Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

decadence


ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Saturday, May 31, 2008
10:20 PM

Hello!
i'm back.
i've officially shifted to clementi.
and i like my house anyway.
just no aircon till tomorrow and sofa too.
:S
don't know where they went.
haha.

anyway,
i'm quite busy to blog about the whole shifting thing now,
so i'll just reply tags and yeah,
blog again later.
:D


Sarah-ann: GOODNESS, you're abit crazy le. hahaa. but i still love you favourite girl! yeah, rofl. :S

petros: yeah, relinked! :D four minutes to save the world yo! :D

deborah: there's something wrong with BOTH of us alrighty? i love you brah! :D

xy: hahaha, your life's quite backwards huh. :D duck&poodle = <3! :D

ben chew: firstly, whatever those **** meant, f-word, or whatever else, i don't care what you scold me. secondly, my braces are fixed to my teeth, not my face, so i ain't a brace face. thirdly, you're not welcome here if you want to start a fight. thanks for your contradictive comment anyway. it was kinda brainless, and stupid. but thanks, and shoo if you've nothing else better to say already.


yeah,
that's all.
i love my new house man!
and the hugeeeeee piglet which is oh-so-nice to hug.
:D
i FINALLY have a nice corner for my bed.
i think i'll sleep in peace tonight.
:D

alrighty,
will update more about today later on,
if not tomorrow yeah!
:D

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
MY WARDROBE'S ONLY 1/3 FULL.
D:<

See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Friday, May 30, 2008
4:55 PM

i'm angry over nothing.
trivial,
but still,
i'm angry over nothing at all.
wonder what has gotten into me.

stupid arguements that were once fun for me,
now made me angry.
today.

how unbelievable.
something's wrong with me.


12:50 AM



one more day :(
or maybe not,
cos the new house isin't exactly that ready yet!
:(
so might to pushed to sunday/monday,
but whichever,
i'm still shifting.

i know.
it's 12.50am.
yeah.
taking the chance to blog now since tomorrow i'll be busy bringing stuff over to my new house.
eh,
wait,
it's not tomorrow.
technically,
in about 9 hours time,
but whatever la.
:D

sighh.
amazingly,
today i have such a huge appetite.
i came back from the new house all tired,
but i was super hungy at midnight i decided to cook instant noodles cos i couldn't stand it anymore.
besides,
i had a craving for instant noodles.
:)

my room is quite okay,
going to put my bed at the corner.
decided to do some shifting.
might result in lesser space but at least i can see the outside of my room and not be sleeping in the middle of nowhere.
:D
some how,
i can't wait to shift,
but yet i don't feel like.
:(
but after seeing my pink wall and really HUGE wardrobe,
i'm quite happy!
after all,
it's a PINK wall and a HUGE wardrobe which means more space for more clothes (:D),
and obviously i'll be happy.
:D
yay for pink and big wardrobes!
:D

ahaha,
i seriously can't wait for the day my mum/dad allows me to go shopping with $300,
then i'll come back with this HUGE load of bags and happy too.
my wardrobe's super tall,
i think there should be space.
beside,
my grandmother's clothes don't exactly take up alot of space.
:D
but the shelves are really small.
:S
sigh.
drawers too.
but it's nice and i'm fine with it.
:D
my pink wall too!
pink! :D LOVE.

haha, alright, this is such a meaningless post la.
but i'm just updating to keep this blog alive for today,
cos later on, in about nine hours,
i won't have time to update cos we'll be shifting clothes,
etc over and most probably will spend the whole day there.
and my sister's having exams tomorrow,
so that means 2x the workload.
:(

oh well.
shall go to sleep soon! :D

oh yeah,
to some people,
like ailin, allinda, deborah, whoever else,
once i'm very settled in and my house isin't that messy,
i'll invite you all over,
somehow, someday alrighty?
:D

alright,
i shall go and sleep after checking stuff and finding things.
goodnight everybody! :D

TAG REPLIES! :D

sarah-ann: HAHAA, welcomeeee. thanks for MY dedication too! :D and what's up with you ROFL-ing huh. crazy girl. :)

xy: hahaha, that was really random you know! :D

al-linda<3: haha, it's a blockquote dear. your template must have first. explain to you another time okay? :D

ben chew: LOL, whatever. you want to call me sucker then tell me in my face. if you don't want, then well, whatever. better still. (LOL)

Cherilyn: hahha, okay, thanks! :D



But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night

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Thursday, May 29, 2008
2:35 PM

TWO MORE DAAAAAAYS. :(

i am officially in love with mario kart.
i was already in love with it,
but it made me SUPER high today.
i won two races in a row.
all of them i was first!
:D

MARIO KART ROCKS MY STINKY FMSS SOCKS.

:D
hahahaha.
i'm super high now!
:S

bwahaha,
anyway,
i was determined to do three chapters of maths today,
but i haven't even done the first!
:(
cos question nine is making me super blur.
i seriously don't even understand the question.
arghhh.
maybe after playing mario kart,
my mind's more cleared up.
bwahaha.
or maybe not.
i'm still quite high from the racing.
:(
bad thing is that after a race i easily get bored.
cos one race = 4 tracks.
:S
for that cup rather.

I WANT TO GO GMC AND PLAY MARIO KART ON GAME CUBE.
:(
and pool.
hahahaha.
mario and DK are the best people to play with.
:D

alright,
i shall try to get down to work.
doubt i can even get by question nine,
but i'll try.

i need to go out on a study date!
one confirmed with deborah on next tuesday,
but i need at least one or two more.
:S
homework sucks la.
it's holiday for goodness sake!
not "piling homework on the kids" month.
loool.
i don't know what i'm talking.
hahaha.

maybe another update later on in the day.
:)

la la la,
i don't feel so lonely ever since last night.
:D

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
3:46 PM

6 ikea pencils so far. :)

THREE MORE DAYS :(

today is a greeeeeat day so far!
it'll be better towards the evening.
i can't wait! :D
bwahaha.

anyway,
i'll quickly update about RMD lunch earlier on and get started on homework.
:S
there's so much!
alright.
i have around 10-15 mins to type out everything.
:)

RMD LUNCH! :D

i almost couldn't go.
luckily i pleaded abit more and got the ikea card and $10!
:D

met deborah at 1030 (or even before) at the bus stop opposite redhill mrt.
i wasn't going choir later on so i wore damn slack.
i almost forgot there was choir today until i saw deborah wearing yellow.
bwahaha.
stupid throat infection/inflammation la.
:(
it HURTS like crap.
and today i woke up cos of the pain again.
ah whatever,
talk about that another time.

waited quite long for 33,
so we decided to talk crap,
and she gave me my FULL PAGE LETTER!
:D
bwahaha.
best-bitchy-pig friend owes me another one the minute i give him his reply.
LOL.
whatever.

then when 33 finally came,
i suddenly had headache.
:(
stupid stupid weather la!
sheeeeeeesh.
walked into ikea,
not before getting my coupon.
we thought we missed the shortcut to the restaurant,
but it turned out to be blocked out anyway.
:S

sat at those sofas there,
then ducky came.
we talked abit,
then went to get our food.
spaghetti with meatballs and cream of chicken!
:D
bwahahah.
then it was super funny.
after praying,
me and deborah went to fill up our cups,
then when i started drinking,
i realised there was a hole in my straw.
deborah's one too,
i think.
and i was so 'pissed' off,
i went to get like what, 3 straws.
and EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM had a hole in them,
somehow.
we sat there laughing for awhile,
then i went to get like what, this whole bunch of straws.
finally when one worked,
don't know who's one broke,
so i went to get.
this time i probably grabbed 10 (?) straws and when i came back,
ducky and GWS were laughing like crap.
:S
it's really stupid!
then i was made to go get knife for deborah.

finally when everyone had normal straws,
we started eating but i realised i forgot the pepper,
so i asked ducky to take since she was sitting on the outside.
and we had a brillant idea of spoiling her straw and the extras i took.
so when she started drinking,
i had to pass her like,
four of the extra straws i took.
ahahaha.
it's just really stupid,
maybe we should just do i live demo,
huh ducky!
:D
i really love those two 'animals'.
bwahaha.
i'm the only normal human.
supermodel, yeah yeah yeah.
:D

hahaha,
then we took a slow walk around ikea,
then headed to anchorpoint.
left there around 1.15,
and reached home about 1.35 i think.
:S
it was raining like crap,
and i was wearing fbts!
whoa,
cold like crazy.
:(

alright,
i think i'm just talking crap la.
:(

hahaha,
oh well,
i hope we three can make jerseys!
RMD,
in ascending order. (height)
:D :D :D
bwahaha.

alright,
i shall start with science worksheet.
easiest and my favourite subject! :)
i can't wait for tonight.
bwahahaha.
or maybe tomorrow.
whatever.

