off to Starbucks for some frappucino satisfaction and major camwhoring!

uber fun, with all the crazy pictures.
luckily the inside had no space so we had to go to the 'outdoor' section of the 2nd level!
if not, we couldn't have camwhored in peace. :)
walked then bus-ed to opposite ACJC,
where we walked to Portsdown Road.
Whoa, killer.
we couldn't find the place,
and ended up walking from ACJC there till like, the AYE near normanton park!
didn't go onto AYE though.
decided to stay at the bus stop where 191 would loop and took LOADS of pictures,
even on the small roundabout!
yes, the road.
:D
jumpshots too!
too bad allinda ar, tsk. cannot take properly again.
then i also tired, jump like crap.
SIGH, i want a niceeeeee jumpshot!

well, later on 2 army guys came, and we couldn't camwhore anymore.
waited for a taxi to bring us back to dover but only hired ones came,
while all the time we were camwhoring, so many available taxis came!
well, like allinda said, God decided for us to take the bus,
so we took 191 all the way to ACJC, and walked back to dover.
decided to have a rest and drink,
and went to the sandy swing area to play.
uber fun!
and if not for allinda, i wouldn't dare to climb the stupid thing.
and don't ask me to jump on curved surfaces.
i've a fear of slipping/falling and hitting my chin again.
i've a scar there, in case no one realised, which is usually the case.
:D

well,
then went up chew's house for abit then my dad came to fetch me.
thanks babe for today, was the funnest!
and we shall cab in next time.
but walk abit in before cabbing can, abit ex.
this is not KL you know, everything divide by 2.37.
:D
hehehe!

okay, good night everyone.
or good morning.
shall update again later on, abit more in detail.
think you all know i'm freaking bored.
:(
i'll try to upload photos 5 by five on facebook!
:D

oh yes,
and i haven't finished even the first chapter of A maths and i think i'm dying.
help.
:(

2 days to new year!
oh man, gonna miss 2E.
i WILL BLOG before new year.
i shall sum up the whole year.
bawl, i shall type it out tmr and let it post on 11:59pm, 31st december.
pretty. :D

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Saturday, December 27, 2008
4:11 PM

if only everything was as perfect as movies.

I. AM. BORED!
honestly.
home's boring.
i've been a super good girl though.
packed my wardrobe, swept the whole house.
and zomg, this sucks.
just found out my phone bill's like $50+?
HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE.
i've like 100 mins free outgoing.
that's like, almost 2 hours?
and 1000 messages.
i totally record my outgoing time and messages.
and ALL NOT EXCEEDED.
wtf?

apparently M1 charges $25 for every 500 smses, but i've 1000 free,
so that means minus $50 right?
they ended up minus-ing only $28.18.
i think i've been cheated by them ALL the time.
stupid M1.
so what if connection good?
and now i'm paying for the three m1 number thing.
wtf?
stupid m1.
i wanna switch to singtel asap.
unlimited sms!
i bet that'll save me a freaking lot of money.
m1's pissing me off alot.
first time i go scrutinise the bill.
i'm getting cheated!
:(

well anyway,
i've a margarita craving.
yeah, i drank alcohol.
:D
at the mexican restaurant!
it's nice, frozen margaritas.
slushie and cool, and the bitter taste isn't noticable.
:D
i drank probably 1/4 of my dad's mug.
not too bad, around $6 sing i think?
:D

sigh, i miss esplanade, KL, east coast, choir clique and 2E so much!
oh yes, and bowling.
killer, i've so many 'cravings'.
and i'm seriously tempted to list them out on my wishlist.
KL isn't nice in terms of transport and clean places to go,
but shopping's seriously good!
sadly, i shopped so much and even after hanging my new stuff in my wardrobe,
i still can push everything to one side and it only takes up like, 1/4 of the space in there?
that's how little stuff i have.
:(
but shopping really killed my feet.
but i've really nice clothes now!
i think i'm really hopeless.
i wear the clothes i like so much, and then comes new stuff,
and the old ones aren't gonna see the light of day anymore.
:S

well,
it's 40 DAYS to my BIRTHDAAAAAAY!
or one month and nine days,
or 5+ weeks,
or 960 hours,
maybe 57, 600 minutes,
and around 3,456,000 seconds more!
how random.
:/

Random fact!
470,000,000 seconds after 5th feb '94, 10:48pm is:
Sunday, December 28, 2008 at 6:21:20 PM

super cool!
it's just tomorrow.
:D

oh, and i just remembered what date is it tomorrow.
one month anniversary of my grandpa.
i hope he's having a fun time playing mahjong or something in heaven!
and i still cannot shake off the thoughts and images of the three days.
my mind still forces me to think and visualise the images.
last night, i couldn't sleep for awhile cos i was thinking about it again.
sigh.

when will i ever find peace?
i prayed and prayed, but it's not really enough yet.
i still can 'see' everything clearly in my mind.
the first day, how i stood so far away cos of fear.
and how i dream about stuff that happens after that.
i still remember, i had this dream commemorating the anniversary,
complete with a movie-like poster, with the whole family.
that was the only dream i can visualise till now.

when oh when.

