ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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♥allinda
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♥dione

♥elisse
♥elle
♥esther
♥eunice
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♥huiling

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♥leonard
♥lincoln

♥meiying
♥minxian

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♥natalia, sarah
♥nicole wong
♥noelle

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♥petros

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♥rebecca lau
♥richelle
♥ruijun

♥sarah-ann
♥sofia
♥soh&low

♥vanessa

♥wallic
♥wing sze

♥xiaxue
♥xi yun
♥xing yi
♥xiuwen
♥xiu yun

♥yee wei
♥yukling

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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

today started off as a good day.
after science mock midyear paper,
no good.
at all.
i'm being super annoyed,
i even think i'm falling sick again.
i don't want a repeat of what happened on april fool's day.
i cried a hell lot and i never want to do that ever again.

arghhhhh.
i'm super pissed/angry/annoyed/sad.

sorry if this post sounds emo,
but i'm not anyway.
so don't worry,
especially deborah.
i just need to let off some steam :S



i find this picture super pretty! :D
really really really.
:D
the blue really stands out.
:D
i just love it super much!
lol.

i finally managed to blog.
properly.
today i went high!
:D
oh yeah.
me, rebecca, deborah, leonard and xingyi did something.
with xing jie too.
hahahah :D
it was SUPER hilarious! :D

hahaha.
super lot of ridiculous and unpopular rules.

1. go to assembly area EARLY. can sit there and do homework though :S
2. keep canteen clean of rubbish if not vending machines will be suspended (i understand the cleanliness thingy)
3. keep on arm's length away from opposite sex.

third one's really crazy.
teachers are here trying to get us to mix around, for groupings.
then now there's a rule that says you can't mix.
what the!

oh well.
it has been a really crazy day la.
mansxzxzx,
i actually no mood to blog de.
alright,
i shan't say anything else.
:S

oh wait!
wait wait wait.
TUESDAY SERVICE LEARNING WAS SUPERB!
:D
hahahaha.
short and sweet.
i was really dumb that day.
i don't wanna say :S
hahaha.

and i'm super suay.
found some stupid (eewwww) baby caterpillar in my almost-finished food :S
ARGH.
deborah and me are suay suay suay.
hahahaha.
ah well.

nothing much to blog about le!
):
arghhhh.
i'm so pissed now.
i hate my house phone.
everytime use only internet's screwed.
damn man.
:S

and that's what best friends are really for(:



people,
i'm sorry i can't link and blog this week.
probably on weekends,
cos i'm super busy and everything!
:D

deborah,
yeah,
best friends forever(:

alright,
this is just a hiatus notice :D
so don't expect any updates till weekend or next week! :D

loveeeee :D



dang.
i ate prawn noodles both for lunch and dinner.
and i keep editing pictures today!
:D
whooooo.
it's my new love.
though i make it so standard and plain,
but it's pure bliss and a break from work :D

mong,
don't be so upset alright!
you can confide in me! :D
hoho.

and my church did mighty to save for worship today.
why?!
DDDDD:
complicated reason,
shan't elaborate :D

oh well,
i'll post again on tuesday or something.
tomorrow sure no time :S

that's all!
:D






alright,
i decided to blog since i have so much time.
i could have blogged 2 hours ago,
but i decided to do my 'computer routine' and ended up watching 20 youtubes,
uploading countless photos on facebook and tagging them,
and well,
just looking at alot of crap stuff :S
wasted my time man!
oh well.

let me talk about the long story about my screwed braces ):

when my dentist asked what colour i wanted,
i asked if it was power chain (this link of rubber bands) again,
and he said yes.
so i said black on top, pink bottom.
then he asked if it wasn't power chain,
what colour would i get.
i said same,
except alternate.
so somehow,
after putting power chain,
he started putting individual rubber bands!
:S
i didn't suspect anything,
cos he said "this time one, it'll be slightly more painful cos i'm making the thing stronger"
something like that.
so i assumed he was putting more rubber bands to tighten the wire further.
but when i went out,
i realised that he probably thought i wanted alternate black-pink so badly that he put pink rubber bands ontop of my black power chain!
it's really hard to explain :S
but it's like,
argh!
i shall draw it out for you :S



hahaha!
see what i mean.
in the picture it doesn't look that bad cos the pink is a brighter colour.
nicer too.
but in real life,
what's on my braces,
it doesn't look that great :S
i hope you can see my writing and drawing anyway!
:D
so amateur a drawing but hey,
i know my art sucks :S
ahahaha.
if you want to know what i mean,
come find me on monday.
HAHA.
alright,
this is so random.

