Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

decadence


ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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elisse
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esther
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eunice, celine

faye
fenny

huiling

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jianping
jolenda
jolenda2
juniper

kaixin
kimberley kiew
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lincoln

meiying
minxian

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natalia, sarah
nicole wong
noelle

pamela
petros

rebecca
rebecca lau
richelle
ruijun

sarah-ann
sofia
soh&low

vanessa

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xing yi
xiuwen
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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Sunday, March 30, 2008
9:19 PM

hello!
short post.
hoho.

today do homework like crazy!
:D
hoho.
finished around,
half an hour ago.
alright,
i was slacking :D
hahah!

anyway,
i'm not looking forward to tomorrow D:
another hour of countdown rehearsal.
sec twos!
i wonder what they want us to do man.
please don't tell me surprise spot check.
everyone sure die!
:S
hahaha,
i'm thinking way too much :S

tuesday is april fool's day!
:D
never played pranks before.
heh.
maybe i should try!
:D
hahaha.

i do hope my sister will let me collect the waraku voucher!
:D
then i can have a nice long time with deborah :D
and i want to go the mediacorp broadcast centre too!
who knows who you might see :D
hahah!

alright,
i had better stop here(:
bye bye! :D

and that low song is stuck in my head :S

DEBORAH HAS MADE A NEW SKIN.
CHECK OUT HER
blog YEAH?
it's super pretty,
really(:


hahaha,
okay,
bye :D
I'm in love
With a fool

Saturday, March 29, 2008
10:16 PM

finally the instant udon i cook tastes the same as what my mum cooks :D
actually,
better.
heh :D
cos she puts alot of water and less seasoning :S
hoho.

and yesterday,
i decided to take some nice pictures to put as my phone's wallpaper.
so i took quite a few photos of my rose :D
hahahhaha.
nothing better to do.

this has been so random!
:S
i shall blog properly tomorrow or tuesday(:
wait.
this coming week no time :S

monday : choir
tuesday : youth alpha and tuition
wednesday : choir
thursday : sectionals.
friday : choir.

OH MY GOODNESS.
I NEED A PROPER, LESS BUSY LIFE :S

sigh.
no wonder i'm grumpy.
i'm lacking rest and my beauty sleep(:
sighhhh.
sian :S

alright,
have to go.
bye! :D

And in this world of loneliness
I see your face


1:49 AM

it's real late,
i know :D

sighhh.
next friday we have to have maths for two period together! :S
oh my.
sheeeeeeeesh.

anyway,
tomorrow i'm going to be home alone after, 8?
:D
then i have to settle my own lunch and go tuition myself.
oh,
im talking about sat.
i know,
past midnight le.
pretend it's still friday yeah(:

anyway,
choir today was so-so.
better than mon i guess.
i think as long as miss lim comes,
i think we'll just keep getting scolded.
somehow,
not only the guys are at fault.
that's how i feel,
don't know why(:

sian.
stupid me.
forgot to take graph book :S
gotta go back locker tomorrow!
hoho.

alright,
this is just for the sake of updating :D

oh,
and i'm positive i passed my 2.4 :D
really.
oh man.
suddenly fridays are so blah.
next week i might be going for choir three days in a row :S

wed: unofficial practice.
thurs: sectionals (sops only)
fri: usual offcial practice.

oh wth.
:S
choir twice a week drains me quite abit,
then add on sectionals.
:S
i think next week i'll become real tempremental and start scolding people and feeling real tired.
sorry if i do.

hoho,
this is sounding like an announcement.
haha!
alright,
bye bye then(:
goodnight :D

do i really have to wait that long.
but for the sake of it,
i'm going to wait as long as i have to :S
awww man.

life sucks.
really.
mine,
at least.

i'm not gonna write you a love song cos you asked for it
cos you needed one you see.

Thursday, March 27, 2008
8:44 PM

today was SUPEEEEER great(:
except for sectionals.
HEH.
:D

wednesday, 26 march 2008

after a laughter-filled day,
deborah and i took 14 to ikea!
:D
so sad the restaurant's gonna close for like,
almost two months starting 7th april.
all the way to 22nd may!
:S
ah well,
we might go there during hols(:
so tomorrow's our last visit there.
hoho.

anyway, so much for all that crap.
we went to take the member's voucher so we could get free drinks and i could get discount on meatballs(:
i spent $7.80 though.
that's like one and one third of my daily allowance?
:S
bought bubble tea too,
so it's about one and half.
LOL.
go do the maths yourself(:

after lunch and really hyper talk and games and changing tables halfway through our food,
we walked around and deborah got her stuff(:
for amanda's birthday tomorrow!
:D
heh.