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

and sorry for the sudden randomness of the song lyrics and the few paragraphs above it.
was listening to the song and now i feel so lost.
no mood to blog anymore, nor say more random stuff.
just not in the mood.
goodbye.

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12:27 AM

so glad to be safe, so glad you're okay.

I AM BACK! :D
zomg, best shopping trip EVER! :)
i think this is gonna be a really long post, cos my parents aren't caring whether i'm using the computer.
all i can say is this: i'm SO FREAKING GRATEFUL i'm back in one piece and not anything else.
WARNING: LONG POST!

okay, i think i shall start in detail.
roughly remember. :)
start time: 12:27am

Day one, Tuesday, 23rd.
waited around super long for the bus, and finally came.
got on and was super amazed by the HUGE chairs.
they're even bigger than i though, and the legroom is darn great. :D
massage chair toooooo! :)

reached there super late, like 3?
around an hour late.
apparently the bus damn slow.
customs was okay, damn fast.
well, dropped at times square and went to some taxi coupon counter.
apparently you tell them where you're going, and they give you this ticket with the price on it.
give it to the driver and done!
it's basically to avoid those stupid guys who try to haggle.
:S

checked into the hotel,
and it was actually not as nice as i thought.
went into the room and i started jumping on the bed for no reason.
the service apartment was pretty cool though, cos the rooms are rather big.
and they had DISNEY CHANNEL! :D
i watched it every night. :D

well, we then decided to go sungai wang to shop instead of klcc, since klcc was huge and we only had less than half a day left.
didn't manage to cover the whole of sungai wang, but i bought like the most stuff there.
in fact, i bought the most things on this trip!
like, 16 items. not alot, but quite for me. :D
went back to the hotel after having bak ku teh at some really weird place.
and i kept watching disney channel, refusing to bathe. :D

so, stuff bought at sungai wang (i'm really bored and don't want to sleep, that's why i'm typing everything in detail) :
hairbands and belts, long shirt and purple/black heels.
zomg, the heels rock. really nice!
they're like, $23+ sing i think, after converting.
i LOVE the exchange rate right now, totally owns. :)

Day two, Wednesday, 24th.
Christmas eve!
woke up kinda early, like 8+ due to the stupid super loud alarm from my sister's phone.
went down for breakfast, which was quite nice!
went straight off to 1 Utama, which was some 20 min drive from our hotel.
uber far, actually.
oh by the way, this trip, we met practically the most friendly and nice drivers.
:D
lucky and super heng this time, cos we're still unfamiliar, comsidering our hotel super weird place.

and lemme say this first: 1 Utama is seriously HUGE.
walking around sungai wang already hurt my feet abit.
(thank goodness it was birkenstocks on the first day, not so lucky on the second.)
walking in 1 Utama can KILL.
seriously!
there's a new wing and old wing.
and no, the 'wing' not like centrepoint, old and new.
NO.
it's TWO HUGE BUILDINGS like, a eight lane wide road (two way traffic) apart from each 0ther.
they're connected by this connector, which has shops too.
and the tiles are like, same pattern, and apparently the new wing not so new either so you won't know where exactly you're at.
well, and even the old wing is like, huge.
probably 1 and 1/4 times the size of vivo.
okay, maybe even more,
but whatever!
we practically walked into every nook and cranny, cos we had a whole day there.
crazy, that place.
and all the shops we wanna go to is like, miles apart.
:S
i ended up buying a few things there though.
not too bad.
:)

and actually, as of now, i cannot remember where we ate lunch in 1 Utama,
but we had vietnamese food for dinner.
really good, the beef pho.
SUPER huge and good.
the soup is shiok! :D

continued shopping like mad later on.
oh, and auntie anne's there is cheap.
$3.20 ringgit per cinnamon sugar pretzel.
that's like, $1.35 sing per pretzel if the exchange rate's 2.37?
and malaysia's FOS has really alot of nice clothes.
shorts are rip-off though.
47 ringgit a pair.
mad.
oh yes, and that padini concept store.
HUGE.
i walk in there for like, hour plus, finding and trying clothes.
my sister had like 10 to try, and bought only one.
i got like, 4 items alone from there!
no wait, 3.
2 tops, 1 skirt.
but it's seriously great shopping at 1 Utama la, not very disappointing.