sigh.
tuition today was boring like crap! ):
hoho.

this is really random,
but i love my rose!
i have this sudden love for flowers :S
sigh.

anyway,
i'm in desperate need of adding more nice songs to my ipod.
i have most on my phone but i can't transfer to com cos i lost my cable ):
sigh!
i'm getting really bored nowadays.
i think i had better do the hey math thingy soon(:

anyway,
ytd was fun in general.
after dental went ikea,
bought my stuff and had hotdog :D
hoho.
talked super lot with my bestfriend! *slaps wet hand on back*
hahahahha.

alright,
there's nothing much to blog about :S
i'm not exactly looking forward to choir on monday actually.
the sec ones are really noisy.
maybe the seniors thought the same way when my batch were sec ones too?
i don't know.
but i hope choir camp in june helps them realise that choir is not a noise-making place but a place and time to have fun, show commitment and sing for the Lord! :D
and much more besides those i mentioned,
of course.
sigh.
i wish choir camp planning would start soon :S
heh,
i want it to be fun fun fun! :D

oh yes!
i'm shifting house in about, 2+ months?
:S
packing time again.
but this time around,
it seems super relaxed.
renovations haven't even started.
i wonder what's going on mansxzxzx.

and and,
the cold water tastes and smells funny today :S
my bottle smells funny, my favourite cup too!
):
i wonder if it's me or really there's something wrong.
hoho.

and now,
the simitaiji gang is officially 'twit'.
there's twit-ione, twit-linda, twit lin and twit-chelle! :D
hahahahha.
and there's some others,
like twit-gene (eugene), twit-rek(derek), twit-ron(aaron), twit-nneth(kenneth), twit shian (weng shian).
hahahahhaa.
i decided to just add the 'twit' to the names of all the guys at the table in front of me :D
hahahhaha.
twit-da, twit-rena, twit-bel, twit-geline.
hohoho.
we're even coming up with some 'twitionary'! :S
i'm tooooo bored and random ):
haha!

oh yeah,
i have to write two letters :S
and i owe bestfriend *slaps wet hand on back* a full page.
wth!
so demanding :S
hahahaha.

oh man.
i'm still quite high from sunday ):
i wish deborah will hurry send me the unglam pictures!
i need a good laugh from all these stress going on :S
alright,
i shall do my heymath,
then write twit-linda, twit lin and bestfriend *slaps wet hand on back* letters :D
haha!

sometimes,
i just love internal jokes :D






i've quite a few things to say before i dash off for tuition.

1. deborah, i do hope you're alright after ytd and everything yeah! :D
if you do need to talk to me, call me anytime and i'll talk to you as much and long as i can!
:D

2. thank you best friend for ytd and everything.
hahahaa.
especially the ikea fun! :D
you made the whole day super great for me despite..

3. MY BRACES IS FREAKING SCREWED ):
hoho.
really.
it looks super horrid ):
as in the colour thingy!
it's such a long story, i shall elaborate more tomorrow or something.
don't really have the time to blog anymore ):
but anyway.
though it looks fine from afar,
when you go closer,
the colour just doesn't go.
it just looks weird ):

sighhhhhh.
science mid years are in less than 2 weeks time.
i really need to studyyyy ):
so i won't blog more than 3 times a week i guess.
but just remind me to blog about thursday's laughing episode and whatever's coming up!
friday has nothing much to be blogged about,
though it was fun.
just dental, then ikea :S

alright,
i had better 'fix' my hair then run out! :D
i have 8 MINS :S




friends forever :D





oh my crap,
today was a really fun day,
for some reason.
i don't even know why,
but i'm still so high after sunday :S

anyway,
deborah has uploaded some photos!
i'm going to upload them soon,
probably tomorrow.
i've decided to come home earlier tomorrow :D
maybe,
4+,
5?
yeah.
hope to have lunch with ailin,
and other people i guess :D

anyway,
i've not much time to blog so much,
and today's really just a normal school day.
boring stuff ):
yeah.

but thanks ailin, deborah, mong, allinda, dione and the guys sitting at the table in front of me!
:D
for some reason,
you all made me laugh today :D

and whoa,
my hand hurts.
):
wrote so much for three full page letters, chinese compo, and lit response thingy.
oh my freak,
i'm losing my hand at this rate :S

alright,
i shall upload photos,
promise!

