why can't you see.

decadence

ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)

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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

Friday, January 02, 2009
6:50 PM

its either now, or never, and live in regret.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

zomg, so many changes can.

firstly, why change our school name?

why change a part of our rich history?

our name is good enough, even fantastic.

must it be changed just to sound, i don't know, more high class?

it looks so much better as FMSS, not FMS(S).

arghhhhhhhh.

and plus the socks, badge,

zomg.

everything's gonna change.

just to change a name, you spend so much money to change the signages,

the name at the school gate, everything.

its like, why waste the money?

put it to better use!

not like it'll do us any better in terms of facilites and studies.

there are many more changes but i'm pretty irritated by this part.

now the school's in chaos.

everything's so messy.

argh!

and, choir meeting today.

and later on, deborah, rebecca, yeewei and i were talking over lunch.

why can't the guys be way more matured?

already sec 2.

maybe partially our batch's fault for not getting close to them like our seniors,

or maybe when we first entered choir, we were damn siao-siao,

that's why easier for the seniors to talk to us.

but why can't they spare a thought, at least the juniors,

for the sec 3s and 4s,

cos it'll be the only SYF we ever have for the sec 3s,

and the last for sec 4s.

i doubt they'll know how much it hurts if we screw up really badly.

a gold at SYF means alot to us.

ALOT.

we all rather those not interested to leave SYF practices,

leave it to those who really want to score a gold, sincerely.

like the upper sec.

i think when we don't get at least a gold at SYF then they'll wake up.

what's with all the stupid talking in choir anyway?

everyone talks, yes, but not that much crap.

concentrate at least.

like yeewei said, 4 months till something so damn important.

especially to us, sec 3s.

we've never been to SYF before, save for the DSAs,

and it'll hence be our first and last time.

maybe our fault too, really, for not being close to them,

and not letting them know how much SYF means,

even every little competition between schools.

i still remember the workshop, where we did the best for adieu.

now it sounds totally crap.

can't we do anything better?

sing louder?

i think we're losing people cos everyone thinks choir's stupid.

come on, the conductors and alot of people have helped us.

maybe they just never saw the teachers go really mad and scold us like crap,

never seen the conductors almost wanting to quit teaching us,

never seen how much effort the previous batches have put in.

why is the choir turning like that anyway?

we obviously need an attitude change man.

the talk today with brah, rebecca and yee wei was really a good one.

really made us reflect on what happened to us that suddenly we all love choir to death.

well,

guess we've to see about monday.

i'm kinda dreading monday alot.

i think i might cry, seriously.

gosh, why nowwwwwww.

we're gonna lose our only great moral supporter.

monday's gonna suck damn bad.

sighhh, hope cca booth will be really fun though.

sounds fun.

and yeewei, relax about the whole thing okay?

i think being on the comm really helps you to see things more clearly and feel what the seniors felt when dealing with our batch.

no wonder we all love choir so damn much now.

this batch of sec 3s aren't gonna disappoint the sec 4s and ourselves man.

we're so gonna get the Gold,

or even Gold with honours.

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Monday, December 22, 2008
6:50 PM

stairway of need, worries, and unconditional love.

I'M GOING TO SHOPPING PARADISE IN 14 HOURS!

i'm actually looking forward to it, hehehe.

weeeeell,

last night was a rather early night.

set my alarm today, for like, nothing!

arghhhh, so frustrating.

well,

i would actually appreciate that no one messages when i'm away.

i think i'm bringing phone but don't plan on using besides for games.

yeah, poor people like me depend on phones and music for entertainment on a 5 hour journey.

and my ipod earphone's spoiling man!

someone either buy a new ipod for me if not earphones please. :D

christmas present?

HAHA, kidding!

i'm gonna miss the entire choir clique, and church clique.

yeah, some 4 day trip no big deal la, but still.

knowing you're away from singapore, big deal.

now i'm super worried about my own and other people's safety whereever they go.

call me overprotective! but that's me.

well, too bad i can't bring my soft toys along. :(

and i need to change my passport photo man.

i look like crap. :(

oh well!

i hope i can shop but not till i drop.

then that's not fun.

hope we're going somewhere nice in KL for christmas dinner!

my luggage is literally 1/3 empty man, seriously.

brought that little stuff.

kinda used to bringing more, actually.

and i've a bad habit of forgetting my toothbrush.

well, i'll probably try to bring back some stuff from KL for those i haven't given anything!

oh yes, i hope i can get tops, dresses, sneakers, flats/heels, accessories and whatever there.

ultimate shopping trip man, hopefully!

alright, i'll be back around 8pm+ on friday, so if you really wanna message, can message around then!

please don't make me pay for my phone bills man, :S

goodbye and have a great christmas in singapore.

i think it'll be better here compared to in KL.

oh well!

remember:
try not to message me while i'm away!

if my phone bill is like some bomb, i'm coming after you. :D

nah, kidding.

i'll just be annoyed. :S

and that bestest pig friend of mine is in KL too!

he went up today, muahahaha.

see you there, bestest! :D

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wishlist

THAT STARBUCKS CHRISTMAS 2009 BOTTLE!
Awesome Sweet Sixteen :)
~~Nokia 5800 Xpress Music~~
pink daniel yam dress!
tatty teddy! :)
~~2009 SYF gold~~ (honours)
singapore flyer! :)
FORMULA ONE TIX!
~~triple science.~~
~~BALLOONS. :)~~
watch Jeff Dunham live!
London! Paris! Italy! Maldives!
HSM3 DVD

chatterbox

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