oh and yes, we left like 9.30.
and christmas eve, as you know.
but we got this huge shock and finally realised how bad malaysia's control over cars are.
there was this HUGE jam snaking all the way from don't know where to don't know where.
there was a coupon counter, but they wouldn't sell us the ticket cos they said no one will drive you there through that jam.
considered taking cab to a train station, take train, and cab back to hotel.
but that would be more expensive then running a meter in that jam.
so apparently, this guy said $40 for bringing us back.
obviously so expensive.
so we settle on $30.
and he was seriously good.
he drove through back lanes and stuff,
just to avoid more jams at the sungai wang area.
and he got us back in half an hour when people said in jams, it'll take 45 mins!
he was seriously good.
(that's why i said we're lucky that we got nice taxi drivers)

so, i bought:
3 tops, 1 skirt, and sneakers. (FINALLY! only $40 sing. cheapppp. :D)

Day three, Thursday, 25th.
MERRY (belated) CHRISTMAS!
woke up early again, and headed off to Wesley Methodist KL.
super weird place, but actually near chinatown.
cool how the taxi driver didn't know where but we still got there!
well, service was rather short.
main sanctuary was full, so had to sit elsewhere.
headed to KLCC later on, and boy.
upmarket it was, i got a few good finds.
:)
had lunch at some madam kwan restaurant.
not that good as reviews said, so don't go there if you don't wanna be disappointed!

walked around later, and funniest thing at LV boutique.
they apparently had to limit the number of people in it at one time,
so they had this doorman, and you had to queue to get in.
zomg, super atas ( high class ) kind of service can.
and we waited for like, 2 mins before going in.
not worth, since there was nothing inside anyway.
nothing worth to look at for too long. :D

well, high class it may be at klcc, but i still managed to buy tops!
and new socks and tights, which are pretty thick,
but my mum found thicker ones later on.
talk about that later.

so, 2 mango long sleeves and whatever was all i got.
pretty happy though!
oh, and the mexican dinner at Chili's was fab!
:D
super good.
portions are huge.
bigger than hog's breath, but i like hog's breath portobello mushrooms.
way better.
and bigger! :D

Day four, Friday, 26th.
going back day!
decided to check out at 12, go times square, and leave for bus terminal around 245.
messed up though.

we went over to the small mall opposite our hotel.
checked out the secret recipe cakes again, which are cheappppp.
walked around,
went back to pack up and left around 12+.
cabbed to times square,
parked my dad with our luggages at borders' starbucks,
and went off to shop abit.
oh, and java chip's nice, seriously!
go order next time, no regrets.
:D

well,
my mum managed to find this uber thick tights, (which are like pants already)
my sister got $12 sing heels,
and i got a vest!
at 10.50 sing!
with white shirt too!
:D
whoa, super happy,
and my sister kept saying the tie one better, in case grow fat.
:S

left times square at like, 250?
spent 10 mins trying to get a cab cos there was a HUGE jam, somehow.
and all the taxis quoted like, $15-$20 ringgit to the bus terminal, which was probably only a 5 min drive if no jam.
but like, zomg.
but we tried our luck on this MPV taxi,
and though he didn;'t know where, we kinda directed him around,
and got there.
though it was 16+ ringgit,
but for the space, time constraint and luggages,
it was okay la.

oh yes, bought 4 slices of cake at almost 7 ringgit each?
and according to allinda, one cake here is 70 sing,
over there, 70 ringgit!
ZOMGGGG.
bus wasn't as good as our usual though.
double deckers kinda suck.
other double deckers look good can!
leg room so tiny, zomg.
no games too.
ended up listening to my ipod for like, half the journey?
movies were okay though, shrek, ice age, (for all the cartoon channels. :S)
food was spicy la!
but i managed to eat everything with only i sip of water.
amazing! :D
but later on i had gastric.
who serves dinner at 4pm?!

well,
along the way saw 3 scary accidents.
first one was flipped over, the car i mean.
next two was crashed and mangled pretty bad.
thank goodness we're all safe.
really safe.
customs was funny though.
cos my bag has the 3-stick mentos pack.
and apparently,
the person seeing the x-ray thought it was gum.
open my bag and check.
:S

well, we reached HOME around 830!
and that's the time the bus is supposed to reach the terminal!
maybe cos we alighted at jurong. :)

oh well, KL was great.
and amazingly, i didn't really put on weight after all those overeating.
eating this much in 4 days.
think we easily spent around 300ringgit on our meals.
or even more.
mad!
and i spent like almost $200+ sing on my items.
zomg!
it's really shiok.

okay, SORRY for the killer post.
took me like.. i don't know how long.
it's like, 1:49am now.
but minus all the time to do other stuff,
i would just say i ended this post at 1:30am.
how long was that?

crap, one hour+.
oops!

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
10:00 AM

no matter the distance, you'll always be close by.