and so far,
the only unglam picture i have is the one above :D
don't bother to zoom in,
you'll just see me trying my best not to laugh :D
i love the picture super much though!
for some random reason,
the background is nice,
and the whole 'format' of how we stand is super cool!
even 'extras' at the back look like they're standing like us.
hoho.

i'm going high.
really,
really,
high :S





SUNDAY WAS GREEEEAT! :D


really,
yesterday was practically the best day of my life.
choir guest performance at VCH with NJC wasn't as bad as i thought,
though the sops were realy shrilling at the start of credo.
talk about bad starts man!
:S

anyway,
after this really long day with the choir and everything,
deborah, faye, rebecca, yee wei and i left for marina! :D
me and deborah wore our super high heels there :D
but we changed halfway.
heh.
then when we reached the long flight of steps up to marina square,
i changed to my super high heels again so i would look taller in photos.
yeah,
call me a cheat,
but that's the privillage shorter girls get - HIGH HEELS :D
i know it's no good for anyone but it's alright once in a while.
:D

we went super high there!
we took turns to take pictures.
i'll upload them asap to here and my facebook as soon as deborah sends them over :D
then we decided to take a jump shot.
and i love yee wei cos her timing's really perfect.
on our first try for jump shot,
she captured a super clear picture!
:D
and thanks to deborah's camera,
yeah yeah :D
i seriously went so high,
today in class i was really crapping so much non-stop and laughing for no funny reason :S
hoho.
yeah,
sorry to ailin, allinda and dione :S
guess i really annoyed you guys.
heh.

then at waraku,
we made super lot of noise.
like,
our table laughing like crazy and when we stopped,
can hear that echoy sound and like,
everyone's so silent and everything.
that's what you get for having 5/6 the choir clique in a restaurant or anywhere man! :D

and i'm such good fodder for really really unglam shots.
don't ever sit next to deborah when yee wei is opposite her and has deborah's camera in her hand.
she'll make you the most UNGLAM person on earth.
yee wei kept taking random shots of deborah and i'm all the time,
beside her,
not noticing anything but being the perfect person to laugh at :S
it's really horrible.
deborah's going to edit our unglam pictures.
just hope she doesn't take the worst one :S

and then they all keep saying i'm called 'supermodel, yeah yeah yeah' for a reason,
cos i can walk in high heels :S

alright,
shall elaborate more on wednesday or something :D
bye bye!
and i'll try to have the pictures up by then too :D

time i open a photo blog man :S
hohoho.
i have a freaking lot of photos in my com.
:S

and did i mention,
that on sunday worship they did hosanna.
and all the past memories just flooded back into me,
i wanted to break down during the song.
and then from then on,
i couldn't concentrate.
i seriously don't know what's wrong with me ):

and i feel like joining debate man.
hahahhaha.
so random(:








I WANT TO GO PLANETSHAKERS!
:S
if that's ever possible.

heh.
hillsong would be better though(:
:D
oh well.
i heard today's one quite empty.
:S
expected.

i really wanted to go.
awww.
sad i no piority ticket.
lazy to queue and everything.
tomorrow will be packed though.
sigh.

:O
this is my 301th post!
:D
hahahha.
just realised.

DEBORAH CANNOT HOLD BALLOONS PROPERLY!

hahhah,
it's mostly true la :D
she couldn't control the big sesame street bus balloon properly i had to hold it for her on the bus.
:D
deborah was really sweet,
bought back kate's flown away balloon!
with a super heavy weight.
:D
just to make sure nothing of the bad sort happens again.
and i saw that huge crown balloon!
hahaha.
i would like a hugeeeeee balloon for my 16th birthday man.
but i shall be satisfied with just a nice outing with all my friends.
hahaha.

speaking of balloons,
i realised how it can make one so happy,
so we, the choir clique,
decided to get three of the seniors balloons to thank them before they officially leave choir.
girls only though,
cos we contribute alot.
so we're buying one for baoyue, one for lynette and one for kimberly!
:D
ahahaha.
it's kinda meant to be a surprise but oh well(:
hope they like it!