I LOVE RMD! :D

edit:


hello!
i'm just testing out the blockquote.
bwahaha.
ripped the coding from some blogskin i'm using somewhere.
:D
colours don't exactly match but black's cool,
ain't it! :D

this is purely random.
:S




Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
10:17 PM

i hope i can go for RMD lunch tomorrow! :D
hehehe.

and tomorrow,
things are going to be better than before.
Thank you Lord,
once again.
And i miss you.
:D


Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

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2:57 PM

somehow,
i feel like i'm still living in sunday.
like where everything was plain normal and i had a bad headache and bad throat.
:(
and nothing good or amazing happened.
but oh well.
can't always expect the unexpected right!
:D
hahaha,
somehow i'm quite happy though i'm supposed to be sad.
looool.

tomorrow most likely not going for choir.
my throat made me wake up in slight pain today.
hmphhhh.
it's more pain than ytd,
and ytd, it was more pain than sunday.
sigh!
i think it's inflammed again!
D:<>friend dedication, part two!

1. CELINE! <3
hello super duper good friend!
:D
haaha.
and my favourite girl too.
bwahaha.
anyway,
thanks for all these years,
we've been such close friends!
i don't think i'll ever ever forget you.
:D
you're super loved,
and thanks for all the crap times too!
i know i nowadays take photos also hardly with you,
but it's hard to take now we're not sitting at last row and can camwhore like crap!
:D
hahaa,
and hope you know that no matter what,
i'll be there for you and don't keep stuff to yourself ever again alrighty!
i love you, favourite girl! :D

2. SARAH-ANN! <3
another favourite girl.
sheeeeesh.
i love you and celine both super lot! :D
bwahaha,
don't know what i'll do without you two crazy people in my life and church.
weeeell,
i know nowadays you're becoming,
errrrm,
crazier,
but i still love you the same!
in fact,
it's more fun to have a hyper and crazy sarah to talk to.
bwahaha.
i still can remember our msn convo that day.
it was crazy la!
don't know what crap you talking about, sorry i forgot,
but i remember it was super silly and crazy! :D
<333333,

3. Zoey! :D
hello super duper sweet girl!
:D
hahahaha.
i still don't know when did we even start being friends,
but i'm glad we are now.
hehehe.
thanks for not catching me for my fringe too. :D :D :D
hahah!
but anyway,
that aside,
thanks for being such a nice girl with sweets to steal from and Mr Bean Racer to play with! :D
hahahaha.
i know,
you might not even get to read this dedication,
but who cares man!
i want everyone to know you mean alot to me and i love you just as much as the other from our church gang.
bwahaha.
thanks for everything,
and i loveeeee you! :D

4. Claudia! :D
wahhh, super spastic girl.
:D
i doubt you'll read this,
but whatever!
:D
hahahhaa,
thanks spastic friend,
for making my sundays oh-so-bright and cheerful.
you're such a great crap partner and i don't know what would church and primary school be like without you!
i'm still quite glad we see each other in church.
always steal my water from me huh!
be careful you don't fall sick.
hahahaha,
crap aside,
i wanna thank you for being such a superb friend,
no matter how spastic/crap,
and i loveeeeee you, along with our church ganggg! :D
keep in touch if we ever separate alrighty! :D

5. Chin wei!
hahaha, i doubt you'll read this too,
but anyway,
thanks for all the times in choir!
when faye's not around,
i'll just turn to you and we can talk so much!
thanks for the company at the back of the choir these few weeks,
i know you're not well as of week nine,
but hope you're tons better,
and so i hope i'll be too!
we'll one day get back to choir and be able to sing with the rest of the sops.
bwahaha.
thanks for being my locker too!
and faye's.
we always dump our phones in your bag.
bwahaha,
thanks for everything! <33

(i'm going to do waaay more than five! :S)

6. Annabel! :D
hello dear dear cheerful girl!
bwahaha,
you're super sweet you know!
so nice and everything.
thanks for all the crap times in choir too!
whoa,
you and your stupid lame jokes and crap talk.
hahaha.
t's really fun being around you,
whether in choir, class or concerts.
you're such a great joy to be with!
you most probably won't see this dedication,
along with many others,
but whatever,
hope you'll see it anyway.
i love you too,
and continue with the crap during choir alrighty!
:D
and captain's ball.
hahaha.
damn fun!

7. Evangeline! :D
yo crazy girl! :D
hahahaha.
i still can remember how you and allison fought on friday.
in macs.
bwahaha,
damn lame la you two!
i wonder how xing jie ta han both of you.
hahahaha!
anyway,
thanks for all the crazy antics during class.
you still haven't wrote me my letter!
D:<
hahaha, but that aside, i hope you'll be able to see this and know how good a friend you are!
glad to know you in 2E and you're the fastest friend i've ever made. :D
we'll continue with our rubbish in class till the end of the year alrighty! :D

8. ADA TAN! :D
bwahaha,
another crazy one.
hahaha.
it's been such a great six years with you in the same class!
forever joyful and (mad),
it's super fun being around you!
:D
bwahaha,
hope you'll see this!
you've been such a great friend and i won't forget you.
don't forget me toooo alright!
:D
<33333, and thanks for all the stupid times.
hahahaha.
continue with them with them alright!
it's real fun. :D

9. SERENA YEH YEH YEH!
hahaha,
yeh, yeh yeh yeh!
:D
whooo,
you know what,
you've been such a good class chairman.
really.
in the beginning,
you were the quiet kind of chairman,
but nowadays,
you've proved you're not one to triffle with.
abit scary though,
but it's fine.
2E still loves you!
hahahaha.
hope you'll see this anyway.
jut want to tell you you're such a great friend and thanks for the past 6 years too!
i might have not talked to you much till p5 or p6,
but i'm glad now we talk so much more.
you're such fun to talk to and continue being that great class chairman.
<3333!

alright, that was REALLY long.
bwahaha.
in no order, just really random la.

oh well! shall stop here.
gotta go pack more stuff into the boxes, and clear my drawers of rubbish.
can't bear to throw all the stupid stuff i made in primary school though!
maybe i should just throw those stupid 'magazines' and there,
this whole stack gone.
yeah, it's probably time to let go of old memories, that aren't that useful, and cling onto the present and cherish them with all your heart. :)
i love you everyone! :D

And thank you Lord, for everything.
without you, and your plans,
probably nothing that good would have happened to me.
thank you Lord.
and thank you, YOU! :D

p.s. sorry if i burnt any eyes again.
it's like,
one long post after another.
sheeeesh!
i'm sorry to ANYONE who's eyes i've burnt.
:S


But I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

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Monday, May 26, 2008
10:29 PM

i've been packing stuff for the past,
two hours probably.
hahah.
one hour more relaxed,
the other one hour was rush and pack like crap.
shifting in just FIVE days!
freeeeeeak.
i don't know how am i gonna survive.
bwahaha,
i hope i don't break the guy's hand.
my box is damn heavy,
and i have like what,
five boxes to my name!
:D
i wonder how am i going to unpack everything also.
whoaaaaa.

alrighty,
tomorrow will be packing day again.
sighh.
damn sian.
but i aim to get most stuff out of my room and off my table.
it's a super cluttered mess.
:(

my phone memory's running out!
i think i shall delete hundred plus smses in my sent inbox.
bwahaha.
and last year's birthday wishes.
so twit.
:S

alright,
shall blog again tomorrow!
:D

and thanks deborah,
for today,
and everything you've done.
thank you Lord too.

Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same

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3:36 PM



deborah and faye! <3333

boooo. :(
today is SUPER boring and i mean it.
i've been slacking the whole day!
doing nothing but youtube, friendster, facebook, and deborah's blog.
bloghopping too.
i hate holidays sometimes.
D:

anyway,
i woke up this morning,
and my throat hurt even more then ever.
tried coughing,
and i couldn't even feel my throat there.
:(
i sound pretty normal,
as in my voice,
but it hurts when i swallow anything or talk.
sighh.
and my singing voice is screwed because of that.
don't even want to go choir anymore.
:(
can't sing for around a month already.
it's super horrible!
:(

supposed to be packing my stuff today,
but don't even feel like.
i shall start at four though.
i'm shifting in FIVE days.
whoa,
i didn't even notice.
so fast.
:(
NOOOOO,
I DON'T WANT TO SHIFT.
so ma fan.
:(
five days is really fast.

sigh,
i want to go out with deborah before i shift!
and others too.
i'll miss the rides back home with her :(
oh oh,
that reminds me.
friend dedication.
i'm really no mood to do that today.
probably tomorrow.
:D
hehehe.

i still miss hillsong.
and it has barely been two days since 7pm, 24/5/08.
:D
bwahaha,
i can't wait for the next one.
mighty to save!
hosanna!
the stand!
lead me to the cross!
from the inside out!
<3333333
i miss the concert supeeeeeer much.

hahaha,
alright,
this has been such a random post!
:D
shall post again if i'm bored,
if not tomorrow.
bwahhaa.
byeeeee. :D

and i love you too.

In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out, Lord

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Sunday, May 25, 2008
8:14 PM


I LOVE YOU DEBORAH! <3

hahaha,
i really like the picture above.
:D
spastic but supeeeeer nice. :)

SATURDAY! hillsong united yo.
met deborah at 1030 at redhill.
she was there at like what, 945.
:S
new record for her.
we were supposed to meet at 1030,
so it's not exactly my fault i 'came late',
she was just early. :D
but i still feel bad,
oh well.

mrt-ed to orchard,
and walked to wisma.
went to topshop first,
deborah almost bought a necklace,
but it was quite pricey for a necklace,
though it was nice.
and i felt she shouldn't waste her voucher on it anyway,
so we left for esprit.
tried on the same tops,
and deborah could wear 'M' but there wasn't any yellow ones on the hangers,
so she purposely went to ask for a yellow in M size.
bwahha.
i know you like my initials,
and yellow too.
:D
the XS was a tad loose.
i actually wanted to buy it,
but decided i should save my money cos in the end,
i bought a dress for less than the price of that top.
that,
i'll come to it later.
:S

went to food republic for lunch,
beef noodles were yummy! :D
headed to basement later,
but not before stopping by starbucks for deborah's drink.
her rasberry whatever again.
super tempted to get a caramel frapp,
but decided not to waste money and save it for my clothes! :)
hah.

went cotton on,
and saw the top i always liked and wanted to buy,
but it's always so big on me.
tried the pink one, which was S size,
with a tank top inside.
surprisingly,
it fit me better than the previous time i tried!
wheeee,
i grew.
:D
and it was PINK,
so i bought it.
on my way to the changing room though,
i spotted bangles!
:)
and they were only $4.95.
whoooo,
and there was PINK too.
it seemed like i was having a pink affair day and deborah, yellow.
more on that later.
:)
but anyway,
it was pretty cheap,
and anyway,
though i wanted white or black,
but they were both super dusty,
none was perfectly clean.
even the yellow and transparent ones were super dusty,
only the pink ones were more or less cleaner and no scratches!
seeee,
PINK RULES.
:D

so,
at cotton on,
i spent just $12.95 there.
if i bought the esprit top,
i would be $17.90 less rich.
:D
hahahaha.

headed to far east after that,
cos i told deborah i desperatley needed to go find some more clothes.
walked around in circles,
and walked into this really nice shop.
deborah spotted a dress,
and guess what,
she bought it.
cos it's nice,
but it was in YELLOW.
and ironically,
the other colour they had was blue.
fairfield! :D
hahaha.
oh,
and another fairfield encounter was in esprit.
the tops deborah tried was yellow and blue. :S

then,
i tried to see if the blue one or a red top in another pattern suited me,
and the really nice aunty told me red suited me better so i bought it.
$15! :D
bwahha.

i know it's not pink,
but red and pink are somehow the same family.
:D
hahahah.
see,
i had a pink day, and deborah had a yellow day.

unfortunately,
the belt we bought for $4.90 was white.
:S
it was quite nice,
and quite resonable for a belt la.
but after we bought,
we regretted abit cos we felt we should have walked abit more and find a better quality belt,
but oh well.

i know i'm listing out all the prices of the stuff i bought la.
can't help it,
it has been super long since i went out shopping properly,
and without my parents breathing down my neck telling me the clothes i like isin't nice.
and my mum's really crazy.
she said nail polish should be taken out after 2 days.
the most,
5 days.
yeah,
i agree,
but that's if you don't use a base coat or give your nails some treatment before painting them.
i used base coat,
and i painstakingly took 30 mins to do them nice nice cos my left hand wasn't that steady and i had to redo 2 nails on my right hand :S
and anyway,
i used base coat,
and i did quite alot of works before painting them,
so they won't exactly do much harm after a week plus!
but too bad,
this time i don't want to take out also cannot.
there's choir on wednesday i think,
and my deep red nails look like black,
way too obvious.
:S
LOL,
that was random.
haha!

okay,
headed to carl's,
got drinks and fries.
walked to cineleisure later,
and decided to have some fun at the arcade.
we were like,
'let's be barbarians in skirts!'
hahah.
and i was like one the minute i started playing time crisis.
deborah said some guy stared in disbelief when i was playing.
i think cos at second stage,
i was so pissed off the stupid thing doesn't shoot at the place i aimed,
i just crazily and repeatedly hit the trigger with my whole hand non-stop.
i went on non-stop la!
played racing with deborah later,
and somehow i won her twice.
first time was cos she was slow la,
but second time cos she accidentally chose manual car and didn't know how to play,
she only went two laps before time was up.
muahaha,
it was damn funny.

took train from somerset,
and on the train to expo,
we were dead tired we sat on the floor despite us wearing skirts.
we almost missed the stop cos we were busy cam-whoring and listening to mighty to save and hosanna.
:)
it was super fun!
:D

got to expo,
at around 3.30?
yeah.
if you think that's early,
by the time we got to the holding room,
the whole first section was filled up.
someone said they came at 10am,
i don't believe.
noon is more believable.
:D
ahhaha.
there was like,
super lot of people in the group.
rebecca, tze li, deborah, me, reuben, aaron, lincoln, monk, adriel, marc, xing jie, joe, some other sec one guy, hilary, cherisse, vanessa ow, and many others i think.
it's like,
some mass gathering?
but anyway,
like deborah said,
some people were not exactly meant to join us,
though that's some of our opinion.
surprisingly,
this concert they didn't make themselves known alot.
hahaha.
loners.
:D
lol.

played games for 30 mins,
then the real concert started.
i can't remember all the songs they played,
but all i know Mighty to save was the first slow song they played.
was it?
yeah,
i think so.
the starting was so unrecognisable,
didn't have the guitar at the start.
but the minute it sounded more like it,
quite a few of them turned and looked at me cos i think everyone knows i like mighty to save.
like,
alot.
i can listen to it 20 times straight without getting bored.
:D
hosanna too!
whoooo.
it was such a great worship time.
:D

sermon was talking about stepping into the zone.
didn't exactly listen,
was trying to take proof of something scandalous.
:D
bwahahaha.

after sermon was those slow slow songs again.
surprisingly,
quite a few i didn't know.
i knew the titles,
but i know last time i couldn't be bothered to listen to the song.
:D

after that,
everyone wanted more so we had a jumping good time again.
then sadly,
the whole concert ended quite fast.
everyone was fascinated with throwing lightsticks around la.
the whole place was a mess after everyone left i think.
some smart alecks stacked up dozens of bottles and left it there.
oh well.

headed to changi,
deborah left for terminal three once we reached.
separated from the whole group as mentioned earlier on,
so there was only shawn, aaron and me left.
donkey kong (shawn) went to buy two burgers from BK while me and aaron walked all the way to the other end of the airport just to refill water.
by the time we came back,
he was waiting there.
went down again,
but found out that the last trains won't arrive in changi and leave that soon,
so we just sat under the tv thingy that shows the train timings and DK started eating.
stole a tomato from him,
and stole aaron's drink.
ahaha.
i was like damn thirsty la!
then somehow,
some announcement was made that the last train was coming,
so we ran down and got into the train.
somehow,
there were three super pink seats in the middle of the whole row so i ended up sitting inbetween them.
they two are damn gay la.
damn damn gay.
:D
changed train,
and had to practically run into the train which was waiting there and the orange light was on.
the same pink seats were there again!
and i got sandwiched between them, again!
haha.

shawn alighted at city hall,
and then i alighted at redhill.
by the time i reached home,
shawn was still on the train i think!
hahaa.
living so far isin't that good.
bwhaha.