went anchorpoint to that empty 'green space' in the basement and started assembling the box.
hoho!
bought passionfruit red tea too :D
pearls were kinda hard,
not chewy ):
hahaha!
i'm complaining about so many things.
:S
OH.
the two whiny guys in my class.
the mention of that makes me annoyed.
ah,
whatever.

went watsons shopping and deborah bought the french manicure set!
:D
yay,
so if i get to stayover,
we're going to do our nails or something.
hahah!
we're not being bimbotic :S
french manicures are just so lovely(:
hahah,
i'm being super random.
hoho.

outings with deborah's always fun!
hahaha:D

i have a feeling this will be super long,
but oh well,
blog longer since my parents are out.
perfect chance(:

today!

today was great,
especially during..
lit and ADP!
:D
made me laugh my blues away(:
hohoho.

lit was really funny.
our group did an impromptu poem,
some stupid personification thingy?
yeah,
then dione came up with crap.
derek's group too,
came up with something lame for baked beans.
cars are not so bad(:

then somehow,
someone said something that sounded like " chongs on leaves".
internal joke :D
hohoho.
then ailin started drawing alot of stuff.
hohoho.
mdm chong is really hilarious.
whole day america here america there,
just too funny(:
heh.

ADP was even better,
made me have a bad throat now.
hoho.
we were like supposed to do voice recording,
and derek did something really hilarious!
he could pass off as a girl with that sissy voice and high-pitched scream?
:D
now everyone's going to go like
"yeah, the meat looks good" to him,
just cos of what he did for our group's advert thingy.
hahah!
really hilarious(:
i think i might just send the recording around.
haha,
then aaron tried to imitate but anyway,
derek's way of saying everything was super funny.
(derek and shermaine :O heheheh.)
hoho.
mr lee was like,
super weird today.
hoho.

actually,
i think the more i type,
the more crap comes out of my head and onto the keyboard?
sheeeeeesh.
i think i had better start maths now.
alright,
shall blog over the weekend.

napfa long-d run tomorrow!
i think i'll fail ):
boohoohoo.
better not.
if not waste my efforts for STB :D
i managed to get a C which is super good for such a lousy jumper like me :D
alright,
bye bye bye.

and the 'low low low' song's getting into my head!
darn,
it got burned into my brain and is going to stay there for probably the next three days(:
hahahah!

and aaron burns ailin's eyes.
hohoh.
okay,
so random(:
hahah.
ailin,
hope you find your bottle soon.
:D
and hope you likeeeee the flower yeah yeah yeah.
:D

alright,
bye bye.
i mean it!
:D

I HAVE TO CONTROL MY USAGE OF THE COMPUTER D:


You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
9:30 PM

hello!
decided to update just a bit.
haha,
to keep this blog alive(:
heh.

anyway,
today was oh-so boring :S
it's so siaaaaan nowadays!
but i LOVE learn @ fairfield :D
hoho!
except for this male duo that keeps complaining it's 'so cold! i'm freezing!' and hence,
turn off ALL the aircons.
it's 2 people to 41,
excuse me.
41 people would like some cool air,
while you two don't.
you don't want,
then stand at the field la!
hot, warm and nice.
but very soon you'll want some cool air too.
hohoho.
so STOP complaining.
you want,
turn off the aircon at your side only.
no need to turn off the one at the back.

phew,
i was really pissed by it today.
sigh.
but now it's okay.
after typing all my frustrations out.
haha!
and today mr ezal was hilarious.
so was mdm chong :D
i don't think i can get through any school day without SI, TAI and JI :D
hahah!
we RULE the last row :D
where the aircon is supeeeeeer cool at a cool 16 degrees(:
but who cares man,
cold is fun(:
just need a jacket,
that's all.
and it's really cosy too!
:D

hoho,
i'm seriously typing alot of gibberish.
aksjdbgjadjbflajbetalejbtakuwgeqaljebtjbfilhw.
:D

mr ezal,
you're really such a nice teacher.
pretty good with coming up with stuff to come sabotage the class huh :D
but it's fun.
hoho, random.

anyway,
tomorrow is lunch and fun with deborah!
can't wait.
free flow of intense conversations and really crazy pictures.
can't wait :D
hahah!

alright,
shall go compile all the pictures in powerpoint.
stupid aaron,
just wants his life to be easier.
HAHA.
that was so random,
hoho.

alright.
bye bye.
shall update when i'm free again!

oh oh,
suck.
now got soprano sectionals every thurs, 3.30-5.30.
oh man D:

GET WELL SOON SARAH-ANN! :D

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you

Sunday, March 23, 2008
9:18 PM

awww,
the weekend has passed really fast?
hohoho.
oh well.