today was fun.
ate at nydc with deborah and rebecca!
(RMD, heh:D)
had a nice lunch.
super deserted though.
then headed to party city to get the balloon,
which we managed to find.
then to starbucks!
:D
caramel frappucino with whipped cream.
yummy!
:D

anyway,
today lab session,
i smelt pure ammonia FOUR TIMES :S
twice by accident.
let's just say i could have died if i didn't pull away fast the minute it entered my system :S
cos it smells really horrible and i started coughing to try to get rid of the pungent smell ):

well,
i can't wait for choir clique mini outing tomorrow!
balloon time!
:D
i'm sure we'll make the seniors happy(:
hahaha.
not the guys though :S

i suddenly love balloons so much,
i want a really big one on a random day :S
haha!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE!
sorry about the balloon thingy though :S
but hey!
now everyone knows it's who's birthday on 9th april(:

today miss lee was really really scary.
the class was so silent,
but after awhile we started our nonsense again :D

went for lunch with my deeBRA, my minxian, my evan almighty and my bel bel! :D
hahahaha.
so retarded names.
hoho.
we decided to call everyone my ______(name)
heh :D

anyway,
after that,
my deeBRA and my minxian and i went to broadway before going NTUC,
but my minxian dashed back to school before we could go ntuc cos she thought her mum would be at broadway :S
haha!
she's super cute.
me and deborah (i'm tired of typing all the crap) bought super lot of stuff!
then after deborah said hi to siti,
she started dancing :S
hoho.
crazy friend.

we bought this tub of ice-cream, and spoons, and sweets and chips!
then we brought back to school and polished off the ice-cream :D
haha!
and i bought clorets.
should have bought more):
i miss them so much!
haven't eaten them for months!
and i already finished half a box.
:S
no sugar inside,
but i kinda had a sugar high today :S

left school around 6.35,
then waited for 74 like,
15 mins?!
sorry deborah,
didn't want to take 33 :S
cos i don't want to have my air supply cut off.
super tired anyway :S

tomorrow i'm going to lighten my friday load and chuck my silver shoes in the locker first.
so don't come near me when i'm angry!
i'll use my 3-inchers and jab you in the ribs.
HAHA.

i think i ate too much clorets :S
hoho.
i like them!
and they're not hot :S
deborah has a huge problem with eating clorets now ):

why am i talking all these crap anyway!
sheeeeeeeesh.
blame the stupid me for being so high today.
i was happy slapping derek's hand and i started laughing and didn't want to play anymore though he hasn't even gotten a chance to slap my hand back :S
that game is my class's favourite game for now man!
hoho.

going holland with deborah tomorrow!
that girl wants to take taxi both ways :S
no!
only going back school(:
heh.

alright,
shall try to blog tomorrow!
i'm seriously addicted to blogging,
though most of it,
probably 80%,
is pure crap :D

oh!
i'm supeeeeeer worried about friday's quartets.
i keep thinking i'll kena called up):
i'm scared i screw up man.
my voice these days is just screwed.
badly.
i can't reach alot of notes already):
boohoo.
i'm losing my nice voice.
HAHA.
self-praise.
it sucks anyway,
i know.

SIGH!






choir today was pretty,
horrible i would say.
desh not memorised,
miss lim slightly angry though not so bad,
but miss liang was really super sad and disappointed.
i'm going to put in my 200% instead of 101% effort in making the concert this sun a great one.
even if we stumble,
our efforts will show it was a case of nervousness instead of lack of effort!
:D

anyway,
tomorrow's my eng vocab test :S
sian.
only me and aaron.
haahahhaa.
easy to cheat.
hoho.
but it's been stuck in my head,
i won't need to.
haha.
since when do i need to cheat.
(except for chinese. i suck at that)

oh well,
gotta go!
probably blog on wed only.
goodnight! :D





heh,
i'm so determined not to not wear my adidas shoes for a school day as long as i have the shoe,
i went to use hairdryer and dried my shoes!
:D
it's slightly damp,
but oh well.
hope it works.
by tomorrow it'll be dry and i'll go to school happy :D
i hate the reeboks man :S
so high cut.
:O
heheheh.

anyway,
the nachos and cheese thingy is settled!
:D

oh,
did i mention.
my ankle there hurts :S
there's this blue-black ):
today la!
i was walking over the drain,
and happened to step into a small gap where two gutter thingys weren't connected properly and got my foot stuck in it D:
it sounds funny,
but it's dangerous!
what if someone's foot is slightly bigger than mine?
it would have been stuck there and not like my foot,
came out easily.
just thank goodness my jelly/holey shoe didn't drop in!
:D
if not i would be super sad,
cos it's my favourite shoe.
hoho :D

i'm being so random.
sheesh.
anyway,
i'm going to upload super lot of pictures to friendster and facebook early next week.
real lazy to upload on my blog.
takes so long.
but i'll just put a nice picture at the top every few posts(:
the pictures are the rest i got from ailin though.
abit old but who cares!
just screw friendster man.
upload either takes forever,
if not always got error :S

ah well.
gotta go pack stuff for tomorrow and get my bag ready :S
stupid bag check tomorrow!
sigh.