anyway,
after packing my stuff i hurridly went to shower,
then played abit of DS then slept.
slept around one i think.
:S
and then today when i woke up i had headache and a super bad throat.
i talk normally but my throat hurts anyway.

alright,
this has been a SUPEEEER long post i know,
and i'm really sorry!
and i still haven't forgotten about friend dedication part two.
still haven't written out list though. :S

alright,
i'll be back tomorrow or something.
byeeeee. <3
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

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7:27 PM

Hillsong United Concert :D <33333>FRIDAY
whoooo,
official last day of school!
spent time discussing about fun fair and doing banners.
basically quite a few of us didn't really do anything la.
like me, dione, and quite a few guys.
but later they needed to change the black paint to white,
so us 'slackers' went all the way to clementi and back in 40 mins.
it was real fun just running to change paint.
i felt bad doing nothing there anyway,
so might as well run an errand.

anyway,
after we were let off at about one,
there were like 9 of us who went daily scoop.
the ice-cream was around island creamery's standard,
but slightly more expensive.
besides,
island creamery has a more wide range of flavours and less safe,
though i always eat chocolate first.
they even have some tiger beer ice cream okay!
conclusion: i like island creamery more,
though it's actually less convenient.
:D

walked to the sunset way bus stop after that,
waited super long for the bus la!
it was damnnn hot. :(
and my phone camera wasn't working,
and till now isin't.
have absolutely no idea what's wrong.
screw my phone la.
:(

after about,
maybe 15 mins,
61 came and quickly found a nice spot to sit.
bwahah,
was like camwhoring with best-bitchy-pig friend :D
but only one picture was nice.
:(
the ride was quite long la,
alighted opposite queensway.
walked to ikea,
and bumped into evangeline, allison and xing jie.
they apparently just left ikea and headed towards queensway.
it was damn lame la!
:)

walked into ikea,
and got super amazed by the smales play area thingy.
whoa,
i seriously wish i was a kid again,
or just shorter than the height limit.
it looked super fun!
:D

headed for restaurant,
and bought my meatballs! :D
whoooo.
found a nice sunny spot,
and ate.
don't know why, maybe it's the ice cream,
but i had to force aaron to eat two of my meatballs up.
ahhaha.
deborah was complaining earlier on that the whole place changed so much, she didn't like it.
but i find it more spacious.
amazing how 2 months can change the whole ikea so much.
even the staircase is supeeeer much cooler!
:D

stayed around after eating,
and took more pictures.
hahahaha.
surprisingly a guy would be so agreeable to take loads of pictures.
i think about 10?
yeah,
but quite a few of them were ugly, and i insisted on deleting them,
so about 5 i guess.
:)
but anyway,
we hanged around ikea for awhile,
and i got kidnapped again :S
wah lao.
poke me with the stupid pencil.
hah.

i saw some pink sofa that was the same colour as my wall!
super cool.
when i have the money i'll buy it.
:D

shopped around in anchorpoint,
then went queensway.
thought of making class jersey.
but maybe it might be a waste since there's barely 6 months left in the school year.
met up with the three people at macs,
and i ended up eating quite a few nuggets. :(
i'm growing damn fat.
sheeeesh.

yeah,
then later on bestfriend walked me to anchorpoint bus stop,
and after waiting awhile i chased him home.
bwahaha.
it was pretty fun!
and seeing evangeline and allison fighting with each other was amusing.
i think xing jie saw that too many times already,
he got quite sian.
hahaha. :D

alright,
that's all for friday.
seems like nothing much but it was supeeeer fun.
what a nice way to end off semester one.
:D
hehe.

alright,
i shall go bathe and then blog about hillsong and shopping trip with deborah!
:D



I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek

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Friday, May 23, 2008
9:42 PM


P.S. sorry! video's not working, don't know why. click HERE to view :D or maybe try the direct link.

muahahah.
i know i look damn unglam in that frozen video still,
but still,
watch it okay!
:D
bwhahaha.
it's some random video deborah and i made.
it's damn hilarious,
we both laugh until want to cry :)

anyway,
TODAY WAS DAMN DAMN FUN!
so was ytd :D
muahaha.
i think i'll just talk about ytd first.
:)

after collecting my report book,
(36/43 ISIN'T THAT GOOD)
deborah and i went to plaza sing,
but we decided to stop over her place.
oh mannn.
i'm glad we did.
now we have a video (above),
and loads of retarded pictures.
okay,
maybe the video was damn retarded and i wasted all your 4 minutes of your life making you watch it,
but at least WE had fun.
:D

anyway,
we left her house and cabbed to P.S.
went in,
dashed to spotlight after stopping for her percy pig :S
spent quite long in there!
hmmm.
then later on,
we went walking around.
decided to go carl's for our usual break.
then,
aaron said his church was open so i decided to go play pool.
whoa,
shan't tell you everything in detail,
cos it's all laughing, screaming and going high,
but just know i went DAMN high,
so did shawn (DK, or daisy :D) and aaron (mario!).
while i'm yoshi :S
just cos i like playing with yoshi then everyone calls me yoshi leong :(
booo.
hahahaha.
but it was fuuun!
:D

sorry deborah,
for ytd and today.
hahaha.
and thanks for the video yeah!
:D

alrighty,
shall go push away the box and pack up and sleeeeep.

shopping trip with deborah tomorrow at 1030 and HILLSONG AT SIX.
i can't wait!
:D
it's just TOMORROW.
what the freak.
mighty to save!
hillsong!
LORD ALMIGHTY :D

bwahaha,
goodnight people.
won't update tomorrow! :)



That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
that's no air, no air

Wednesday, May 21, 2008
10:05 PM

330th post :)

today was a super super duper horrid day for me,
at first.
i thought i would be that sad the whole day,
but thanks to whatever those silly guys did (those sitting at the table in front of me),
i just had to laugh,
though at first i tried so hard to smile but i couldn't at all.
but i just laughed.
maybe it was just point where i probably woke up and saw all the funny stuff happening.
maybe.
i don't know.
but sorry if i freaked anyone out,
though i highly doubt so since people are most probably thinking i'm trying to gain pity or whatever.
aiya.
i had just better leave everything as it is.
i really don't want anything going around about me.
i had enoughhh.

lol,
i don't even know what i'm talking,
but anyway,
hillsong in THREE days!
i don't know what to wear.
my wardrobe's so bare i wear the same thing probably 3/5 times i go out.
fine.
60% of the time :)
hah!

and today,
deborah bought this SUPER NICE CHARLES AND KEITH WALLET.
it was like,
on almost 50% discount la!
it was $15,
down from the $29.
WTH!
I LIKED IT TOO,
AND SHE BOUGHT IT ON THE SPOT.
sheeeeesh.
i wish i had more allowance.
i would save like mad and get that stupid wallet.
booooo.
deborah,
i don't like you anymore :(
ahha.
kidding.
:D
all i have to do now is save a little more so i can buy that bangle.
man.

today was talking about the Diva one,
which is like what,
$9.
pretty standard.
until today i passed by this accessory shop and saw the same one for $5!
FIVE BUCKS.
i think far east myabe that price,
but that place is like damn hard to find stuff,
since they probably fly off the shelves faster than you can say 'i want to buy blah blah blah',
cos there's like damn alot of people there buying the same things.
hah,
i don't even know what i'm talking.

but oh well,
i know $5 like nothing,
like no need to save,
but it's almost my one day's allowance!
:(
and i have to take in consideration that i have $50 worth of debts to clear and hardly $10 in my piggy bank now :(

oh well.
i WANT to buy it by friday.
boooo.
at all costs.

can someone buy it for meee?
:)

hahaha,
this is such a useless post.
i'm just posting for fun.
and cos i'm pretty happy today after throwing aside all those thoughts.
those guys made my day man! :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
9:39 PM

today i just can't relaaaax.
:(
i'm really really sad today.
alright,
that was probably from chinese onwards.
had a good long chat with allinda.
i'm so going to do some apologies and dedications here.
not friend dedications.
aiya,
you'll know soon enough.

i know nowadays when i talk i sound really agitated,
maybe even 'bossy' or 'annoying'.
and sorry if i probably annoyed/irritated/pissed dione, allinda or ailin off.
dione the most.
i'm really sorry i kinda 'debated' with you during last period.
i really couldn't control my feelings and thoughts i just had to let it all out.
if not i would just break down and the class would think i'm crazy or something.

