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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

fast post!
today went dental.
eeeeeeek.
stupid mould thingy!
hahhaha.
all stuck on my teeeth):
boohoo.
and it stank of rubber:D
hohoho.
missed two lessons:D
hahhaa.
anyway,
today was fun fun fun.
doing all those things:D
lol.
then after school played DS so much it made me tired:D
my daddy sent me home today!
hohoho.
long time no do:D
lol.
oh well,
gotta go eat.
going out soon:D

man,
i miss talking to you.
alot.
why aren't you talkin to me now?
lol.
never mind,
maybe something bad happened and i dunno about it.
just,
i wish you would talk to me like last time again.
im practically losing hope.
so much.
talk to me!!!
i need you in this time.
badly.
you ds-freak.
din bother about me today.
just asked a few questions thats it.
im practically being torn apart.
grrrrrr.

111th post:D
haha.
today was boringgg.
like,
only after school was fun:D
hahah.
but art was rush rush):
today was pretty slack la,
but got geog and maths(!)to do.
oh darn!
i forgot to buy examination pad><
hahhaa.
getting sooo random.
lalalalala(:
anyway,
after school went art room stay with xiuwen and ailin cos they were doing that lion city thing.
and ailin finished at like,
4.30+.
cos she almost ruined her piece.
luckily can hurry wash off and scrape the acrylic off la:D
her's like SIA uniform.
preeeety:D
den ivian came in,
asking xiuwen help him with his art thing.
that t-shirt.
OH NO.
i still haven finished!
):
getting tooooo random:D
hoho.
den aaron and that dunno whats his name came in and started making alot of noise la.
den vincent kept talking in a highhh pitch voice that other ppl got pissed.
then aaron was like trying to get ppl to paint his fingernails.
den vincent was sooo scared of getting paint on his hands.
so i tried to dot paint on him:D
hahhaa.
i feel mean:D
den he like kept screaming then miss ang tried to chase all of them home.
den xiuwen and me went out to drink water but ended up fighting with ivian and aaron and that dunno whats his name for water cooler la.
then we tried running up to 4th lvl but they also follow.
lol.
so,
stupid:D
hohoho.
den they all got chased out by miss ang again so they all went home i think:D
hahah.
den xiuwen was freaking out cos ailin wasnt done.
hoho.
and it was 4.30 and they haven even eaten lunch.
poor them:D
lol.
yeapps,
today was boring.
told you so(:
haha,
byeee:D
post next time(:

yay:D
110th post:D
hohoho.
111th post next.
LOL.
anyway,
im still slightly sick.
water taste weird,
coughing suddenly):
grrrr,
and i passed it onto my sister!:D
haha.
anyway,
i have benn slacking these past few days.
OH NO,
NO SLACKING.
never.
i wasnt supposed to slack anyway.
slightly more den a week and EOYs appear.
grrr,
mugging time.
long time ago.
have to put in alot of effort.
really want those things!
wahaha.
better start a list:D
lol.
im still not feeling well!
but anyway,
go me!
:D
haha.
oh well,
friday din get the chance to study alot.
like,
flipped through geog.
oh boy,
i think for the closed book test i may die.
grrrr,
must work harder and harder!
so i will only update when i have the time.
though i wun come home to study.
with the com around,
i will never ever study.
like,
TEMPTATION:D
hahaha.
that was really random.
oh well,
back to doing the maths paper i guess.
and i feel so happy with myself.
i managed to finish the chinese homework in 30 mins!
haha.
was reading it alot though i din understand.
actualy,
i din even read.
i read the questions,
searched for the answer,
read the lines before and after the answer,
then wrote stuff down.
i didnt even know what was i writing.
oh well,
chinese is my suckiest subject and i know it.
hopefully it doesnt pull me down for EOYs.
its chinese thats pulling me down!
if not i can do so much better(:
hopefully:D
oh well,
im sooo bored now:D
as usual.
lol.
what should i do now?
:D
hopefully my cough goes away.
i miss ice cream and sprite!
not together though:D
hohoho.
and i drank coke on fri.
no wonder im not well.
:D
i ate alot of stuff prohibited,
but tried to resist too.
oh well,
i guess the only thing was the canned H2O, lemon barley and coke that did me in.
i wanna get well.
i miss cold stuff!
):
hahhaha.
oh well,
shall stop complaining le:D
should start focusing on whatever i can eat now:D
hhaha.
i like hot water too.
oh darn,
im getting too weird:D
hahaha.
post another time i guess.
if i feel like it!:D