HELLO! :D
by this time, i should be at customs already.
missing everyone. :(
sigh!
hope my journey and stuff goes smoothly! :D
and maybe i'll even reach there like what, earlier than expected.
:D

asked my mum where we might be going, and she said KLCC.
heard it's huge.
don't blame me for being so clueless, it's been probably 3 or 4 years since i've been there?
:S

alright, i won't have any more posts until i'm back!
deborah, faye, minxian, rebecca, yeewei, celine, claudia, sarah-ann, zoey, allinda, ailin, and whoever else, i'm gonna miss you guys!

oh, and jolenda, if you see this, that's good.
is it okay if allinda comes along too?
she wants to see you too!
i'll be free on 27, 28, 30 & 31.
if you want her to come along, you two go decide okay! :D

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Monday, December 22, 2008
6:50 PM

stairway of need, worries, and unconditional love.

I'M GOING TO SHOPPING PARADISE IN 14 HOURS!
:D
i'm actually looking forward to it, hehehe.
weeeeell,
last night was a rather early night.
set my alarm today, for like, nothing!
arghhhh, so frustrating.
:S

well,
i would actually appreciate that no one messages when i'm away.
i think i'm bringing phone but don't plan on using besides for games.
yeah, poor people like me depend on phones and music for entertainment on a 5 hour journey.
:S
and my ipod earphone's spoiling man!
:(
someone either buy a new ipod for me if not earphones please. :D
christmas present?
HAHA, kidding!
i'm gonna miss the entire choir clique, and church clique.
yeah, some 4 day trip no big deal la, but still.
knowing you're away from singapore, big deal.
now i'm super worried about my own and other people's safety whereever they go.
call me overprotective! but that's me.
:D

well, too bad i can't bring my soft toys along. :(
and i need to change my passport photo man.
i look like crap. :(
oh well!
i hope i can shop but not till i drop.
then that's not fun.
hope we're going somewhere nice in KL for christmas dinner!
my luggage is literally 1/3 empty man, seriously.
brought that little stuff.
kinda used to bringing more, actually.
and i've a bad habit of forgetting my toothbrush.
:S

well, i'll probably try to bring back some stuff from KL for those i haven't given anything!
oh yes, i hope i can get tops, dresses, sneakers, flats/heels, accessories and whatever there.
ultimate shopping trip man, hopefully!

alright, i'll be back around 8pm+ on friday, so if you really wanna message, can message around then!
:D
please don't make me pay for my phone bills man, :S

goodbye and have a great christmas in singapore.
i think it'll be better here compared to in KL.
oh well!
remember:
try not to message me while i'm away!
if my phone bill is like some bomb, i'm coming after you. :D
nah, kidding.
i'll just be annoyed. :S
and that bestest pig friend of mine is in KL too!
he went up today, muahahaha.
see you there, bestest! :D

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Friday, December 19, 2008
6:07 PM

how am i supposed to feel when you're not here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAYEEEEEEEE! :D
finally fourteeeeeeen!
you're like the 'baby' of choir clique man,
the youngest and smallest!
hope you enjoyed the sundae pie and balloon! :D

weeeell,
went choir today.
expected to see hoardes of new kids,
but not many people.
surprising!
well,
went up to choir later,
and today finished early too.
realised the camera had no memory card, so no jump shots or whatever.
:(

went to holland later, so it was easier to get a balloon.
well, got our food and we bought a sundae pie for faye later.
and when i finished, i got rebecca to go with me to get starbucks,
which was another 'lie' in order to get the balloon.
talking about starbucks, i really want one now.
:(
anyway, i'm like some accomplished liar now.
super professional.
i managed to convince deborah and faye that i was getting something else instead of the balloon.
duh, it's meant to be a surprise.

well,
went cold storage later to window shop,
walked over to the bus stop later and we all bused home.
went home with yeewei, and started talking about random stuff again.
it was uber fun! :D
sadly deborah and minxian weren't there.

i think me and rebecca are gonna celebrate our birthdays together, ahhaha!
we're born even around the same time, just a day apart.
and we were like arguing that we will not share a balloon, so cannot just buy a big one for us to share.
:S
selfish eh, hehehe.

well, faye, hope you liked your birthday.
sorry, nothing big or anything, but i hope you had fun.
and happy playing with that balloon!

i really hope the next birthday celebration, which hopefully is rebecca and mine,
will have the ENTIRE clique there.
i really love the clique so much, i hate to see us celebrating people's birthdays with people missing all the time.
we've not even once gone out as a clique, except for lunches.
:D

okay, i'm seriously crapping.
shall talk about yesterdaaaaaaay,
which was nice.

went sun and moon at wheelock.
food was not too bad and quite okay price,
like, three people eating for $65, while at NYNY it's $70!
zomg, hahaha.
worst part was picking out the weird stuff in my food which i wouldn't eat, for sure.
drank coffee after that, and it's NOT starbucks nor coffee bean.
real coffee, which my mum said was those premium type.
and while shopping later on, my eyes started to close!
my mum said i was allergic to coffee, since it makes me sleepy.
wth!