nowadays,
i think so much about it,
that i feel like crying all over again.
why?
cos i regretted.
i regretted not clarifying everything.
but wait,
you didn't even tell me and T&C that it was a temporary thing,
that it was just for the auditions.

yeah,
i might have been kicked out now,
but probably that was a good thing.
afterall,
i might have been a burden all along.

so i've decided to push away those thoughts anymore and leave with beautiful memories of what i did during the past two-plus months with you all.
it was a great experience i won't forget.
i don't regret joining and helping you guys out,
but what i regret is i didn't clarify anything with you though you insisited there were no t&cs.

i will forget the bad things that happened and remember all the fun we had.
no one wants to leave people with bad memories.

now the hard part is just pushing away everything bad about it! :D
and trying to forget i'm real pissed at some of you now :S

hoho,
i'm going to hit my 300th post soon!
:D

sorry if i burned any eyes with my two long winded posts :D
haha!
alright,
bye bye :D




sigh,
worship in church today diverted my thoughts to the band thingy yet again.
then i couldn't help but stop singing.
i didn't know why either.
it just keep distracting me from stuff i should focus on.
ah well.
maybe i haven't really gotten over it yet.

anyway,
let me continue yesterday's post.

saturday 5th april:

had a really nice time eating there.
made quite alot of noise after being pretty silent at first.
there wasn't much to talk or laugh about.
then deborah wanted to play SSM!
whoa,
we went super high.
especially me!
we all came up with ridiculous answers and everything.
hahaha.
then we pretended to be some guys!
and i was david :S
that crazy genius.
hoho.
then we all started talking really guyish and everything.
haha,
i really cherished the time i spent with them,
though i left at 12.30 D:

ran down and grabbed stuff along the way.
luckily,
first floor wasn't that empty as second floor.
second floor had everything gone!
):

anyway,
after buying my stuff,
i dashed out and waited awhile for 64 to mrt.
took train later.
was really scary.
there were this huge group of indians and i was kinda surrounded by them,
cos i always lean against the panel near the doors,
and they were all around that area :S
hoho.

anyway,
tuition was super boring.
and i was so tired!
:S
i was almost nodding off to sleep when we had to write compo ):
but everything's copy here and there,
nothing much to think la.
:D

came back after tuition,
and slacked really alot!
:D
and the maths graph is super weird.
hoho,
i shan't care for now.
told you whatever's being taught now i just can't absorb,
no idea why.

AND MY STUPID FRENCH CURVE BROKE.

what the la!
the longest one :S
sigh.
other people's one also broke,
so oh well.
wonder if bookshop sells them individually.
heh.

anyway,
i'm real lazy to do RD review,
but tomorrow 2nd period is english :S
sigh.
i shall do tomorrow morning i guess.
heh.
oh!

ADVERTORIAL

2E is selling yummy NACHOS AND CHEESE tomorrow during recess and during lunch time! do come support yeah! nachos and cheese sold tomorrow are those you get at GV cinemas, going at a pretty good price of $2, so do bring just abit of extra cash and give the nachos and cheese a try! and if it's really yummy, buy more alright! :D

hehehe,
do come support alright!
:D
it's really great,
trust me.
it's the ones you get at GV cinemas.
how much better can it taste(:
besides,
it's pretty cheap too.
hehehe.
DO COME BY AND GIVE IT A TRY!

hoho.
i'm so thick skinned man.
advertise for my own class.
HAHA,
i even wanted to tag at everyone's blog i know and who are fairsians :D
lol,
that's too extreme.
hoho.

oh no!
:S
realised allinda said HOTPLATE.
wth.
i don't care,
i shall bring slow cooker tomorrow.
hehehe.
:D

alright.
nothing much to blog about D:
hoho.
shall blog tomorrow or something.



countdown today was fun!
:D
hoho.
reached school pretty early though.
around 6.35.
haha.

balloons everywhere at the field.
such a beautiful sight(:
then there was so much laughter,
singing,
dancing,
it was really great!(:

everything ended at 9.15am,
so me, deborah and rebecca left for ikea only at 9.45am?
yeah :D
had to wait 30 mins for the board to change so it would be lunch instead of breakfast!
you know,
how macs works.
hoho.
got spaghetti with meatballs (i love meatballs. :D)
and the soup.
super yummy!
and everythin was hot and fresh.
bumped into dione, kenneth and the other volleyballers!
they were waiting for lunch too.
hoho.