sigh.
today's just not a good day.
people not feeling well (yet again :S),
people debating (meeeee. :S),
people just having a horrid day.
okay,
that's me.
for today.

but thanks mong,
for going back with me.
i maaged to at least spill out abit of how i was feeling today.
i know you're feeling really sad and angry abou the trophy,
but think of it this way.
some things are meant to happen.
mybe it's God's will,
and his way of saying 'I made this trophy smash to tell you you don't deserve merit but better'?
maybe.
you'll never know:D
just RELAX okay!
you're still a winner.
that's all that matters.
you can have hundreds of trophies but if you did nothing to earn them,
they're as worthless as dust.
hahahaha.
hope this will make you feel better!
:D

and to dione,
i'm REALLY sorry i had to so-called debate with you today.
though i like debating, (i suck at it though)
but today's one with you was totally uncalled for.
yes,
maybe it's just another learning experience and getting to know each other's feelings,
but it was a bad debate which shouldn't have happened today,
now,
or probably anytime before funfair.
i'm really sorry that probably you're abit annoyed at me cos i couldn't control my feelings,
i had to 'let go' on you,
and ailin and allinda.
but i seriously felt that the campfire thingy was really really uncalled for,
and should be just left as it is.
the campfire (CFP) thing was a learning experience to all of us,
but it was a bad one, to be honest.
i've never seen the class soo divided on anything trivial like that.
true,
the minority can't make decisions for the majority,
but i still can remember how angry you and sherrill were,
and maybe we shouldn't have insisted.
it was really like some fight going on,
and if i actually couldn't control myself,
i would have just lashed out at you all.
thank goodness something held me back,
though till now i don't know.
but that time was bad enough,
and i really didn't want to see anyone else fighting over it.

today,
i really felt like contesting all your arguements and views,
but if i did,
i probably would have left everyone fuming and me crying or something.
no one wants to see such things happen,
i don't think you do right!
(i'm side-tracking my main point :S)

but whatever the case,
i'm sorry for today.
even if to you, you honestly felt that what i said made sense,
i probably sounded harsh and i'm sorry.
but today,
if i didn't tell the people most involved in the funfair stuff how i feel,
i WILL and WOULD break down just there and then,
upon seeing how everyone's so divided,
and even your closest friends being left out of everything.
it's another issue which i really really want to say before anything happens to me,
but i shall leave it as it is and tell myself all those stuff.

anyway,
sorry dione.
and allinda and ailin.
i probably annoyed ailin too,
and made allinda more tired.
sorry guys.
<3

alright,
i had better stop.
i already feel like crying after typing everything out.
i'm supeeeer, and REALLY tempted to say something about the 'friends being left out' thingy,
but i don't want people to start saying i'm jealous,
i'm feeling outsted,
i'm whatever whatever.
i'll just leave it as it is.
but if anyone's so nice to come and listen to me,
i'll gladly spill everything out.
just don't blame me if you walk away annoyed at me too.

sigh,
today's just not my day.

Monday, May 19, 2008
9:42 PM

just that line.
made me damn damn sad.

sigh!
and oh,
it has nothing to do with deborah nor rebecca,
so relax.
ahhaa.

i'm super screwed for d&t.
really.
i'm leaving out the 6 sketches thingy.
i can't draw to save my life.
draw out also will fail.
bwahah.
alright,
i shall go off now.
d&t will haunt me tonight :(
and i hope i don't get horrid dreams again.

friend dedication part two sometime this week before hillsongs yeah.
:D


6:19 PM

i'm sweating like a mad dog now ):
sigh!
i spent,
let me see,
5 whole hours packing my room.
there's nothing much left to pack,
just those loose loose stuff i'm not going to put in boxes.
it'll just waste one box.
i'll just dump them (with care) inside a bag and bring it over to my new house next week.

i can't believe i'm shifting like,
in..
12 days!
sdjgnlsknglknr.
that's really fast.
i'll miss redhill like crap ):
it's so damn convenient.
take 132 reach orchard,
145 to vivo.
dang!
clementi is super out la.
:(
oh well, i think once i shift and settle in,
i'll start saying how great clementi is.
:D

sighhh.
can't go back with deborah anymore.
sucks.
and i'll be supeeeer far away from town and everything!
haha.
but oh well.
now i know how people living beyond dover feel :D

anyway,
i finally managed to find the time to blog.
i had to secretly msn people and everything,
but oh well.

i'm proud to say i threw out 10 pieces of clothes and so.
hah,
but most of them aren't mine.
i really want to throw out more but they're nice clothes which i know i won't wear but can't bear to throw either.
if my parents allow me to throw out anything i know i won't wear,
no matter how nice or how guilty i feel,
half my wardrobe will be GONE.
that's probably 20+ pieces of clothes la.
i don't know.
my wardrobe is half empty only.
throw out half of it and it'll be only 1/4 full.
see!
i need to shop.
booo.
hope i can shop with brah this saturday before hillsong.
muahaha.
:D

and i've no time to do the d&t journal! :(
danggg.
i lazy also.
maybe i'll just forgo the six drawings thingy.
i can't draw to save my life,
and it's time consuming.
i won't have enough time to finish even 2 cos i'll be so pissed off at my ugly drawings i erase and redraw hundreds of times!
hehe.
so particular,
but if you see my art works,
you'll probably puke out your lunch.
:D
i'l just do the aerodynamics and whatever little things i can do not exactly related to drawing or require me to draw elaborate stuff :)

alright,
i think the pizza's here.
super hungry.
shall blog some other time this week!
:D

5 days to hillsong! :D

edited:
oh yeah,
DEBORAH,
I'M GLAD YOU'RE BETTER.
WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY AND SATURDAY WE SHALL HAVE FUN ALRIGHT! :D
<333333.


'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say

Sunday, May 18, 2008
10:20 PM

okay!
i know it's past 10pm.
hehe.
who cares.
i'm super hyped up to do my friend dedication.
can't finish everything by tonight,
so there'll be probably 3 parts to it.
i'll say thanks to my closest friends so three parts should be enough.
haha,
what crap am i talking man!
:D

Friend dedication, part one.
(in no particular order. my brain just flashed the names :D)

1. DEBORAH! the super duper whooper ultra drop-dead gorgeous :D
hey bestfriend.
i know for the past few days since friday you have not been well, and i hope you're tons better!
bullying each other on msn is so much fun, like now. you, me and rebecca are busy teasing each other and going crazy like how you and i can be when we go out together!
i really thank God for giving me such a friend like you.
i really don't know what to do without you.
God's timing was so perfect,
he made you 'appear' at the right time,
the time where i felt really lonely and outcasted by my sec one class 'clique' of four.
i think you and i and many others know who are in that 'clique',
but it's all over now,
and i can't be more glad that i have ridden out of that horrible time and found a great friend like you.
i'll always remember the super great times we had yeah!
from the first time going out to get silver shoes with you,
till now where we're so close.
i'm really sorry if i have sort of come inbetween XXXX and you,
cos you two seem like you're drifting apart,
but whatever the case,
i want to thank God for you,
and i want to thank you for being you and being my bestfriend.
i probably have annoyed you way too many times and blabbered on too much about some people,
but i know you'll always listen somehow and be assured i'll be there for you too!
even as i shift house really soon,
i hope our friendship won't be restrained because of the distance and everything.
we'll try to remain as close as ever and hopefully the distance will make us better friends! :D
and maybe at the same time,
you and XXXX can go home together more often and be better friends again.
i won't mind you spending more time with her if you need/want too.
hehe.

in any case,
thank you deborah.
those memories and fun times we had together for the past one year or so will never leave me and i hope you'll never forget them too! :D
i love you, my BRAh! :D hehehe. you've been such a blessing to me.

2. TAI ailin! :D
hahaha,
you're seriously one of those best friends that have stuck by me for super long!
about 3 plus years huh!
still remember chatterhoax?
yeah!
i'll never ever forget all those wonderful times.
sneaking pictures and food (!) during classes (:O),
to the projects we've done together,
they're little memories i'll never forget, and i hope you don't too!
i really cherish our outings too.
like your birthday this year!
remember the dental queue number you went ga-ga over?
haha!
that was really silly but fun.
and how much fun and laughter we had at NYNY,
and you were so satisfied with the cheese bites :D
hoho,
we shall go there again soon alright?
relieve those memories.
thanks girl,
you'll always be my bestie :D
really!
and congrats on getting through the first test.
hehe!