today was super boring.
felt like a normal sunday despite it being easter sunday.
:S
after church,
went for lunch,
then just came home.
felt so bored,
decided to call people cos i didn't want to sleep.
but in the end,
i fell asleep while holding my phone,
though i wasn't talking to anyone ):

and i realised alot of people aren't feeling well or sick.
well,
to sarah-ann, adelin, carissa chang and whoever else who may be sick.
get well soon yeah?
God will grant you with good health and speedy recovery!
:D
i'll pray for you all yeah(:
hahahha.

okay,
that was kinda random,
but i think it's due to that 2 hour roast in the sun on wed.
thank goodness i didn't fall sick,
if not i wouldn't have so much fun on friday and able to finish napfa :D

ah well,
nothing much to blog about.
sighh,
tomorrow's school again!
sian.
maths first period somemore):
but i'm starting to like my maths teacher.
for her humour(:
hahaha!

alright then,
blog again sometime this week.
or when i'm bored and random(:
:D

I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music

Saturday, March 22, 2008
4:54 PM



i know it's real random,
but i really like this picture, alot alot alot :D
don't ask why,
but it's just really pretty(:
probably it's cos it has been such a long time since i took nice pictures with my besfriend cum gay 'twit'.
hohoho.
we're not twits though.
it's a joke from the lit poetry textbook thing.
some alliterations thingy :D
tongue twisters more like it! :D

ailin eyed an ireland irish,
an ireland irish ailin eyed.
if ailin eyed an ireland irish,
where's the ireland irish ailin eyed?

michelle married a monstrous mongoose,
a monstrous mongoose michelle married.
if michelle married a monstrous mongoose,
where's the monstrous mongoose michelle married?


hohoho,
i love tai ailin bestfriend cum gay twit! :D

hahahah,
i realise ailin, allinda, dione and i have been coming up with really silly but hilarious stuff.
like si-mi-tai-ji.
derived from mr joel li's way of pronouncing 'see me'.

SI: dione
MI: MIchelle
TAI: TAI ailin
JI: allinda chew JIa lin

hohoho,
it's pretty random,
and dione's name has no relation to the 'si' but oh well(:
and ailin and i keep coming up with tongue twisters?
:D

allinda already ate an amazing amount,
an amazing amount allinda ate.
if allinda already ate an amazing amount,
where's the amazing amount allinda ate?

dione danced a drastic disaster,
a drastic disaster dione danced.
if dione danced a drastic disaster,
where's the drastic disaster dione danced?


hahhaa,
alot of it doesn't make sense,
but i guess it's supposed to.
besides,
it's all impromptu tongue twisters(:
really silly.

hohoho,
this has been such a random post.
and i took 45 mins just to type out the previous entry.
not that i'm slow,
but i keep visiting websites inbetween typing paragraphs :D
hohoho(:

alright,
i shan't continue with this really random post anymore(:
bye bye,
and it's for real :D



deborah the super duper ultra drop-dead gorgeous and duck waaaaaai are loved too! :D

Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too


3:54 PM

finally a day where i've the time to blog!
i miss blogging so much):
i know it has only been,
3 days since i blogged?
but oh well :D

thursday had napfa.
didn't do too bad(:
STB was the best in my four/five years of napfa?
i managed to surpass 150cm,
like finally!
:D
first try was 149cm :S
second was 162cm!
162!
really shocking :D
hohoho!

and napfa was supposed to start at 3+?
but we ended up being an hour plus 'late',
so we ended at six plus.
went for service at 8.
did finish all my maths there!
though i don't know how to do a few :D
but whatever.

anyway,
yesterday was super duper fun :D
only girl but oh well,
i didn't get bullied.
hahaha!
we decided not to go jamming but go out together for fun cos some people couldn't confirm if they could make it ytd,
so we just went to slack and have fun(:

went aaron's church to play pool!
i super duper miss pool(:
last time i played was probably,
few years back.
but i was still quite okay.
almost won aaron one on one!
just that the stupid cue ball went in with the black ball ):
and so,
i lost :S
but anyway,
everyone was like laughing at him,
cos he was really losing in the beginning :D
hahaha,
and his friend was like, shocked that i knew aaron for 8 years?
lol.
i don't think it's such a big deal.
hahaha,
another random fact :S
lol!