i wanna hit myself.
i din realise that.
really.
im,
so sorry.
even if it wasnt exactly my fault.
how did you know anyway?
i din even tell anyone,
much less wrote it here.
im sorry,
i am.
even if it has nothing to do with me,
i felt i did something to contribute to it.
oh man,
this whole thing is screwed.
im sorry.
i too wanna hit myself.
so sorry.
too sorry.
i din know this would happen.

oh man,
no one was supposed to realise this.
life is so screwed now.
someone tell me what to do.

p.s.
this has NOTHING to do with those other tiny fonts i've been using.
its another thing.
lol.
in case others think im saying one thing and meaning another:D

short short post:D
hahaa.
oh well,
not in a really good mood today.
half sad half pissed.
sad cos some friends have been kinda less friendly ever since i was sick on tuesday.
pissed cos i dunno the reason yet know the reason.
and pissed.
in general.
anyway,
lessons were kinda boring.
home econs.
zzzzzzz(:
hahhaa.
IT,
slacked.
did practically nothing.
science,
was late again!
maths,
did some handshake thing.
grrrr.
number patterns are driving me crazy:D
haha.
yeapps,
then lifeskills was pretty funny.
vincent and his doraemon!
ahaha,
he 'vandalised' the table.
hahaha.
not loving school property.
and,
its not fair to have to diff teachers marking us la.
like ailin said,
we were slightly better than one groups one la.
but i guess mdm chong was quite relaxed.
aiya,
we know we did our best can le(:
hahaha,
now im feeling sick again.
grrrr,
always like that.
hahaha.
oh well,
then went for tuition den went to locker with sarah-ann:D
thanks girl,
for keeping me company.
and thanks carissa for the milo nuggets!:D
haha.
that milo-holic:D
oh well,
then at locker saw a few usual 1E ppl playing around.
hahha,
din bother.
feeling slightly ill already so immediately went back.
and the sun was hot hot hot!
ah,
global warming.
tsk:D
oh well,
thats about it.
more later,
if im in the mood.
but i dont think so.
today was so boringggg.

oh btw,
she likes him.
hahaha,
in case you didnt know:D
just saying.
hahaha,
had inside info.
LOL.
and yeah,
probably i thought too much.
but what if i wasnt?
lol.
oh well,
forget it ok?
im like so..
grrrrr.
about it le.
not a bad word btw,
just dunno how to describe.

grrr,
boring boring day.
horrible coughs.
grrrr.

Labels: sad and pissed

lets post!
:D
mood is back(:
LOL.
oh well,
some one is like impersonating everyone.
grrrr,
all under different ip address.
but has gotta be someone in 1E right?
oh well,
its not true anyway.
hahaha,
what a joke.
LOL.
anyway,
yeah.
alot of misunderstandings huh.
but,
not that i wanted to scold her so much,
but i just had alot to say.
oh whatever,
everythings settled.
im not gonna bother about her anymore.
at the most just rant rant ran when im super pissed.
if i am ever:D
hahaha,
oh well.
friends.
though i dont see why this has affected anything.
LOL.
oh well,
yeah.
but i can tell you one thing-
she's changed alot since primary school.
but you didnt even know her then.
well,
forget it.
take it as i am always in a super pissed mood.
actually,
im still pissed.
but not cos of this.
i was never.
(:
hahhaa,
oh well.
the medicine is kicking in.
gotta sleeeep before i fall asleep infront of the com:D

thanks for the advice anyway.
it may have changed a little the way i rant,
but it may not have changed other things.
but a little change helps huh?
probably its other ppl's turn.
oh darn,
i dont know what am i typing.