3. allinda chew JIa lin! :D
oh boy, little girl.
you FOREVER high!
:D
anyway,
i want to thank you for all the times we went through together.
p6 we were pretty close,
but sec one we lost that 'touch'.
but this year,
you really brought joy, laughter, and relief to me!
you lent me a listening ear, while i lent you mine.
we had so much fun this year and having you in my class is something i won't regret(:
one thing i must say,
you're really strong and i can never forget how we kept crying in p6.
muahah!
but anyway,
thanks for the beautiful memories so far dear.
you know i'll always be there for you and i thank God so much for you too.
you've been a blessing in my life and i hope i'm one in your life too!
:D

4. CHOIR CLIQUE!! :D
i know the font's really big.
it means that you guys are the most loved here.
:D
haha!
i thank you all dearly for the memories from the past year till present.
i don't know what to do without you bunch of crazy girls!
i know we might have little quarrels inside the clique,
whether some know or not,
but i believe we all have bonded and hopefully we will live in peace :D
hehe!
i also want to thank you all for the post-esplanade night.
remember the dinner at waraku?
(sorry minxian, you weren't there D: sigh!)
it was such fun.
i don't even care if we left and the whole restaurant broke out in sighs of relief.
we had fun there and that's all that matters.
even those jump shots were perfect.
i hope we can go out for dinner soon as a WHOLE clique and without anyone running away!
teehee.
thanks girls.
you made my secondary school life BETTER than i thought.
may we all be as bonded as we are till we leave fairfield!
:D
you all have been a REAL blessing in my life,
and i thank God for each one of you.
deborah, faye, minxian, rebecca and yee wei (in alphabetical order :D)
I LOVE YOU ALL! :D
hehehe.

5. Dione tan ding-ding!
hahaha,
sione!
thanks for this year man.
being part of the si-mi-tai-ji gang with you, ailin and allinda has certainly made my 2E experience even better.
during camp,
we even bonded so much!
i can't forget those times we spent together as just us four people.
all the fun we had!
like doing projects,
whatever.
hoho.
and thanks for being a super talking partner in class!
and grammatical error pointing out partner.
haha!
mr ezal's classes are loved!
and you too!
thanks babe,
and may you and kuala lumpur last long! :D
hehe.

6. best bitchy pig friend!
hahaha, yes, aaron, i'm talking about you.
seeee.
i'm so nice.
i put you somehow somewhere first.
haha.
anyway,
thanks for the friendship that's probably 8 years and counting!
maybe we'll be classmates for 10 years,
if that's provided we get into same class next year.
hah.
it'll be some sort of a record huh :D
haha! okay, there's like super lot of stuff to say.
firstly,
thanks for all the companies, and asking how am i when i look/am sick :S
haha!
oh and yes, for being my bestfriend.
hahaha.
and being so nice to give me planetshakers ticket last minute!
i bet you're damn happy about china trip being postponed.
then you won't be affected by all the hillsong things i start spurting out everytime i see you.
muahah!
but anyway, seriously, thanks for all the great times, whether in class or concerts!
you've been such a great friend and i thank God for you!
thank you too for putting up with my crazy antics.
i know i super demanding, so i'm sorry :S
but whatever the case, i hope you won't forget this friendship in the years to come yeah!
i had so much fun being in the same class as you for so long and being bestfriends with you for so long,
i hope you did too! :D
and remember,
you still owe me the overdue letter ):
seeeee.
i know i'm annoying and demanding, and i'm sorry.
again. :D
haha!

7. MONG!
hello there, talking partner!
hahaha.
thanks for all the superb nicely decorated letters.
i know your art better than mine,
no need to tell me anymore.
hahaha.
anyway,
thanks alot alot for these..
hmm..
3 plus months!
it has been such a breeze knowing you,
and i'm so thankful to God for giving me a friend like you!
don't worry,
you still have a chance with XXXX,
it's a matter of time.
and i won't forget my june holiday promise!
just depends if i can go out anyway.
hehehe.
but i'm really grateful you're willing to listen to me blabber so much about some people,
and that you hardly complain though i think deep down inside you're busy cursing me :D
haha.
but whatever the case,
you've been a blessing to me,
and you sure make my bad days better after a short chat!
thank you yo!
:D

-end of part one-


alrighty,
i shall stop here for now.
my brain's abit clogged up ):
i know i still have at least 5 more people to thank but have no idea who!
maybe i shall go make a list of people i need to dedicate stuff to.

but i hope those whom i've dedicated a whole chunk of words to in this post,
that you'll not feel obliged to reply or anything.
it's my personal opinion,
so i'm sorry if you don't feel the same way.
it's okay not to anyway! :D
haha,
don't feel bad or anything.
i'll still love you :D

and i hope i didn't make anyone cry.
ahahaha.
especially deborah.
that chunk dedicated to her is kinda emo-ish.
hahaha.
sorry brah,
for that.
correction, it's deborah, not brah :D

oh well,
i love you all,
especially those mentioned above.
you all must be the closest of the closest to me,
if not why would i mention you all first?
:D

have a goodnight everyone.
i hope your eyes aren't burned out by now ):
please tell me if this post did!
i'm really sorry.
D:

i took just 45 mins for this post! :D
oooh yeah, yipee yipee yeah! :D




Tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine
And so we will pass a few hours time

Saturday, May 17, 2008
11:55 PM

yes.
it's 11.55pm.
:D


whoooo weeee!
i'm super happy :D
hahaha.
you made my day simply by yakking with me :D


hohooh.
i miss sec two camp so much ):
it was the BEST i could ever ask for(:


6:28 PM

I AM HOME ALONE!
so i shall blog about camp :D
tee hee.
though it'll be rather short since it has been a week and obviously i can't remember anything ):

6 May, Tuesday
arrived at campsite.
did low elements,
flying fox,
rafting,
campfire preparations,
and alot of other things.
it was really fun!
despite quite a few people being annoyed at the no fbts rule.
come on la.
fbts are way comfy and no one will be so crazy as to buy so many PE shorts right.
oh well.

campfire preparation was kinda rough.
people were arguing here and there,
some wanting this song,
some wanting the other.
it was total chaos!

anyway,
hungry cheer was rather soft.
food was so-so i guess.

7 may, wednesday
did more low elements, and basically spent the day learning how to belay and rockwall since high elements were out of bounds due to the rain.
i managed to belay four people!
whoa.
super duper tiring.
but it was fun.
how many times do you get to belay people man.
i belayed allinda, dione, weng shian and ivian.
whoa.
no offence,
but the guys were DAMN heavy i flew 3-4 times?
yeah.
but it was fuuun! :D

campfire preparations finally started.
had the guys and those girls who wanted to do "low" come up with steps.
abit behind schedule though,
but we continued.
:D
dinner was okay,
hungry cheer was getting better! :D

8 may, thursday
campfire day!
:D
hohho.
spent the day doing abseiling, kayaking, a few low elements.
kayaking was fun.
the guy was super mean to ailin and me.
):
jumped on the kayaks!
whoa,
damn fun.

abseiling,
i was the last person.
and we were all below playing stupid games,
pretending the planes were too loud so our voices were muted,
and were talking and learning a new word!
hohoho.

campfire preparations.
we last minute did some witch doctor song.
whoa,
damn fun.
even the guys were in the whole thing.
pretty enthu :D

campfire was super touching and fun.
i cried towards the end :S
hoho.
it was really fun doing all the dances,
and just screaming and shouting.
we finally had a late lights out!
hoho.
got caught for trying to play cards though.
but the instructors were really nice andwe just kept them and went to sleep.