oh,
and i played table soccer too!
hahahaha.
it was super,
how to say,
violent?
cos marc and xing jie started using the pool stick to hit the table soccer ball around.
then when the ball refused to move,
everyone started hitting and shaking the table :D
hahahaha, it was really hilarious! :D

went to JEC later for movie,
just cos reuben was scared his dad would come after him if he saw reuben in a group and there's a girl there.
like it's all because of me that we cannot go vivo to watch movie D:
hohoho.
well anyway,
bought the 7.25pm show,
then went for dinner.
those stupid guys really killed my appetite,
i ate abit and didn't want to eat anymore.
i shall not say what they did.
it's really horrible.
just know that they played with food and it was,
well,
sick ):

oh and yes,
xing jie left before we had dinner.
hahaha:D

after dinner,
we still had like 45 mins left,
so the guys all decided to go play arcade.
they practically wasted 4 bucks on time crisis.
haha!
that stupid thing was super hard to aim,
cos it was such a small screen.
played some stupid basketball thingy too!
oh,
then jessica messaged aaron to say she saw us.
so we went to find her.
hahahah!
she was like super shocked to see me with aaron and reuben,
but anyway,
she got bullied as usual(:
hahahah!

then the guys wanted to be really gay and take neoprints,
but they all chickened out(:
hohoho.
they're lacking confidence!
hahaha.
okay,
i'm talking alot of rubbish(:
saturday blues i think.
hohoho.

step up 2 was pretty nice(:
choreography was super duper great :D
i like it when the whole group of nerds, geeks, unwanted people came together and just danced thought alot of people boo-ed them at first.
it's just so refreshing!
:D
hahahha.
and some parts were quite funny too.

then during the movie,
aaron dropped his phone's memory card.
first he dropped his phone,
then he wanted to check if the card was still in there,
then he tried to take it out but it sprang out and went somewhere.
we spent like 10 mins searching the area?
then reuben was like sitting there,
slacking.
but the minute he got up and searched,
he found it.
hohoho.
aaron practially wanted to kiss him there and then.
yuck.
that's what you almost get for going out with a bunch of gays :S
hahaha!

decided to go popular for awhile,
cos the movie finished slightly after nine.
left after browsing throught CDs,
then joe and aaron bused home while reuben, marc and i took the train.
:D

yesterday was super fun,
never had such a fun-filled day in a long time.
and who said guys weren't fun to go out with.
hohohoh.
thank you aaron, joe, marc, reuben and xing jie! :D
and it's all in alphabetical order,
so please don't start anything :D

and i just realised i spent close to 8 hours with them!
oh my,
:S
that's unbelievable.
hahaha.

alright,
i had better start on my stupid chinese si han.
i hate chinese.
no wonder i got a b4 :S
which is really lousy if you think it's not.
sighhh.

and this post is real long.
has been such a long time since i blogged this long an entry(:

alright,
i shall blog again,
soon(:
byebye :D

i don't know why,
but everytime i'm near you,
i just feel so comfortable,
so relaxed and i never get angry.
well,
except for that time.
but well,
any day near you is just fun.
i doubt i'll ever forget it.



Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
6:26 PM

today was pretty alright(:

gathered with the primary school kids to form the super huge school crest!
i could see the outline on the TV in front of everyone(:
heh.
my eyesight's still good!
:D

danced to a few old yet fun songs(:
hahahah!
and they played built to last, beautiful girls and low by flo rida!
happening(:

after recess,
my class missed 45 mins of D&T cos some of our bags were being locked in the classroom.
d&t was pretty slack.
did some rendering thingy.
i think it's such a waste of time,
cos it's really not say real useful if you decided what will your future job be,
and it has nothing to do with drawing?
:D

went NYNY with deborah the super duper ultra drop deap gorgeous and rebecca the ducky waaaaai! :D
had a really great convo with them(:
about parents,
and other silly stuff(:
i love those two spunky girls!
:D

went window shopping later,
considering i owe deborah so much money.
deborah bought this super cute sesame street notebook (on impulse? :D) and percy pig sweets again!
walked around quite abit,
then went home.
super lot of people on the train today.
and that woman was so rude!
D:
only deborah and duck waaaai will know(:
hohoho.

oh well,
tomorrow's NAPFA test!
suckkkkkk D:
sigh.
i have a feeling my stand broad jump will fail!
):

oh well oh well,
had better get going.
blog tomorrow i guess!
:D

Cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
10:02 PM

i'm really stupid.
really really really.
i'm so daft,
i can even copy the question wrongly for like,
the third time this year?
arghhhhh.

outing with deborah tomorrow!
hope it lifts my spirits.
been pretty low these days ):

super private talk with allinda today was great(:
it was so nice finally being able to say everything that i've kept inside for so many years!
so glad to let out all my horrible pasts(:

service learning was great!
and the ah ma was super duper happening :D

oh well,
shall get going now.
please pray for my blues and horrible stuff to go away!
:D

bad things, shoo.
good things,
come nearer(:

man,
i'm feeling super low.
wonder if it's cos of you.
):