Labels: mindless talk

today was so slack!
maths, english, art, geog, science.
slack slack slack:D
hahhaa,
especially geog!
filing all the way.
then ms chen said its due on friday.
oh well,
friday then.
:D
luckily we didnt need to dig for semester one stuff(:
hahhaa,
yeapps.
then we were pretty late for science after geog,
got scolding.
oh well,
not the first time already:D
hahahhaa(:
well,
nothing much happened today.
slack day.
grrrr,
couldnt even study.
busy trying to unlock my phone cos some ppl went to try guessing the code and locked me out of my phone.
waited almost an hour!
):
grrr,
oh well,
it works fine now,
so nothing wrong waiting:D
hahahhaa.

and,
i dont know if your talking about me since like what you said,
i scolded her alot.
well,
if its me,
im telling you now.
there are some things you dont understand,
actually.
alot of what has happened.
maybe i tell different stories from her,
but im saying what i see from my point of view ok?
so yeah,
i know i scolded her alot.
my fault,
but seriously?
there are ALOT of things you dont know.
which is true,
for the record.
look,
if your talking about me,
thanks for the advice cos i will take it seriously.
but,
its not that i wanna scold her so much but there's just alot of stuff ok?
i just dunno what to start off with nor dunno what to say.
i've said my piece.
and yeah,
i know alot of ppl come but dun tag.
im fully aware,
but it doesnt mean im not entitled to my own opinions.

oh well,
forget it ok.
my fault my fault.
everything is anyway.
whatever i say is going no where.
anyway,
whatever i have said just now is to you,
if your talking about me.
even if your not,
its alright cos what you said made sense yeah?
but there are just alot of stuff you dont know.

well,
i know alot of ppl think the same way as you do,
and i kinda see your point of view.
so yeah,
i wont scold her ok?
not like i wanted to.
but who else can i tell?
no one even bothers to listen to me anyway.
probably you havent even felt that way before,
cos im not that lucky as to have so many great friends like you do,
or she does.
like, to listen to you.
i have never experienced that at all.

oh whatever,
no one will ever understand me anyway.
i dont even think anyone will believe what i said.
my life was ruined before,
and its always ruined.
not cos of anyone,
but cos of the emptiness.
forget it,
whatever i say makes no sense to anyone anyway.

im not in a mood to blog anymore.
totally.
this great day was just marred.
badly.

ohkays,
i shall post.
quick one:D
hahaha,
today woke up feeling slightly feverish but i changed to uni anyway.
but after breakfast,
i couldnt take it anymore,
so went back to sleep.
fever and cough brought me down):
grrrr,
lol.
anyway,
whole day slacked.
used comp,
but went to sleep a little between.
computer was boring too,
so no difference.
feeling better than how i feltin the morning but still sick):
i wanna go school tmr!
i gotta mug,
i dont care.
after EOY sick also nvm:D
hahhahaha.
oh well,
thats it.
im just sick today.
missed school,
and im sure i missed alot of stuff today.
oh well,
i didnt want to ok.
sorry to anyone whom i had affected:D
as in,
school stuff(:
lol.
gotta go do maths.
its back to mugging.

man,
hopefully i didnt miss out alot today.
and was it really you who messaged to my house phone?
oh well,
it is or not,
thanks:D
it made me really happy,
but not medicine):
LOL.
anyway,
i knew you wouldnt ask how was i anyway,
maybe it was someone else who messaged?
i dunno.
i ask you to ask how was she,
you gladly did.
oh man,
im regretting letting you go for her.
cos when i really need you,
i cant tell you.
i want everything to fall in place,
but thats never gonna happen.
cos i doubt i have the chance to tell you how i feel.
well,
i feel totally miserable,
not cos im sick.
but cos i have been encouraging you to go for her.
but now im regretting it.
but regret what?
you will never like me anyway,
much less ask how am i.
forget it,
i cant ask too much.