went around, looking at stuff.
nothing i liked in the end.
i was holding back for major shopping in KL anyway!
and i seriously need comfy shoes, walking in the pair i have now makes my feet hurt after a few hours.
and and, speaking of shoes, THAT SHOE I LIKED, IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND.
i hope they didn't stop producing that. that'll be SO sad. :(

zara shoes are seriously pretty.
but one pair is easily 100+, even almost 300!
anyone sponsoring? :D
wait, i want my phone more than anything.
and i would like guitar hero world tour.
i think if i ever get GHWT, my house will always have people coming over, somehow. :D
shiok, company all the time.

oh yes, just now while i was going into the lift,
i saw this 2 boys, running about, then dashing up the stairs.
i went into the lift,
and it started stopping on EVERY FLOOR.
i couldn't take it from the 3rd or 4th floor onwards, i got out,
sent the lift up,
and waited for the other one.
luckily there was this angmohs inside.
then the lift stopped at the next floor, and i sighed.
but it went up to the 5th later, which the angmohs went out.
then i prayed hard it won't stop, cos i was getting freaked out everytime it stopped,
like the guys will suddenly storm into the lift and do i don't know what,
rob or whatever,
but luckily the lift went straight up and i quickly ran to my house, unlocked the gate and door and ran in.
freaky much, that was the worst ever.
SUPER scary.

well,
i hope i can go out tmr to 'study' more.
i need to go library again to finish my orca,
and do my chinese.
:D

and thanks zayne for the whole load of songs man.
madness, thanks!

and ALLINDA CHEW,
i miss you like crap.
MUST go out soon! :D

sorry if this post was abit longer than expected.
i'm seriously just typing even without thinking.

4 days to KL! :D

edited:
oooooh, and i've this whole list of who i wanna go out with/celebrate new year with.
zomg, if only i can don't go church new year eve countdown thingy,
i would TOTALLY grab someone, and go somewhere near marina!
FIREWORKS, zomg, i wanna see.
:D
anyone interested, provided i can skip the church thing? :)

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
6:17 PM

i know this is the part where the end starts.

SIGH.
i'm actually getting tired of instant noodles?
it's super saltish today.
think not enough water.
:S

and my maths is seriously screwed up man!
i forgot practially 50% of what we learnt.
zomg, i hope saturday can go study again.
i need maths help, desperately!

i can't wait to go KL actually.
food, shopping.
and possibly the best hotel i've stayed while in KL in all the KL trips i've made.
and comfy coaches, hah!
hope my ipod can last me around 5 hours though.
i seriously either need to get a new ipod, if not earphones.

speaking of which, i'm in desperate need for new jeans.
and with the $50 thingy at levi's, i think it's needed.
i've like, 3 pairs to give them.
wonder if they mean levi's vouchers, discount off jeans or CASH. :D
whatever, it'll help in my new jeans spending.
muahahaha, and yeah, i really want the new ipod nano. :(
and i still seriously can't get over the daniel yam dress!
deborah, please go shopping with me one day.
we shall go TRY IT ON. :D

oh yes, and what else do i need to buy. :S
too bad ipods in KL sure around same price as here.
gotta check out how much it is over here.
so i can compare abit.
but i REALLY want my N85.
top of the list. :S
it's like, currently still around $390+?
the cheapest 'deal' i've come across so far.
without trade-in.
come on, $200 trade in?
as good as trading in my N85, cos it's worth that much.
sigh.
i still have to wait somemore.
almost 2 months since i wanted it!
i'm amazed i can wait this long. :S

ahahaha, totally random and brand-conscious post i think.
call me brand-conscious but i really really want those stuff.
:(
super upset la.
so far only one thing on my wishlist has been cancelled out.
i shan't add anymore though.
gonna be really lengthy. :S

oh, and i want white heels, or whatever colour,
and i don't know what else.
belts, hairbands, earrings, blah blah.
i'm so glad i'm going away.
to KL.
probably will get more clothes too, i really hope!
3 whole days of shopping, better be good.
:S

alright, i need to do up my maths.
seriously lagging behind.
got sarah's fcyd already!
oh-la. :D

if there was only one person in this world i had to choose to be with,
it'll no doubt be you.
please don't disappoint me anymore.
it's been kinda horrible, the last few days and weeks.
almost a month!
just make sure you're worth waiting for.
it was never a case of wasting my time.
but just make everything feel worth it and i'm not gonna say anymore.

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1:10 AM

it was never an easy road to travel.