ah well,
gotta go now.
shall update more about it next time! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE WEI!
and hope you like the cake smash man.
or would you rather be in a garbage bin?
:D

maths test today!
hoho.
miss lee was so fierce today :S
supposed to be at 2.45pm,
the test.
but aaron wanted to skip class contact so we went at 1.45pm,
which was another time miss lee gave us.
jerome that super duper kiasu guy ran off before maths class to take the test i think.
HAHA.
in the end,
skipped only half an hour of CC.
not much of a difference.

then while doing the test outside staff room,
those people at the field started playing super lot of songs.
free entertainment!
:D
and when they started playing the low song,
aaron turned around and i started laughing.
haha!
that song seems to be the greatest joke on earth for now(:
anyway,
miss lee disappeared,
so we were forced to put our papers in her pigeon hole.
all i scared of is she think we check answers :S
but i'm a good student,
i don't cheat(:

history test wasn't that bad,
though i tried studying the chapters and nothing went in.
ailin said i was probably having some breakdown,
study for eng vocab,
then study for maths,
then got history,
waaaay too much for me le.
then i cannot process anything else i read.
though now maths and history is over,
i'm still bugged by the constant thought that i still can't absorb anything i read / teacher teaches.
the science thingy today about indicators,
i couldn't remember what indicator tests for what,
and what colour it changes to.
i'm really going to breakdown soon man!
:S

even during history test,
i felt like crying when i didn't know some answers.
sheeesh.
missing out just one day of school has caused me so much stress,
i think white hairs are going to sprout tonight :S

ah well,
eng vocab on tuesday after school.
ailin's methos of picture helped man.
it's crap but works.
:S

I STILL CAN'T ABSORB ANYTHING I LEARNT TODAY!
or revised :S

my brain capacity is full man.
bet it's only 512MB.
:D

and i ate hello panda for lunch.
wth.
and i wasn't hungry.
hahahha!
weird.

alright,
had better go.
tomorrow's 120th countdown.
:S
stupid cap.
i don't want to wear it.

looking forward to lunch with deborah and rebecca at ikea!
we're going to spend as long as we can there before the cafe says goodbye for almost two months ):

AND I DON'T THINK I'M GOING FOR PLANETSHAKERS ):
cos no one is free to go with me.
what the!
anyone wants to go but has no one to go with?
):
i can't find anyone man.
everyone has someone to go with.
to think i was thinking about it so often 3 weeks ago :S




i've two outstanding tests :S
maths and eng vocab.
SIGH.
english on tuesday after school,
maths,
i've no idea.
jerome keeps telling me and aaron crap.
i won't really listen to him anymore :S
hahah!

anyway.
today i didn't go for extra choir practice.
one hour only :S
and besides,
i just recovered and my throat hurts occasionally.
wonder if i can sing tomorrow though.
:S

concert is just NEXT WEEK.
at VCH somemore!
i can't believe it.

:O
costume check tomorrow!
nearly forgot.
gotta go get my stuff.
sigh.
:S
bye bye then.
and i hope you all have relinked me :D

I AM ALMOST FULLY RECOVERED(:



yay!
i've changed my blog url.
like,
finally!
it's not really that nice,
but better than my 'twit' url.
hahaha.
all the 'X's here and there :S

next is to change my blogskin(:
hoho,
probably when deborah comes up with a new skin or something.
:D
shall get her to help me make one when she's free.
hoho.
cos i really hate a skin which is screwed so badly!
):

and deborah has hit her 300th post!
*300 +++
:S
awww,
and i thought i blogged way more.
but blogging's not about how much you post,
but what's in your posts and blogs.
i probably say too much in one day,
the next day i've nothing to say(:
hah!

anyway,
do relink me alright(:
:D
i'm so happy.
heh.

i hope you are okay!
hope to see you tomorrow,
if you don't reply me by tonight.
school would be so blah without you):



my blog is simply screwed la!
:S
frogs everywhere.
i managed to find the image and re-host it.
but i think it's only temporary,
cos i see frogs at the side.
hahaha.
maybe it's just my com.
i never had this problem until today :S
code has no problem.
sigh,
i don't know.
just please let me know the minute you go to my blog and see nothing but frogs EVERYWHERE,
cos i have a feeling my skin wants to retire(:
hoho.

arghhh,
it's driving me crazy!
if it continues to be this screwed,
i'll change my blogskin.
i'm sick of the picture at the top anyway.
hoho!

and i feel like changing my url.
saccharinepink :D
hahahaha.
sounds gay.
inspired by my pink, sweet-looking but bitter-tasting fever medicine.
hoho.

alright,
had better go bathe and everything(:
sigh.
being online for four hours without having anyone to talk to is torture!
:S
hoho.