&&YOU.
pls la,
so obvious you like him.
stop denying it la.
always call him,
ask him this and that.
dunno if its true.
who knows what did you do with him when i din go today.
cos someone saw you flirting with him at no end.
i aint jealous,
but if im around you wun do that.
hahaha,
im not being naive.
its your being such a liar.
whatever,
i seriously cant stand you anymore.
and that continuous laughter of yours?
so fake.
whatever,
i know its obviuos who im talking about.

Labels: i write sins not tragedies

105th post!:D
hahhaa,
i dont feel accomplished though.
two weeks since my 100th post:D
lol.
anyway,
today school was really boring.
oh well,
what to do?
its a norm thing.
LOL.
anyway,
today kate was sick.
hahaha,
me too:D
but i went school.
oh well,
missed her laughter!:D
hahahhaa,
yeapps.
today my throat hurt alot.
then everytime i laughed,
i would start coughing.
boohoo,
im sick.
):
hahhaa,
den today that someone, whoses shoe got stuck in school,
wore purple pink shoes!
hahahhaa,
interesting.
well,
it's still so funny when i think of friday.
ahaha.

today came back early!
ok,
like close to 4.
hahhaa,
slacked all the way:D
sat on that back massager.
:D
so shiok(:

hahahha,
then last night my sister managed toset up a spree website on lj.
haha,
and she didnt even know a line to separate paragraphs was a horizontal rule,
she showed me and asked if it was nice.
then i said
"horizontal rule right?"
she gave me a really sad look and like "fine la, i dunno"
hahahha,
finally i know something my sister doesnt:D
lol.

anyway,
though i had bad bad cough ytd,
i managed to eat pizza!
hahhaa,
cos my parents went out,
just the two of them.
while me and my sister slacked alot:D
hahhaa,
slackers club:D
then,
i was soooo bored i cooked scrambled egg.
waaaaay nicer then what i cooked a year ago:D
hahhaa,
then we were talking about what to eat when it started to rain.
then we both suddenly said pizza so yeah,
though we had to plead with my parents to let us order cos i was sick,
we had it in the ened and my parents came back just to eat it!:D
waited 1 hr 15 mins though,
but it was raining so i forgive them(:
hahhaa,
then we ate cheesy bites or something.
purely cheese everywhere!
i LOVE sarpino's:D
cheesy(:
hahaha,
im growing FAT.
as usual(:
hahaha,
oh well,
had a nice time ytd:D
hahhaa,
gotta go off now:D
byeee(:

grrrr,
today din manage to talk to you alot.
well,
except in class that is.
see la,
say pizza here pizza there,
now im sicker than ever!
hahaha,
dont forget your promise hor.
save up enough bring me go eat eat pizza:D
hahahahhaa,
and yes,
go ask her yourself.
why she didnt appear.
im not gonna tell you cos i will get questioned:D
but obviously smthn happened.
hahaha(:
im such a nice friend:D
lol,
oh well.
today totally missed out on studying,
everything!
wednesday,
i dont care.
i cant slack anymore:D
wednesday ohkays?
see you then(:

Labels: slackers club

grrrr,
i think im falling sick.
laughed waaaaaay too much this week,
i had a sore throat this morning and started coughing real bad in the afternoon.
now feeling a little feverish.
oh man,
cant afford to fall ill with EOYs around the corner.
but i think its better,
cos if i dont fall sick now i will fall sick later,
so why not fall sick now?
lol,
but i den dun wanna fall sick.
:D
ohkays,
im getting too random.
anyway,
today woke up reaaaaal late.
like,
11.30:D
den hurry ate lunch,
feeling sick already.
went for tuition and reached like 12.40,
was like the second there.
den was trying to sms halfway during class but,
managed one only.
lol,
so yeah.
later went to see houses and out of the three,
only one i realy liked.
its nice la,
i just dunno why my parents are so hesitant over everything.
its like,
at first say dont sell my old house yet sold,
now regret.
den wanted to but infiniti but parents this that so never buy,
then now regret too.
grrrr,
i hate seeing houses now.
so angry everytime its a horrible house.
whatever,
den went somewhere,
den came back.
oh well,
today was boring as usual.
grrrr,
hopefully i dont fall sick:D
i dont want to.