The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves

Sunday, March 16, 2008
7:51 PM

and i just realised,
the last time i cut my hair was..
on 19th jan 2008,
a saturday.
how interesting.
it has been almost two months.
looks like i cut my hair real often(:

my goodness,
that was so random.
oh well,
blame it on sunday to monday blues :S

and i simply just can't find a place to put my rose.
drawer's full,
can't leave it lying around on my table.
sheesh.
i think i'll just leave it in the guitar case.
:S


Come And Set Me Free
Forever Yours I'll Be


7:07 PM

sigh,
tomorrow's the beginning of another term!
D:
one week sure passed by real fast.
hohoho(:

sigh.
i desperately want to change blog address.
the current one sucks so much D:
hohoho!

anyway,
thursday was really great(:
in the end,
i went sentosa with sherrill, shermaine and aaron.
lol.
and aaron can't cycle.
that's like such a little known fact?
LOL.

we cycled in the rain!
was pretty spastic,
cos ailin and i couldn't get on the tandem bike.
don't know how sherrill and shermaine did it :D
hohoho!
but anyway,
it's nicer cycling on your own.
i've not been cycling for years already.
time to go back to ECP and cycle on that small bike(:
it's fun!
:D

oh anyway,
there's nothing left (homework) except my newspaper article thingy.
stupid chinese.
it's crazy.
hohoho.
but for that article thingy,
i'm not going to care.
besides,
i don't have chinese newspaper at home.
and i chucked all the friday weekly in my locker(:

this holidays isin't even holidays to me!
i went back to school 3/5 days of the week.
:S
monday,
went locker,
then did project at ailin's condo.
tuesday,
went ada's house do project.
kinda 'went back school',
considering i did school related stuff and passed by school!
wednesday,
had to specially go back to hand up stupid lit file.
i took 3 hours to do 10 mindmaps.
how wonderful!
and i had to get drenched by the rain somemore :S

thursday was fun,
friday was a bore.
spent the day doing up the rest of homework,
packing my table and cupboard.
practically cleared out 1/4 of my clothes!
now i can go shopping without being nagged at(:

oh,
and on wednesday night,
i was listening to muttons again and well,
i sorta won 'what the bleah!' again! :D
this time i used my sister's phone,
since i had a feeling they won't entertain anymore entries from me since i won before and these kinda stuff,
they usually let everyone have a chance(:
and now,
i'm going to get $50 waraku voucher!
:D
well,
i already decided to bring deborah along :D
provided my parents don't try to snatch them away since they're so sour that i didn't even bother asking them if they want to go out for a feast.
:S

oh well,
this week has been pretty mundane except for tuesday, wednesday(night) and thursday! :D
hohoho.
oh,
and macs trip with deborah(:
hahahah!


now i hate holidays actually.
if not for the homework,
i'll love it :D


alright,
shall blog tomorrow i guess(:
if i have the time?
haha,
so yeah.
enjoy the last day of this week alot,
before you have to go through 10 weeks of horrible homework being piled on you before the next holiday(:

it seems like you never want to talk to me ever again.
arghhhhhh.
i'm just so confused,
and i feel horrible.
SIGH.


and now,
i officially regret cutting my hair.
and i desperately need to exercise!
NAPFA this thursday.
not enough practice D:
hohoho.

actually,
i can't wait to go school :D
friends and slacking around and going out after that seems so fun.
but this week's gonna be packed though.
choir, service learning, napfa.
only wednesday i'm free.
hohoho :D

I LOVE MUTTONS! :D

Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts

Thursday, March 13, 2008
9:34 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILIN BESTFRIEND!

going out with ailin today!
then later on deborah's going to follow me to dental since ailin can't.
has her sentosa thingy.
hohoh.
but i think it's gonna be horribly wet :D

oh well,
guess i will update tomorrow.
i desperately need to neaten up my table and finish the rest of my homework,
which is ALOT.
must finish by sat!
:D

sighhhh.
yesterday's messages totally ruined my day.

i have a feeling it was real,
cos the style of typing, the speed seemed like it.
what if it was?
argh.
now i'm wishing real hard it was for real and i didn't hurt anyone D:

Baby Won't You Come
And Take This Pain Away

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
6:34 PM

deborah!
i'm sorry again.
for you-know-what.
haha!

i don't want to cry anymore(:
i'm just fine!
:D

was it all a lie,
or was it a conversation of all truths,
no pretences and no fooling around?

half of me wants it to be real,
the other half was hoping it would never happen.
maybe i'm just too afraid.
if it was all truths,
i'm so sorry.
sorry if i said anything wrongly in any way D:

I've got my sight set on you
And I'm ready to wait


2:52 PM

i want to cry real bad.
oh my crap.
i think i'm going to cry.