9 may, friday
area cleaning!
whoa,
damn fun.
2E was in charge of cleaning bunks 5-?.
we were singing all the camp songs,
and going high while cleaning.
mopping the bunks were fun too!
we sat around and played games,
talked crap and kept singing.
even the guys were abit high.
muahaha.

reached back school around 12.15,
then went opposite to eat with brah and allinda.
head was really heavy,
so i came home,
to find that i had fever.
seems like i have a fever after i cry ):
hoho.

alright,
see.
i told you.
nothing much to update about though it was really fun!
:D

i miss camp super lot.
i hope OBS or something will be fun next year :D
hahaha!

now that i'm done with updating about camp,
i can do the friend dedication soon :D
whohohoh.

alright,
it's 9pm.
i had better go bathe.
i really took my time to play games while blogging :D
hahah!

i maybe shall update again later.
and i'm home.
aloneee!
:D
hoho.

alright,
more soon.
:D

just a little chat,
is all it takes to make a sleepy day bright(:

Friday, May 16, 2008
10:13 PM

i am SUPER sorry ):
i know i'm supposed to blog but for the past few days,
i wasn't feeling that well.
sigh!

wednesday got home late,
thursday went to see the doctor,
friday, which is today,
is just super exhausting.
booo.

allinda thought i was emo-ing in class,
super lot of people said i looked pale,
aaron turned around and after seeing me so sleepy offered to help me take notes but i refused,
then during choir i was falling asleep at the back.

sheesh!
i wonder what's wrong with me.
i feel abit sad today to be honest,
i don't know why.
maybe it's just the medicine making me drowsy.



i promise,
i'll blog about camp asap.
and thanks deborah for that little note on your blog(:


everyone who has asked if i'm alright today,
yeah,
i'm better,
and big thanks to you all!
i love you all and sorry if i made anyone worry yeah :D


alright,
i have to go take the antibiotic,
read my magazine and get to sleep.
goodnight everyone! :D

Tuesday, May 13, 2008
9:59 PM

I NEED STREPSILS BADLY ):

boo,
my throat's really horrible now.
tomorrow then can go see doctor!
sian.

today's phototaking was SUPER great!
2E rocks :D
hohoho.
it's a really long story,
but in brief,
shermaine soh and derek goh are super meant to be.
even surname rhymes!
:D
hahaha.
it was damn funny.
<3 <3 <3.
hahaha!

i can't finish the freaking spahetti.
it's making me cough till no end.
sheesh.
my thoart feels all prickly now.
i need prickly heat powder :D

freak,
it has been ONE WEEK since camp started and i haven't updated about it.
i must be the last one :D
hohoho.

oh!
choir phototaking was fun too.
sucked to be squashed like sardines though :S
sweat like mad,
so decided not to wear camisole after we were done with phototaking.
hoho.
i'm hardly this naughty :D

oh well,
i'm really mean, i know,
but i can't laughing when i see everyone rushing for maths project!
i'm glad me and ailin spent 5 hours on labour day and passed up before wheel camp.
hoho :D
worth it,
then at least we don't need to rush out anything!
yay :D

oh well,
i shall end here.
i really really will try to come home earlier tmr and BLOG :D
PROMISEEEEE.
:D

alrighty,
bye bye.
have a good sleep! :D

sometimes,
it's just the littlest things you do everyday that makes my day even better.
people don't notice,
but i do.
even just looking at me and smiling at me,
is all it takes to make a gloomy day bright again(:
thank you!

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Monday, May 12, 2008
10:10 PM

today's quite horrible.
had a nice time with jie jie and deborah at macs :D
didn't go for choir cos we felt it's a waste to go when our singing voices are badly screwed):

oh well,
more tomorrow.
i promise.

AND WHY PHOTOTAKING TOMORROW
MY HAIR SO HORRIBLE):
heheheh.

Sunday, May 11, 2008
6:54 PM


you know what,
i wished i blogged ytd.
:S
cos today i have absolutely no time!
):
and yesterday i was just super lazy to start typing.
and now my fingers are super itchy to type out a super long post on camp but i'm still stuck on the freaking maths test which is driving me nuts cos i'm really stupid and i can't solve the freaking thing which is also causing me to type really fast and angrily at a speed of x km/h.
:D
arghhh.
sorry.
the last part about the speed is utter gibberish.
but whatever.
i'm feeling so vexed now!
i think my short-lived fever damaged my brain really badly this time around ):

I REALLY SUCK AT MATHS.
and i'm really angry.
it's gonna spoil my chances of getting into a freaking JC.
):
chinese so bad le,
maths bad then die.
):

oh well.
enough complaining :D
thank you sarah-ann for teaching me such a simple question to anyone except me :S
haha!
i can't solve the freaking thing without her man :S

anyway,
hillsong concert is coming soon!
:D
but i'm shifting one week after it.
like what the.
):
that means no more going choir hol.practices with deborah,
nor any going home with her after school/choir anymore ):
hardly anymore meet-ups or something, maybe.
i do hope we still stay as close.
she's like the bestest friend i could ever ask for :D
so i shall write a dedication of my own to her,
and of course my other closest friends soon :D
but that's when i can finally finish blogging about camp!
:D

i feel super hyped up now,
really want to type out the whole post about camp,
but i'm really too busy for that.
i haven't even bathed and packed my bag for tomorrow!
it feels like holiday already man.

anyway,
most sec twos can't exactly sing for choir tomorrow.
and besides,
the OBS people will still be super tired from their trip,
while sec two's voices are already screwed,
for most of us.
i do hope choir has a break for at least tomorrow.
but if there isin't,
i'll just go i guess.
can do my homework in peace while hearing the rest sing :D

sigh!
i wonder if it's the heat that's getting to me nowadays.
i'm like super cranky.
even the instructor said when i talk i super fast sound like i'm angry.
okay,
yeah,
during the camp i was angry/sad/pissed off alot,
and i also have no idea why.
i get irritated at the littlest things like even when i'm talking and people unwittingly interrupt several times :S
so trivial right!
):

i wonder what's getting into me nowadays.
and i want to say sorry to all those i seemed like i was shouting at during/at camp.
i'm really sorry.
i might not have been angry/irritated at you but i just shout for no reason.
and even if i was really angry,
i'm sorry cos i know it isn't right to exactly shout at one another.
yeah :D

arghhhh.
and now i'm irritated!
at myself.
sheesh.
i need to learn how to relax.
maybe it's the lack of sleep or maybe i miss my friends so much :D
and i'm super tempted to write my friend dedication right now cos i'm willing to throw everything aside,
but no,
i'm going to use it as some sort of motivation to finish blogging about camp in detail!

hah,
i don't even know what gibberish i'm spewing out onto this post.
this post is just a heap of rubbish thrown together la!
:S

ah well,
i shall not be tempted.
hehehe.

pictures that i've edited will be posted up another time yeah?
:D
i hate posting pictures after i've blogged finish cos there's this ugly spacing after each photo and lines,
something like that.
and i get really annoyed by that.
weird habit huh :D

and i keep listening to that stupid madonna song over and over again.
my life is that boring.
really.

i can't wait to get back to school tomorrow!
part of me misses the learn @ fairfield soooo much!
but i'm really scared we'll have to 'shift' from tomorrow onwards.
that will make my da really damn sucky ):

alright,
i'll try to blog tomorrow,
which is unlikely unless i really do fall sick and i'm forced to miss choir/part of school,
which i don't want!
:D
i want a choir clique lunch.
like.
tomorrow.

lol,
i'm really typing without thinking.
everything's crap.
everything that i type!
:S

ah well.
dang.
goodbye :D

You've been keepin' love from me just like you were a miser
And I'll admit I wasn't very smart

Friday, May 09, 2008
10:03 PM

sorry,
but i'm SUPER lazy to blog.
hohoh.

anyway,
my fever has basically subsided,
just gotta see tomorrow if it comes back afer i sleep.
cos my fever worsens after i sleep.
i think i said that before.
ah,
whatever :D
just hope i'm okay tomorrow,
or at the most sick for another day.
but that means i have to see doctor ):

oh well,
i'll blog tomorrow/sometime this week :D

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going


6:51 PM

I'M BACK!
and i'm sick :S

alright,
slightly, for now.
earlier on my head was super heavy,
felt feverish and my temperature was 37.8! :O
now really high but shocking enough to me.
now it's 37.3,
so i hope it's just a passing thing,
and NOT chickenpox :S
i'll explain the chickenpox thingy later.

the camp was super dee duper fun! :D
i cried for awhile when the campfire was about to end and the instructors had to say something to every class.
i think that's a relation to my fever.
like on april fool's,
i fell sick cos the night before i cried too!
:S
sheeeesh.
so don't try and make me cry :D

anyway,
though the first day of the camp wasn't that great with the fbt shorts thingy and everyone not enthu,
but the next day onwards was really great!
i shan't go into detail now,
but probably later when i'm well enough/allowed to use the computer.
unless my fever goes up again and i'm commanded to rest,
which sucks cos everytime after i sleep my fever is worse :S
hoho.
i'm also not really in the blogging about everything in detail today,
so yeah :D

oh well,
i had better go eat dinner.
i'm feeling much better except my head's super heavy still.

alright,
i'll just try to blog later if my fever stays low! :D
till then i guess! (:

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
whoa, today I'm on my own

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
12:00 PM


hoho,
i'm away at camp now.
and no,
i'm not blogging from there :D
hahaha.
this is some stupid future post thingy.
hohoho.

oh yes,
pamela leong,
don't you just miss me! :D
hahaha.

i'm going high :S
dang.
okay,
bye bye :D
i'll update on 9th may,
that is provided i don't reach home and fall asleep :D

Sunday, May 04, 2008
9:17 PM

packing for camps is SUPER stressful!
:D
going on a camp shopping spree tomorrow.
can't wait,
hoho.

anyway,
thank you allinda and aaron for yesterday!
:D
hahaa.
i'm going to try and change fbt colour tomorrow.
:D
i can't wait!
then we'll go live in the lap of luxury before camp :S

i can't believe it's in TWO days :S
sheesh.
anyway.
about yesterday,
i think i shall probably elaborate more after camp :D
i'm going to try out that new 'publish post in future' thingy :D
hohohoho.

i'm packing stuff right now,
and i've probably left 1/3 to go.
abit lazy to finish everything today :S
heh.
and i really want to bring disposable/tupperware for meals!
so much more convenient!

sheesh.
i'd really start throwing my stuff into the bag.
hoho.
and i don't know where's my second PE shirt!
:S
shittttt.
hoho.

i think there's nothing much to blog about today :S
dang.
haha.
i shall go type out the future post :D
i'll blog tomorrow yeah! :D

i feel like i'm talking to my friend :S
hahaha.

and and,
beware of ikea pencils!
they're potential kidnapping weapons :D

But if I die tonight at least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me how 'bout you?

Friday, May 02, 2008
10:35 PM






whoa,
it has been about a week since i properly blogged!
:D

this week has been super duper hetic.
three tests consecutively.
four in fact.
science and chinese on tuesday,
maths on wednesday,
history today.

i'm like super depressed over the stupid maths and history.
shan't elaborate too much,
but just know that for maths i lost probably 10 marks already and history,
7 marks or something like that.
or even 8.
editing one confirm wrong.
sheesh.
super duper depressing.
history i DID study.
like.
probably 2 and half hours worth.
i was pacing up and down learn at fairfield trying to get more info into my already clogged up brain during recess.
maybe i really need to go shopping to throw out anything useless in my brain :D

anyway,
i really need to talk about the wholeeee week.
if not this post is like super boring and i'll lose interest in spending like,
30 mins typing out a boring post :D

sunday
after church went to the interior designer and spent like 3 whole hours sitting there choosing colours, paints and wardrobes, whatever else.
and i'm getting a pink wall!
just one wall.
hahaha.
and the living room's going to be super cool.
the kitchen too.
i think i'll fall in love with the kitchen if it looks exactly like what's in the drawing!
she didn't draw out my room though.
hah.
but i bet it'll look like a huge mess after i throw all my stuff in it.
:D
well anyway,
after that i went home and studied abit of science.
i just like flipped through my notebook,
hardly went into depth.
:S

monday
didn't sing at choir again.
throat was like,
still screwed.
today also!
okay,
i'm going 'out of point'.
hah.
super boring monday la.
oh!
but we found out something about our chinese teacher.
hohohoho.
it's super funny.
okay,
not exactly funny but just plainly weird.
i shan't say it here(:
then ermm,
i don't know what else happened on monday.
who cares.
hahah!

tuesday
chinese test in class.
after lunch was science.
surprisingly easier than i thought.
i was giving myself waaaay too much stress la!
but i got the endothermic graph wrong.
then people say only three marks.
three marks is ALOT to someone like me who needs 3 marks just to pull up my overall percentage okay!
smarter people can let go of three marks for all they want,
but i won't!
:D
i just hope i get at least one mark for that question :D

after that,
well,
i was super disappointed i couldn't go B&J to get freeeee ice cream,
but it's partially my fault la.
shan't elaborate.
but eh,
bestfriend,
don't FIGHT with me over the treat thing.
i treat and it's FINAL!
:D

wednesday
screwed maths super badly.
lost like,
10 marks.
my mind was a complete blank when i saw the first question.
i kept remembering what dione said,
which i doubted was relating to the exam,
and it just influenced me to think that's the answer.
like wth!
and other questions i just couldn't get the freaking answer.
it was the FIRST time in maths history i left a question BLANK.
like,
no final answer.
just working and stop halfway.
i can't even remember what i wrote,
whether i cancelled the whole working or i stop halfway.
man,
i wish i could just burn the paper right now :S
after that,
i couldn't go with choir clique to SP cos of the lit thing.
but at least it cheered me up abit with the whole 'cheap thrill' thingy.
we were playing with the number pad controller thingy.
guess only those present would know(:

thursday
labour day!
went ailin's house at 10am,
and did maths till 12.
ate till almost 1,
then did the rest of project till around 4,
then i travelled all the way from dover to bedok.
reached my cousin's house around 5.30,
then decided to watch tv and watch the sunrise from the second level.
it was super beautiful!
if only i could upload photos now but too bad i can't :D
didn't study history at all,
and was in no mood to play with the dogs.
usually i'll be all excited to pet them,
but i just didn't feel like touching copper nor sparky at all,
so i went home super duper dog smell free :D
had pizza and KFC for dinner at their house.
the cheesy lava 3 was really darn cheesy,
i wanted another slice but my mother said it was for my cousin.
sheesh!
and my cousing came home with blisters everywhere.
it was there since don't know when but he somemore went to play soccer and came back limping.
he deserved it man!
hahaa.
that sounded mean.
lol.
oh well.

today
history test,
as i mentioned,
was super screwed.
but one of the editing question made me laugh.
cos it was seriously stupid.
sorry if i disrupted allinda, aaron and ailin :S
hahaaha.
well anyway,
mr li suddenly came in for science again,
and he promised us it's really his final lesson.
i think i'll only miss his lame jokes man :D
it's super lame.
and he thinks it funny!
wth.
:D

went holland BK for lunch with full choir clique.
seriously,
if you're thinking of going there when we are,
don't.
i think we practically pissed off everyone there with our constant laughter and noise! :D
when we left i think everyone would heave a sigh of relief.
hahaha.
i'm just spouting nonsense.
but being with the choir clique today lifted my spirits quite abit.
i was super gloomy about history test but i just laughed everything away!
:D
then later on,
faye ran super fast for 106,
and we were all saying the uncle saw faye super cute so wait for us.
and i was last to get up as usual :D
i desperately need to run more!
:D

waited for a bus back to school supeeeer long,
then reached at 3pm on the dot.
played frisbee,
which was SUPER uninteresting.
not as fantastic as captain's ball,
of course!
:D
didn't sing again.
cos i started coughing occasionally after PE.
oh yeah!
PE was SUPER great.
:D
haaha.
it was super funny.
and derek likes to play rough.
hoho.

the song was pretty okay combined,
but i guess the whole choir need to work on expression?
pitching.
hahaha.
sec one sopranos seem super bo chap.
maybe i was like that last year too,
but i'm starting to love choir more,
and i hope they do.
jeremy and allison make good leaders! :D

went back slightly late with deborah,
and despite me reaching home at 7.15,
my parents weren't back yet.
luckily i was only stuck outside for 5 mins cos they arrived just a little later than me.
i can't wait to have my own set of keys.
my mum never seem to want to give me a set.
maybe after i shift :D

hoho.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY HOUSE TO LOOK AS NICE AS THE DRAWINGS!
haha.
if only i can access my stupid hotmail inbox.
the stupid thing is still closed,
and i sent in my e-form on monday i think.
yeah right,
get back in 24 hours.
it as been like,
24 x 4 hours already la!
coming to 24 x 5 :S

oh well.
this whole week seems super boring right!
i can't believe WHEEL camp is just NEXT TUESDAY.
and i haven't packed.
a single thing.
i'm slacking waaaay too much!
):
damn.
i am so going shopping tomorrow.
:D

alright,
i know this has been a SUPEEEER lengthy post.
i'm sorry if your eyes are burned as a result.
but i don't give MCs for charred eyes,
yeah.
LOL.
i probably need more sleep,
cos my brain is seriously going haywire.
hoho.

alright,
that's all for this post.
don't expect updates from 5th may till 9th may yo!
:D

alright,
i'll leave you all to get those burnt eyes treated.
:D

Time is waiting
We only got four minutes to save the world

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singapore flyer! :)
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triple science.
BALLOONS. :)
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HSM3 DVD

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