boring saturdays again,
especially when you din reply.
grrrr,
not gonna blame you ok?
and,
hoepfully i dont fall sick:D
got alot of studying to do.
yeapps,
another one(:
oh well,
if im really sick,
will you ever say anything?
or will you even care?
i dont think so,
maybe only a 'how are you' if i was sick for a day.
maybe,
maybe not.
oh whatever,
i just dont wanna fall sick and i guess you know the reason.

i hate coughs.
they always lead to fevers!
not fair):

i better go now, if not my dad's gonna shift the com outta my room.
all my sisters fault):

ohkays,
i shall post!:D
hahaha,
one whole week never post.
grrr,
lol.

TUESDAY
i forgot. hahhaa, oh well. as usual(:

WEDNESDAY
ahaha, after eating lunch, went mac go study study(: geeeeeeog! grrr, at least i studied once in the week. hahahha.
studied so hard, two hours!
hahaha,
i never thought i could accomplish that in my whole life:D
oh well,
started getting a sore throat from laughing all the time:D
especially this week!(:

THURSDAY
after shermaine, sherrill, aaron and derek went for council meeting, we went opposite to eat lunch.
grrr, and that vincent came along too,
to discuss model class award proposal,
but instead he ended up making chaos la.
and mr choy was right in front of us!
embarrassement(:
lol.

FRIDAY
which is today,
my lessons cancelled and postponed to sunday,
grrrr.
so went back late,
like almost seven then reached home:D
hahaha,
den went do art, den after that slacked abit,
joined sherrill, adelin, carissa, ivian, aaron, blah blah at chess tables there.
man,
we made a ruckus:D
hahahhaa,
hopefully no one gets caught cos someone lost a shoe cos of someone!
grrrr,
hopefully no one saw:D
hahhaa,
laugh until like mad,
gonna have a bad cough next few days.
oh well,
din get to study again!
hahhaa,
but two hours is actually alot,
i dun tink i can repeat that like more than twice a week.
lol,
oh well,
whatever.
den went back with adelin, sherrill and aaron.
but adelin alighted like,
two stops before us?
hahahha.
den sherrill went to take bus and i took train at clementi, then aaron crossed over to take bus.
oh well,
i missed the 33 anyway,
and i din wanna wait another 30 mins for 33,
which is way crowded at 6.15+ and too slow.
hahhaa,
oh well,
today was fun:D
ahhaha,
lost shoe case.
monday sure die.
hahahhaa,
hopefully not,
if not alot of ppl will get into trouble.
(:
yeapps,
thats about it.
this week wasnt that boring as i thought it would be with majority of ppl going home straight after school!
hahhaha,
oh well,
stayed back whole week again.
guess next week will stay back too,
cos i cant study at home with this damned machine here:D
distraction.
purely(:
hahahaha,
guess thats about it!
oh,
and im pissed today again.
well,
i dont wanna talk about it but i guess i have to?
whatever.
today was fun fun fun:D