Good morninggggg! :D
hahaha, yesterday was uber fun and all.
yesterday as in 16 dec, tuesday.
:D

well,
after going for choir, which was surprisingly short, but not really,
deborah, yeewei and i went to ask allison and faith to take jumpshots with us.
ALOT of failed ones, but it was super fun! :D
and oh yes,
alot of unglams.
:(

headed to ikea later,
and saw the LONGEST queue there in my entire life.
it snaked all the way out!
and at the time we left, which was close to 1.30,
there started a line again.
:S
we had to wait for the first long line to 'disappear' before we went to get our food.
skipped drinks for like the first time.
stupid XXXXX.
hahahahha!
it really hurt, like the whole entire day.
:(

walked around later, and started taking pictures.
and i kept purposely banging against the wall and saying something that sounded wrong,
so we decided to start video-ing and stuff.
went to the 'rooms' around ikea, and started doing super lame videos!
it was soooooo darn fun.
:D
and people looking at us and stuff, hahaha.
next time better not wear countdown shirt le.
:S

went to buy stuff later, and i wasted $0.25 by not getting another freaking flower cos i thought i only had $0.20 and not enough to buy another one.
STUPIDDDDD.
i wasted money. :(
anyway, i kept going high.
and deborah was uttering alot of rubbish, i think.
and yeewei just kept 'disapproving' of our behaviour?
hah!
went over to KFC later, where deborah sorta treated us to fries and stuff.
really like a mother. :D
bus-ed home with yeewei later, and we kept talking about seriously random but funny stuff?
i'm glad i got the chance to even talk to her.
it's been uber long, and i hardly talk to her.
but she's seriously fun to talk to.
hearing all the 2C stories, hahah!

anyway, i'm gonna stay home tmr and complete all my maths.
:D
i feel like a freaking nerd already. :(
but oh well, what can you do.
stupid homework keeps getting piled up.
i really don't want to enter sec 3 so fast.
and OBS!
*shudders*
call me a coward or whatever, but i HATE high elements.
except for probably flying fox and abseiling.
but i absolutely hate those really scary broken bridge, or some high above the ground obstacle course thingy.
it just FREAKS ME OUT. :(
thinking about me makes me wanna cry, hahaa!
well, i guess i shall sleep real soon.
gotta seriously do work tmr.
:D

deborah:

hey super duper ultra drop-dead gorgeous!
i wanna thank you SO MUCH for this whole month.
december's been great!
anyway, i hope you're much better after earlier on in the night.
i was worried too, but i don't know what to say. :S
sorry, probably didn't really know what else to say to you.
but do keep praying okay?
i'll be praying for you before i sleep tonight!
anything just sms, or even call me okay.
even if you cannot sleep, just call.
i'll try to pick up if i'm awake okay.
i love you super duper much, and you can be assured you can tell me anything, anytime.
i hope everything's alright, and i hope your mind's clearer now!
i trust that you will make the right decisions okay, cos whatever you decided, decides the next step in life.
just don't regret it okay. :D
hahahhaa, be strong too.
stand up for yourself, it's really important.
the whole choir clique loves you too!
:D

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Monday, December 15, 2008
7:05 PM

is it called suffering or out of love.

TODAY WAS FUUUUUUUN! :D
went esplanade library to get some homework done,
and finished like around 2 papers of maths!
like whoa, finally.
i decided to mug this week though.
like seriously.
do homework tmr, do on thursday, whatever.
i'm still thinking if i should go out with jolenda on wednesday!
not that i mind, but it's gonna be so damn weird.
and i'm gonna spend money again.
:S
why do i always end up being good friends with slightly richer people?
and no, i'm not gonna sponge off them.

anyway, ate at marina food court.
stupid cold weather, made my tummy go haywire.
i even had to buy hot milo.
zomg, haha!
walked to esplanade later,
did homework, went high,
started playing paper soccer,
then doodling.
and making 'she is stupid/lame/weird etc' signs.
esplanade library actually waste time one la.
the books are like, eeeek.
never even do finish my last orca!
:(

went to the roof terrace later,
and jumpshots.
zomg, my stupid top and the wind.
i shan't say, hahahhaa!
deborah, PLEASE DON'T POST.
I WILL KILL YOU.
out of all times, i have to wear this top and i do such nice jumpshotssssss.
:@

started to walk to suntec later,
and went into popular to get stuff.
like these cards for super cheap.
not very, but they're good quality okay.
and rainbow-ish.
:D
bought pretzels later,
and deborah decided to give up on finding starbucks.
:S

well, mrt-ed home and i walked home.
it was uber fun.
not much camwhoring,
but it was really fun.
too bad we went abit high too late.
but i like esplanade rooftop though!
it's amazing.
and so pretty.
GREAT for jumpshots.
and when you've my bottle around, they're never impossible to take using self-timer.
:D

alright, dinner's coming back soon.
shall eat, bathe then if i can, update more or whatever!
:D

early goodnight everyone.
and i'm sorry for not updating.
at least i didn't use the com for TWO DAYS.
mission accomplished.
:D

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Friday, December 12, 2008
6:15 PM

you make me feel out of my element.