36.6!
YAY.
i won't miss adp tomorrow.
heh.
the meat looks good! :D




I'M TONS BETTER!
:D

and my blog has frogs everywhere.
like what the!

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY BLOG AND THE FROGS.

so in order to read the post,
please highlight everything.

:S
and since 10.30 till now,
there's no one online.
from school i mean.
ailin hasn't replied me yet.
i think lee chee peng let them off late,
yet again!
:S

anyway,
when i woke up i took my temperature and it was slightly below 37.0!
:D
i think, 36.8.
yeah.
pretty cool(:
but the stupid water still has a funky taste.
man.
i hope i'm fully recovered by tonight!
:D
i SOOOO want to go back school.
staying home is boring,
especially when you have 11 hours of sleep and it's hard to sleep somemore.
hohoho.
so i spent 30 mins doing quizzes i found long time ago and lazy to edit.
hhahaha.
i shall post them up when i'm feeling really random and lazy to post/nothing to blog about.

SIGH,
no replies yet :S
it's not my phone problem, i know.

YAY!
AILIN CALLED!
:D

hahah.
she didn't get my sms.
wth.
stupid phone!
and m1.
and singtel :D
hahaha.
jerome and aaron also MIA from class today.
heh.
see?
super lot of people falling sick D:

ah sigh.
alright,
i shall see what else i can do online(:
hope i see people signing into msn in 10 mins!
:D

THANKS AILIN AND ALLINDA!
love you both.
so cute(:





two hours of sleep felt like eternity man.
took so long to sleep.
everytime i lie there trying to close my eyes i realised it was only 5 mins gone when i thought it was more than that.

had a phone convo with someone just now.
whoa,
i'm really sick.
but that person made me super agitated i started crying.
i don't even know why i was.
either i was disappointed, agitated or just not feeling well.
i never cried so much you know.
yesterday.
just now wasn't so bad.
i was like super angry i went "fine, you don't want to say anything right? i won't waste my time."
and i just ended the call and threw the phone on my bed.

you know,
i'm not being emo if i seem like i am.
maybe the fever got to me.
but sometimes,
people just don't understand anything at all.
especially that idiot just now.

you didn't lay your conditions clearly you know.
you didn't.
i was willing to leave and let you guys have your way if you guys told me and explained everything.
and then you had to get someone to finally let me know today,
and worse thing is that i'm sick.
i really wanted to cry on the spot,
if not for ailin there.

i don't know why did i cry.
it's not worth.
but i just feel horrible la.
add on to my fever now,
i feel terrible and worser.

i hope i don't cry anymore.
can't afford to have puffy eyes(:
and i hope i hope,
i pray i pray,
that my fever will miraculously go away!
:D
so i can go out tomorrow,
but i doubt so.
argh.
i want to sleep more,
but i can't.
it takes forever to go sleep.
:S

I'M SICK!

*claps hands*
hohoho.
if some of you don't really believe me cos i was busy laughing away during class,
it's alright.
hahaha.
cos i realised laughing made me forget my fever was there,
so that's about it.
even mdm chong doubted me.
hoho!
she said i was so joyful,
how can i be sick?
-.-
sick people can't be happy mehs!
:D

anyway,
i know i'm supposed to be sleeping and resting but i wanted to blog anyway,
cos i realised i can't exactly go without blogging today(:

anyway,
i think i know why i'm sick.
guess it's cos of last night :S
sorry ailin!
forgot to tell you everything,
but now everyone shall know.
HAHA.