& you.
come on,
do you have to keep doing what you always do to me?
and other ppl?
its not that i cant take it but its seriously childish.
always moving away,
trying to force me to the other side.
well,
it wun work ok.
go ahead and move to that side,
your always welcome to.
who said i wanted to move there?
and please,
its all cos of you being so childish or something now like the whole world knows.
oh well,
i know what you will say.
"turn around la, unless you have smthn to hide."
well,
i tell you.
i dont have anything to hide,
so you can tell the whole world,
since you like telling the world right?
yeah,
thats you i know.
tell la,
i have nothin to hide.
its like more like your trying to get back at me cos your feeling smthn.
maybe,
maybe not.
hahaa,
you can scold me naive la,
but think.
telling everyone doesnt make a difference.
im like so used to it so i thank you for making me immune,
but if you gotta tell,
dont do it in my face as you always do,
cos its freaking irritating and dun think you can always say
"what you talking ah, dont tell me? fine, dont tell dont tell!"
cos it doesnt always work.
no one will tell you so much,
and doesnt mean you know alot of what happened,
you can tell the whole world.
what ever,
im getting long winded.
in short,
you can tell whoever you like about those stuff,
i dont care cos i have nothing to hide. but please,
dont do it in my face,
and stop getting around the subject by trying to 'suan' me lor,
cos it doesnt work.
puh-lease,
its freaking childish and its just most likely you have smthn going on deeeeeep down.
grrr,
whatever,
i dun wanna waste my time talking so much about you.
scold me la,
not like i cant scold back.
its just i dunno what to scold you back cos there's nothing to say about you cos i've said whatever i wanna say,
here.
so go ahead,
continue scolding ppl,
i dun give a damn,
neither do i give a damn abt you telling everyone,
but just dont be so childish to tell everyone every single thing the moment you know.
and its not like i din wanna keep that thing a secret,
but you like ppl telling your secret meh?
oh,
you dont have any,
cos everyone knows it right?
cos you go around telling ppl alot of things.
oh crap,
i cant be bothered with you already.
or rather scolding you back.

hmm,
today was pretty ok.
for the first day of school for the last term or the year!:D
i dont know if i should be happy or not with EOYs so near):
grrrr,
its mugging time again.
gah.
oh well,
today was pretty fun,
especially after school:D
lol.
oh well,
was feeling really tired today cos last night slept past 12 i think.
stupid maths journal:DD
hahaha,
den wanted some ppl to print but i thought they sleeping):
grrrr,
anyway,
ytd went to the zooooo!:D
hahaha,
my second time in the year!
and some ppl were like why never ask me along.
too bad:D
hahah,
then saw a whole lot of different stuff this time:D
den went steamboat!
at bugis there.
huge spread!
i ended up taking platefuls of prawns, meatballs, abalone mushrooms, blahblah:D
grrrr,
ate so much.
but was hungry after dinner and dessert:D
yummy!
haha,
but shant go into detail):
its pretty late now so yeah.
lol.
today time passed really slowly except for science2nd period, surprisingly.
oh,
and maths and eng too:D
cos it wasnt as boring as i thought.
though maths i nearly died cos i din get anything ms ng was saying.
oh well,
after school ate late lunch like at 3.30,
den went clementi big bookshop!
with sherrill.
she ah,
buy so many stuff.
lol.
yeapps,
then i went home and wen i reached redhill den some stupid person went to call me.
some guy who called wrong number):
and talk like abeng lidat:D
den ltr i got another call.
i almost thought it was the same person.
luckily never scold anyone anything:D
hahah,
yeapps,
thats about it:D
gotta go!

hmm,
another day this week ok?
your fault my fault:D
your fault cos you never say,
my fault cos i never ask:D
oh well,
sorry.

haha,
and im getting addicted to facebook!:D
lol.
that was random.
hmm,
i forgot what i wanted to write.
oh well,
update probably tmr:D

&& you.
stop it ok.
so what if iwatched that movie,
its not nice just cos i watched it with certain ppl ok.
and even if you know alot,
you dun need to start talking about drinks and the movie in my face,
pretendin its smthn i dunno.
well,
its obvious cos it seems alot of ppl know now.
know what?
stop going around pretending you know everything that happened that day.
cos you dont,
and even if you do,
you dont have the rights to go around telling other ppl i felt the movie was nice cos of some ppl.
actually,
go ahead.
i have nothing to hide.
at the most i will just say shutup thats all.
i dont want anything to do with you since your so interested in who i watch movies with.
oh,
maybe your telling everyone cos you want everyone to know im something im not?
well,
i know your smthn you ARE:
miss-know-it-all.
yes,
you know everything but its all crap.
oh whatever,
i cant be bothered with ppl like you who go around telling ppl stuff about that day then now i have like 5 ppl coming up to me asking how was the show.
it was NICE and it had to do with what i watched not who i was with.
know something?
i dont know why do i even make an effort to look past all these,
cos now i cant.