11:59 AM

it has been hour since my last post and all i've done is birthday card.
my goodness,
i'm too distracted.
i can even stare at my lit book for 15 mins!
there's something wrong with me.
:S

sigh.
i don't want to do lit!
can i just hand up the stupid thingy like,
with no mindmaps.
say the dog ate them up.
hohoho.
wait,
i don't have a dog.

say they flew into a drain?
hahah!
this is ridiculous.
D:

i desperately need to pack my table.
and i have just wasted three hours of my life on the computer.
wish i never had homework.


10:55 AM

someone told me i sounded really emo for my past few posts.
do i?
haha!
okay,
now my resolution is to blog with a happy body, mind, soul and heart(:
:DDDDDD

and to those who are worried,
i'm never going to be emo,
don't worry(:
hahahahha!

oh well,
today will be such a boring day!
D:
gotta start doing lit after this,
try to finish by 1pm.
then,
go to school.
probably see who i can hang out with for awhile,
then go home.
so boring D:
hohoho.

how i wish everyday i could go out!
it'll be super nice(:
too bad the teachers are like,
busy throwing a month's full of homework at us.
reminds me of e-learning!
stupid virus had better not appear,
if not i think i'll die of homework,
not of virus :D

sigh,
i think i'm talking too much rubbish.
holiday homework is driving me crazy,
i think.

i want to go jamming for the whole day again!
:D
it's real fun.
hohoho.
and i promise i won't get angry again.
thought about it long enough last night(:
shall just let them hide as long as they want.
i can survive with either one of the guys(:

sigh,
i'm still angry though.
but i know it's not about ytd night,
rather it's what i heard about yesterday.
hohoho.

to deborah the SUPER DUPER ULTRA DROP DEAD GORGEOUS :D
thanks deborah,
for listening to my complaints the minute i got back yesterday night.
i'm sorry if i was disturbing you last night anyway D:
i know i keep complaining non-stop ever since last night.
i'm sorry if it annoyed you!
but well,
you're the only one i can complain to so freely.
guess you know why!
thanks deborah,
the super duper ultra drop dead gorgeous(:

oh well,
time to do lit!
:D
heh!
better not slack.
2 hours to do only!

hohoho,
alright.
shall blog tonight or tomorrow.

and i had better not be so angry after this post(:
heh.

two more months.
i don't know how much time i have.
how i wish you never have to leave.
it's horrible.
sigh.

yesterday was just one of the best days of my life.
seriously.
it was like,
a new chapter in my life.

I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tuesday, March 11, 2008
9:54 PM

today was fun!
:D
except for the last part of the day,
but i'm fine now :D
hahahah.

reuben,
you can become counsellor :D
i'm serious(:
hahahha.

woke up pretty early today.
then waited for 33 super long!
and i fed a stupid mosquito or many mosquitoes during my 20 min wait :S
hohoho.

reached ada's front gate to find shirley there.
her phone went flat and she was there like 30 mins earlier!
hohoho.

drank the caffeinated and decaf coffee for our experiment.
i wish i drank the caffeinated one second.
the decaf one tasted like diluted coffee,
no taste.
really horrible.
all of us almost wanted to puke :D
but oh well,
blame ourselves for choosing coffee as our science project topic!

after that,
ran over to school bus stop.
saw derek, aaron and two other guys walking out of school.
saw reuben opposite too.
then i think reuben and aaron took taxi back to aaron's house,
and then i met lisa.
hohoho.

was raining real heavily on the way home!
then i had to hurry change,
grab the guitar and run out of my house.
in the end,
i was there so much earlier.
so had to meet marc and joe first.
sucks to be the only girl D:
and the shortest too! :D
hohoho.

ate at carl's jr for lunch,
then bused to GMC,
and reuben and joe alighted at the wrong bus stop,
so they had to walk in the rain.
by the time we got to the studio,
we were all super wet.
hoho.

went back to vivo for dinner,
then everyone wanted to go NTU alumni to play pool.
but in the end the guys went to play at vivo playground.

sheesh,
it's super gay.
and weird to see four guys playing among so many little kids(:

went up to rooftop,
and then,
well.
something happened.
let's just say it wasn't something uncommon to happen,
but i was so sick of it,
i got real angry.
only deborah knows what happened(:
besides everyone else of course.
but now i'm tons better.
can't get angry at anyone for real long.
especially when it's the gays?
LOL.

oh well,
today was real fun!
can't wait to go play pool with the rest(:
i'm going to trash everyone!
:D
lol.

gotta go back to school to hand up lit file tmr!
shall go in the afternoon.
haven't even done a single mindmap.
sheesh.