ALOHA! :D
sorry for huge lack of updates.
i've been slacking today again, as usual.
did like, 5 questions of maths only.
hahahaa.
and my dad's annoying, this time for real, deborah.

sigh, i miss bowlinggggg!
and this morning, i saw $30 on the table though my dad said i couldn't go out to study with deborah.
like what the heck?!
and i skipped lunch today again anyway.
not hungry. :S
anyway, i hope i can go study with her soon.
i forgot alot of my maths man. :S

well, nothing much to say.
hahhahaa, i feel like revealing something here but everyone will kinda laugh at me, so nope.
hur hur, my hair kinda sucks now.
i really want to cut my fringe so badly, just fringe alone,
cos i really like my hair length.
:)
oh, and i really want to curl my hair to keep it neater.
:S
it's like, twirling in all directions.
looks like my hair's flying in every direction!

okay, randommmm.
i shall go bathe.
byeeee. <3
oh by the way, i won't exactly update alot. :)
yeap, that's all.

"okay, 25th. i meet you at 2nd level, umm, XX time!"
HAHAHAHA.

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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
11:04 PM

it's not the gifts but the memories you really keep.


WARNING: UBER LONG POST AHEAD!

Aloha! :)
today was a REALLY fantastic day.
:)
and i managed to trick deborah!
:D
anyway,
seeing my bestfriend so happy, hehehe.
worth lying to her. :D

went for choir today,
met up with allinda to pass her the christmas cookies i made before that.
hope you like it dear. :)
did adieu again, sectionals and combined for hana and catemus and white horses.
zomg, white horses is stuck in my head, but i don't like it.
i like hana but sops are screwing up/the song sounds weird after awhile.
cantemus?
eh, the inbetween.
and the song we sang the best.
:S

well,
i told deborah i had to go home and take money cos i forgot to,
but instead,
me and faye snuck off to holland to get her balloons!
bought this cow and elmo balloon,
hope deborah took a photo before it deflated! :)
cos the stupid elmo ar, starting losing air after i got to the bus stop!
:(

well,
bused to commonwealth, then quickly mrted to city hall.
zomg,
not much space in the train,
and when it pulled it, i went 'wah lao' really loudly,
and i think some guy stared at me, thinking i was talking to myself?
:S
well,
quite a few people kept staring at me.
i wonder if this thing should be my fault or people's,
but as they rush in/out of the train,
they kept banging into the balloons?
and i had to quickly like turn them so they won't burst or anything.
so is it my fault for bringing 2 helium balloons on the mrt or is it other people's fault they don't care and just bang into people or balloons/they don't know these kinda things can BURST under pressure?!
to me,
even pushing is wrong,
but maybe it's rare to see this person in bright yellow carrying balloons on the train,
so both are 'wrong' i guess.
funny thing is that,
when i was walking from the bus stop up to commonwealth mrt,
there's this group of policemen?
i was so worried they would think the balloons were some bombs or something?
i even was thinking how to react if they asked.
but as they walked past,
can hear one or two of them like, giving that smiling sound?
like the "aww, birthday balloons" kind of attitude la.
some even smiled!
so sweet.
i used to be scared of policemen when i was young, and until now still abit,
though i've never done anything against the law.
i think i'm scared they anyhow catch me and throw me into jail, HAHA!

well,
as i reached NYNY, i sorta walked really fast.
but i slowed down and started looking around.
then there's like this line of staff standing around, nothing to do.
then i think they realised it's for someone who was obviously wearing the same bright yellow shirt.
come on, the shirt is so darn bright and unmistakable!
who can forget?
well,
they starting going "she's there, over there",
so i quickly said thanks and ran over.
then i didn't know whether to go by deborah's front or back,
so i decided to go by the back.
but suddenly yeewei looked up,
i quickly went "NO" to her,
but apparently deborah had her head down,
so i thought she was looking at pictures.
later on, apparently,
yeewei covered her eyes.
anyway,
i boo-ed deborah from behind and gave her the balloons.
HAHAHA, the best shock ever.
but deborah was so happy and stuff, hehehe.

oh, and suddenly this waitress appeared and went: "would you like iced water? i think you need it!"
HAHAHA, NYNY staff are uber sweet!
hey, any birthday celebration will make you smile.
of course.
:)
and having birthday balloons are such a great privillage.
deborah like gets wished a few times by shop staff and whoever.
and like,
when people see it's birthday balloons,
some smile even.
:)
maybe it's cos of the cow on it, hehehe!
but whatever the case, it's a really happy day.

went over to marina later, tried dresses,
then went to our secret place,
then went to BK for a drink while i spent 5 mins in the toilet fussing over my hair,
in which i pinned cos it's seriously long and screwed. :(
and well,
yeewei left after that,
and so deborah and me went to raffles to walk, shop, sit around and talk! :)
(rhyme not on purpose.)