ohkays,
if that wasnt true and i was really wrong about you,
sorry.
but anyway,
its pretty obvious you doing stuff you shouldnt.
yeah,
you may lecture well,
but i can you stuff you should change abt yourself better.
not that i am better,
but you have ALOT of stuff to change,
including your personality which is kinda fake to me.
cos no one can force laughs.
oh,
forget it.
i just want you to stop the crap and change ok?
you can scold me behind my back all you want if you know im talking about you,
but nothing will change my opinion abt you,
unless you change yourself.

i know its obvious la,
but im like freaking pissed now,
and since this half of the year,
especially.
oh well,
i was speaking my opinions out.
sorry if you cant take it,
and sorry if i was wrong abt you in saying all that.

hmm,
and i still dunno if i should change blogskin:D
a little tired of this skin.
hmm,
haha.
just a random post.
i guess i will not change:D
unless im reaaaaaally sick of this(:
oh well,
byeee.
may post again later at night:D
having cell at my house later!
yay(:

Labels: blogskins

hmph.
i know today is saturday.
yeapps,
and this is the 100th post.
but its cos on thurs out of all days,
the monitor blew on me!
and my sister,
while she was using it,
and the most ironic thing was that her com spoiled too.
but pretty long ago,
like few weeks ago:D
anyway,
now im using the new monitor we bought today:D
haha.
i fixed it up in 15 mins flat:D
hahhahaa.
anyway,
the screen is freaking wide,
then like my eyes are not used to it,
all that crap la.
grrr,
im getting random again(:
hahha.
ohkays,
anyway having the 100th post on friday wasnt a gd idea anyway,
cos even if the com worked fine on fri,
i wudnt have time:D
oh well,
i shall stop ranting random stuff and talk abt ytd:D
lol.

anyway,
yesterday was really fun.
supposed to meet kate at her block then go together to ailin's house but she forgot to tell me she had tuition somewhere else,
so i went by myself,
but not before going to school to locker:D
thankfully din meet anyone i knew like in 1E
haha,
cos i was wearing pink!
den some stupid person said its a shock that im wearing pink):
hmm,
its not gay ok:D
its one of my favourite tops(:
lol.
anyway,
we were like doing maths project,
then finish then like hung around for one plus hour since my fren din wanna reply me,
den ailin locked out my phone so i cudnt do anything,
but around 2+ we finally left the place,
den i kinda gave up waiting for my friend we decided to meet at vivo at like 350,
so i went home den dashed out.
though it made no difference:D
hahaha.
yeapps,
so i reached like 3.56:D
den hurry bought tickets for a 4.20 show.
no reservations(:
really nice show.
haha,
den about 4.45 den my fren came,
so we went in and like the movie just started,
and it was nice,
but not much laughing points la,
but so much smooching i cudnt help but laugh.
oh well,
typical.
and the movie had such a 'pure coincidence' of names..
oh man.
hahaha,
only my fren would get it:DD
lol.
oh well,
den dashed off to church.
but ended up waiting soooo long,
yeah.
den the bus was kinda crowded so we went up.
den had to go all the way to the back><
grrr,
then we sat down and talked:D
haha,
me actually.
talked sooo much:D
hahhaa.
rollercoaster!(:
rmb:D
hahaha,
yeapps,
den later wanted to get off got this huge group or rv guys like talking to each other from different seats,
like one cluster,
so i just stood there den they all siam:D
sweet(:
hahah,
oh well,
den my fren happily went home to eat:D
hahaha,
and guess what.
i skipped lunch and dinner:D
only like 8+ den i felt hungry
and i had like so little brekkie:D
hahaa,
but ytd was fuuuun.
oh well,
gotta go:D
byeee.