Say it ain't so, I will not go,
turn the lights off, carry me home


8:54 AM

project in half an hour!
and i'm supposed to be out of the house in 10 mins :D
hahaha.
sigh.
project's like super early,
but i've no choice D:
got band later!
:D
hahaha.
gonna meet the rest for lunch at habourfront.
hope they don't go pastamania.
it sucks and sp pricey for the lousy quality.
besides,
i've not much money :D
hahahahah.

oh well,
i shall blog much more tomorrow!
:D

Show me how to love like you have loved me

Sunday, March 09, 2008
8:49 PM



sushi tei! :D




celine's so cute :D


michelle, celine, sarah-ann! :D <3



i love celine. alot alot alot :D


hohoho.
i'm so bored,
i keep posting.
i think i should invest my time in doing stuff that i have to do before wednesday :D


alright,
shall really blog no more for today :D
byeeeeee :D


8:22 PM

i know this is so random,
but i need to change blog url!
:D
cos it's so,
twit :S

sigh,
any suggestions?
:D
hohoho.
told you i'm being random :D

sigh.
suddenly the computer is so boring.
hohoho.


7:28 PM

today i feel TONS better!
:D
yay!

bought my adidas shoe today(:
hohoho.
$65.
my birthday present.
kinda overdue but well,
i was lazy to get it anyway.
so i decided to get it today.

hohoho.
i can't wait for tuesday!
yayness.
and tomorrow,
i might be going queensway macs with deborah then around 1.45 leave for ailin's house :D
hohoho.
i miss deborah the super ultra drop-dead gorgeous already!
i'm sorry i can't go out with you for one whole day D:
but anyway,
we shall do that during june holidays!
:D

i'm so glad deborah's not going overseas :D
it'll be a good time to spend more time with her before i shift D:
sigh.
oh well,
i had better get back to doing some stuff i need to finish by this wednesday :D

and i want black and pink nail polish!
bimbotic as it sounds,
i want to do a french manicure/pedicure for myself :D
hohoho.
it'll be super cool :D

and deborah's fairfield coloured braces rule!
so will mine on thursday :D

i can't wait to go out tomorrow!
:D
yay.

this is soooo random.
i'm feeling exceptionally hyper(:

alright,
shall blog again tomorrow :D
byeeeeeeee (:

i want to follow,
i need to!
how am i going to stay at home for two weeks without getting anything from you D:

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes

Saturday, March 08, 2008
9:51 PM

today sucks! D:
i'm supposed to be doing my homework now but i just realised i don't have my lit file and book.
oh crap.
how am i supposed to finish a freaking 11 mindmaps by tuesday?
looks like i have to run over tmr before/after church D:
luckily my locker isin't at 3/4th level.
i think i would die of running up and down.
hohoho.
luckily over at FMSS there's church service, something like that.
haha.

youth alpha today was pretty okay.
kept snacking.
i almost took the second strawberry tart but well,
i ate so much already,
i didn't want to seem like i wasn't going to eat dinner later :D

then i came home to cook my own instant udon :D
practically no taste absorbed in the noodles.
but not too bad for a first try.
i usually eat the bowl noodles(:
hohoho.

and deborah's not going italy/europe/london/oxford/??? !
:D
hohoho.
hope she'll have a sleepover(:

alright,
and this week's going to be real busy.

monday: project.
tuesday: band/project, maybe.
wednesday: free.
thursday: out with ailin, dental.
friday: maybe project, or choir meeting.

it's really packed.
don't know why the teachers give so much homework when it's just a one week holiday!
and it isin't like, one week plus two public holidays.
it's just one week.
i think if i'm sick for a week, i'll have lesser homework in total compared to holiday homework :S
i think(:

sigh.
i'm really moody this week.
okay,
maybe from wednesday onwards.
then,
today even moodier D:
sigh.
i wish this coming week will be better.
i'm so going to trash the drums on tuesday.
let out everything inside.
maybe i'll just keep crashing the crash cymbals till i'm happy :D
yeah,
i'll do just that.
hohho.

i think ever since thursday,
nothing could make me feel better.
and i'm sorry to deborah, minxian, faye, rebecca and yee wei about the ikea trip.
sorry if i scared you guys a little when i was totally quiet despite you all laughing away at something.
i was really moody.
sorry if i spoiled your mood and made you guys worried(:
hahaha.

oh well,
i had better do a bit of homework.
i feel real bad D:

and the guitar's out of tune.
oh yay.
now whatever i play correctly comes out like a wreck.
how nice.

do i sound moody or like angry?
i think i do D:
cos i'm really feeling horrible.
sigh.
i won't wear anyone down with my blogging anymore.
i think i need a break.

please please,
don't go.
if you have to,
i'll try my best to go along.
i so will try.

When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

Friday, March 07, 2008
10:21 PM

i was real moody today.
super.

and learning the guitar is driving me crazy.
better pray hard my sister knows something!
D:
sheeeeeeesh.
must come support talent quest okay :D
hohoho.

my fingers hurt so much from pressing the strings.
damn electric guitar.

i'm gonna miss you so much when you go.
i wish i could follow,
but it might never happen.