it's been such a fun day today.
i do hope deborah has a great birthday today!
next year will be better,
if the clique can spend it with you again!
:)
and i think i shall do dedications to the rest of the choir clique now.
:)

FAYE!
the "awesome president" of dickland and the "awesome" club!<br>
HEYYYY GAY! :)
hahahhaa, i really wanna thank you for ALL you've done for me,
all the company and all the lame chats in choir.
though we seriously don't go mad together,
but choir's really fun.
talking about certain people around us and stuff, it's been so fun!
and thanks for listening to my endless muttering during choir?
sometimes i've no clue what the heck am i saying too,
but i thank you for just listening either way!
oh and yes,
i know you might XXX XXXX XXX,
so i won't say anymore.
but i think XXX XXXXX XXX,
so maybe la huh.
think you get what i mean.
:)
anyway,
thanks to you this gay friend,
choir has never been lonely and sitting around during breaks are never boring too!
do well in double science okay!
i thank God for you!
<3!

Minxian!
the weird but sweet girl! :)

HELLO THERE MINXIAAAAAAAAAAAN!
heehee, i really thank you for this entire year!
seems like we're not THAT close until these holiday practices?
i mean, we still talk,
but never this much!
i still remember sitting next to you while waiting in the stupid theater during our breaks inbetween WISC rehearsals.
and you reading a book while i'm trying to sleep on the chair,
and then i'll wake up or look up once in awhile to talk crap?
haha! i do thank you for tolerating my nonsense all this while.
i trust you'll do well in your studies.
i thank God for you, this sweetie pie! :)
<3!

REBECCA LAUUUU!
the duck that never quacks. :O

REBECCA!
it's been seriously great knowing you for like,
four years?
since p5!
no,
technically p1,
same class eh.
but we didn't really socialise that time.
but i'm really glad to know you for 4 whole years.
it's pretty long for friends you know!
well,
i just wanna thank you for EVERYTHING.
think you know what i mean la.
everything to be said is in the card.
but anyway, i shall repeat abit here and there.
i really wanna thank you for like telling me what was going on?
and helping me resolve everything.
i must say,
i'm more alert to my surroundings and friends now,
and it's all thanks to you!
also thanks for listening to me at times,
and going mad with me while the rest of the clique will just stare at us.
:)
it's been such a fun 2 years being in this clique (technically almost 2 years. no, it's 1. :S)
and with you around and your weird laugh (sometimes) and highness (70% of the time),
the clique is NEVER boring.
i thank God for you too,
and i love you!
:)
and all the best with XXXXXX XXX XXX.
<3!

YEEEEEEEWEI!
goldfish, yet not really one. :D

yeewei! :D :D
i'm really lucky to know you so much better though this choir clique.
i think we sort of knew each other around p5?
you know, all the prefect stuff.
pretty interesting eh,
how we didn't talk then but now!
okay, maybe i knew you but you didn't know me.
cos i always kept looking out for you for *ahem* a particular reason i doubt i've told you before.
i'll tell you if you ask though! :) hehehehe.
well,
it's been such fun,
camwhoring and jumpshots,
and celebrating deborah's birthday with her today especially!
:)
(she's like the first in the clique to get a balloon. :S hehehe!)
it's been such fun this entire 1 year.
the clique didn't exactly "exist" last year eh.
but i'm glad it does now, and i couldn't be more thankful for each of you in the clique! :)
especially with you,
and all your nonsense,
goldfish faces and just lighting up the whole mood everytime.
i'm really glad i know you so much more now.
we hardly talk except in choir/clique,
but it's okay!
and i thank God for you too,
just like the rest of the clique!
<3!

okay,
FINALLY done.
zomg,
almost midnight.
i shall sleep soon.
:)
finally i get the WHOLE bed though.
last night my sister came in at like, 3am+?
she said she couldn't fall asleep then wanted to sleep with me.
in the end,
she slept so soundly while i hardly slept cos i was trying my best not to fall off my bed!
:@

okay, it's getting late.
57 days to MY day when the clock strikes midnight! :)
oh yes,
my dad is limiting my com usage,
so shan't be blogging too often. :)

alrighty,
going off now! :)
(44 mins to post this. it's 11:48 now!)
GOODNIGHT! :)

wishlist
THAT STARBUCKS CHRISTMAS 2009 BOTTLE!
Awesome Sweet Sixteen :)
Nokia 5800 Xpress Music
pink daniel yam dress!
tatty teddy! :)
2009 SYF gold (honours)
singapore flyer! :)
FORMULA ONE TIX!
triple science.
BALLOONS. :)
watch Jeff Dunham live!
London! Paris! Italy! Maldives!
HSM3 DVD

chatterbox


flashbacks
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
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