well,
last night had a scolding from my dad about helping out at youth alpha.
he claimed he didn't know a single thing when i told him about it few weeks ago.
then he say he thought it was a sat.
hello!
held in school,
for fmss students.
sat?
obviously school day,
easier!
:S

then after that,
my mum started talking about what i don't manage my time,
i'll lose out to others,
my chinese sucks cos i'm not listening in tution,
which is totally not true.
then she kept ranting on about my chinese,
why always b4,
why results so borderline,
blah blah blah.
then i think she said something that made me feel like i'm so stupid to her,
i started crying :S
then i crying she never stop.
she kept going on.
my parents are like that.
whole day start talking about the past.
so while i was trying to stop myself,
she kept mentioning stuff that agitated me.
then when i was finally let off,
i went out and could hear my parents grumbling about it.
basically my mum :S

then my dad talked to me again,
and started talking about what,
i cry cos i angry at them.
like wth!
angry for what.
you find me stupid what,
what can i do?
stand there and let you scold me for no good reason?
so everything about how they keep saying my chinese can be better when i know it sucks already,
i just said out.
then he said more stuff that made me cry.
i think i cried for more than half an hour man.

then woke up this morning,
felt super warm but cold too.
imediately grabbed my blanket and shivered under for awhile.
then when i went to wash up,
i realised that my eyes were super duper puffy and i was feeling damn feverish!
DDDD:
i think even ailin got a shock man.
they could all tell i cried cos my eyes were like closing and puffy and everything D:
sigh!

sorry if i made anyone worry.
hahaha.
i'm fine now,
but except i almost cried when i came home?
hahahah.
not cos the fever la,
but cos of,
something someone told me la.
made me feel super sad and rejected.
but i've no choice what.
i can't go and say i HAVE to be part of it.
hoho.
i think i'll tell deborah about it later.
ailin knows though.
or maybe not.

sigh,
at the mention of the other thing that i wanted to cry about,
i really do want to cry.
i feel super rejected!
sheeeeeeeesh.
i'll talk to deborah about it though.
i have to ):

anyway,
now my temperature is like, 37.3.
i know,
mild fever.
not much reason to sign out,
but when the water i drink taste horrible,
i know i'm in trouble and i'll be sick :S

chapel was supeeeeeeeerb today!
:D
i love 4D man.
they make chapel so fun.
that's how chapel should be!
:D
and that zara,
whoa.
she can sing super high notes.
hahah!
speaking of her makes me think about that stupid thing again.
argh!
D:
i'm so disappointed in myself.
D:

anyway,
tianli was super funny.
i took my temp. at locker this morning,
then he started going around saying i got sars to random people besides 2e people who were going to locker.
then during class i accidentally reminded him then he went to tell the people at his table i had sars so must take temp.
hahaha,
tianli was super funny :D
so many people were surprisingly nice today.
maybe my fever deluded me into thinking that way.
haha!

ah well,
i hope i'll be fine after i sleep!
or just not feeling good tonight.
but no fever.
i SO want to go mediacorp with deborah.
i have a feeling i can't miss tomorrow's outing,
if not i'll be real sad ):
hohoho.

a few others are sick too!
like yuliang, mark and christopher.
hoho.
hope you guys are okay! :D

ahh sigh,
alright,
i guess i'll play something,
wait for everyone to reply me before going to rest and sleep.

oh,
and reuben sim that stupid idiot is like ignoring me all the time,
and no one wants to tell me what's going on.
like everyone suddenly hates me?
hahahaha.

ah well,
okay,
bye for now then.
i'll probably update again when i'm happier.
sorry if this super duper uber long post just burned your eyes and they fell out :D

i desperately need to know why it happened man.
why on earth?
you know,
i wanted to be part of it so badly,
despite my fears of screwing up and everything.
but i know it's all for God but i'll probably never have the chance again.
what i thought will me make me good friends with you all has probably come to nothing?
i have no motive,
i just want to be part of it for God and for me to overcome stage frights and just sing cos i love it.
how many people have the chance to be in a band?
sigh,
it's all your choices la.
cancel my name out if everyone agrees.
i'm just real confused :S

and,
i hope i recover tonight!
really.
can't imagine the horror if i'm sick for another few days.
gonna miss out everything!
D:

and the lyrics for this post (bottom left hand corner),
are the best i can find.
describes my feelings now.
hoho.
and this is SO NOT an emo post.
i'm just sick, tired and disappointed :S


edited at 3.05pm :

oh,
forgot to mention minxian, deborah and kimberly went crazy when i announced i had fever.
they all wanted to drink from my can of mocca just to fall sick!
if they do,
i'll be super guilty :S
ahh well.
stupid band thingy.
spoiling my day like crap.
making me even sicker :S
ah well,
i had better go off soon.
don't think i'll blog again,
for today.
and my temperature is..
37.7!
went up again.
oh shit.

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