Break my heart from what breaks yours,
everything i am for your kingdom's cause.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008
9:59 PM

today didn't manage to do science project D:
maybe tomorrow.

anyway,
after that,
i went ikea.
met deborah and rebecca there!
was kind of a coincidence(:

had so much fun 'acting' with retarded stuff like pots and pans,
bedroom,
living room and some small potty(:
hahahah!
we had super lot of fun(:
luckily we didn't get chased out.

oh well,
more tomorrow(:
gotta sleep.
i've been feeling so sleepy lately,
today at almost every class i wanted to sleep!

health check sucked D:

and thanks serena for teaching me the straw thingy(:
now i can put it to goooood use(:

and i'm weird.
i'm moody on and off.
sigh.
i need to do a self check.
hoho.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008
9:58 PM

sigh.
i so hate life.
one moment i'm all down,
then someone does something then i'm super happy,
then the next few days i feel all horrible again.

sigh!
this is so frustrating.
*pulls hair*
hohohoho.

march holidays!

monday: go ouuuuut!
tuesday: don't know.
wednesday: band practice! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
thursday: AILIN'S BIRTHDAY! yay. nyny(:
friday: don't know.

pretty busy :D
two days for homework!
:O
sheeesh.

school's killing me.
so are the people and problems that come with it.
sighhhhh.
i feel really annoyed with so many people again.
okay, basically two or three people.
sheeeeeeesh.
i really am going to break down anytime if this keeps up.

and i'm not trying to 'gain attention' if anybody's thinking that way.
i'm having such a bad life,
and it's a fact. D:

Sunday, March 02, 2008
9:03 PM

what you said,
brought a hugeeeee smile on my face :D

don't worry,
i'll try to smile and be happy.
unless i can't take it any longer D:<

and deborah's supeeeer great perfume ad made me laugh too! :D

see? i'm smiling already :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
it was just so sweet,
so so sweet.


8:29 PM

sheesh.
there's a terrorist on the loose.
how interesting.
on claudia's birthday too! :D
heh.
she'll never forget her birthday this year(:

well.
happy birthday mark!
lol.
sixteen already.
sigh.
i can't wait to turn 16.
can go play pool(:
lol.

anyway.
i've been really moody these days D:
cos of stupid me,
go fiddle with my phone and accidentally lock my memory card D:,
my throat hurt so badly at the beginning of the week that while talking on the phone, i almost cried due to the pain,
then i was so angry at some people,
and then on friday miss liang lashed out at the whole choir,
and i've never seen her that angry.
i almost broke down when i heard her scold the whole choir,
because i suddenly felt that it was super taxing to handle a choir which was lacking discipline, and slipping downwards,
which might cause us to do really badly for SYF next year.

sigh.
this week's been real horrible.
i'm so glad it passed by so fast.
it's been really horrible.
besides all the tests,
there's been so many problems.
i can't take it any longer.
i'm sorry if i sound emo,
but i think i'm going to reach a point when i'm just going to break down suddenly.

everything doesn't seem to be going right,
everything's just turning horrible.
i don't know how am i going to concentrate in class.
i really want triple science,
and everything.
but if all these stuff keeps happening,
i think i'll just have a mental breakdown and my grades might slide down.

suddenly i don't feel like ever going to school anymore.
it seems to be the cause of all my problems.
but if i don't go to school,
i think i'll just go crazy.
i think i need to tell myself this week was a horrible one but this coming week will be 10 times better.

how i wish it's the holidays already.
it's probably the well-deserved break i need badly right now.

sigh.
so many problems.
including tq.
even small things like choice of song is starting to get to me.
man,
i'm under huge stress.
i think that's why i just keep scolding/arguing/getting annoyed with people.
and i'm sorry to everyone whom i had sounded harsh/scolded/blahblah to.
i'm really sorry D:
but this week's been horrible.
i'm sorry.

okay,
i think i'm seriously about to break down.
i start talking about nonsensical stuff.
holidays had better come fast.
i don't think i can take anymore stress now.
you can say that behind my smiles,
i'm really breaking down slowly.

D:
maybe i need retail theraphy.



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THAT STARBUCKS CHRISTMAS 2009 BOTTLE!
Awesome Sweet Sixteen :)
Nokia 5800 Xpress Music
pink daniel yam dress!
tatty teddy! :)
2009 SYF gold (honours)
singapore flyer! :)
FORMULA ONE TIX!
triple science.
BALLOONS. :)
watch Jeff Dunham live!
London! Paris! Italy! Maldives!
HSM3 DVD

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