i loved ytd.
really alot.
thanks:D
and and,
dun forget the rollercoasters:D
haha.
i cant believe you wanted to puke too.
hmm,
oh well.
natural huh:D
hahha.
oh well,
and i din expect you would sit next to me.
oh well,
it was really nice ytd,
and i have you to thank:D
considering you still were so nice though i gave you soo much trouble:D
oh well,
thanks,
i really loved ytd.
and i hope it will repeat itself again an again,
and each time it gets better.
thank you,
though i still wanna know why you agreeded you go out(:
hahah.
oh well,
thanks:D

Labels: fridays again., new monitor

man,
im feeling really really horrible.
im like using the comp again!
grrr,
at least i did two of the holiday hw on monday..
grrr.
i told myself i must not slack!
and yet im here,
slacking.
grrrrrrrr,
im so fed up.
gah.

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edited
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im so happy with myself!
in 30 mins i finished maths!:D
and i thought it was haaard:D
hahaha.
anyway,
im pretty happy that i managed to do maths undisturbed:D
i guess im going out with my sister to tiong soon.
just to chill:D
hahaha.
grrrrr,
wanna change skin so badly:D
haha,
now i have the chance.
but pleaseeee dont say i copied or anything.
cos there are millions of ppl who may use the same skin right?
oh well,
lol(:
anyway,
i guess tonight i will try to do book review.
at least two more hw if i dont do book review:D
ahaha.
randomness again.
grrrr,
im bored:D
and i feel like taking neoprints again!
:D
though i know my sister is not that type(:
lol.
gah,
im boredddd.
grrrr,
oh well,
guess i wont update tmr:D
saving the 100th post for fridaaaaaay(:

uhhuh,
your not talking to me again.
sheesh(:

oh well,
im gonna change blogskin i guess.
hopefully no one says i copy:D
but actually,
i still love this pink skin alot.
just getting sick of it.
grrrr.

ohkays,
this is sooooo bad.
but at least,
for now,
tomorrow or thursday no need to blog:D
maybe tomorrow i wont blog.
really gotta concentrate!):
this is soooo bad.
and im missing some stuff already.
grrrrrr.

did you tell her did you?
haha,
you realy should.
before you lose her.
lol.
just keep talking to me ohkays.
im gonna lose all concentration once you stop talking to me.
grrrr,
this sucks(:

Labels: 98th post

grrr,
im STILL not going offline.
uh-oh.
im so dead.
if i dont mug till six,
i really cannot do anything else tomorrow except mug till i fall asleep:D
lol(:
ohkays,
im gonna check on friendster and off i go.
grrr,
someone smack me.

95th post!
im not being crazy or anything,
but anyway,
i just cannot concentrate!!!
i didnt even touch a single book so far even though i promised myself i will study at 3!
fine,
i shall study at 3.30.
so if i dont,
i will smack me:D
lol.
gah,
never knew today was so boring.
no one to talk to at all!
no one online,
ppl i sms dont respond.
grrrrr,
i cant take it.
i dont think i can ever mug seriously):
im that kind of dun wanna study person.
but i gotta get top 10!
in class will do:D
i sooooo want a laptop(:
haha,
i admit im spoilt.
cos i like stuff all expensive and niceeee
i dont know what's wrong with mee!
oh well,
:D
i love expensive stufff.
there,
thats my weakness(:
oh well,
another thing.
i wanna hit 100 posts by friday.
as in,
100th post ON friday:D
so i can blog abt my woooooondeeeeerful holiday:D
lol.
now's the 95th..
er.
tmr: 96, 97.
thurs: 98, 99.
friday: 100th!:D
hopefully.
haha.
or maybe 99th and 100th on friday.
oh well,
im being soooo random again(:
lol.
oh well,
five more minutes till mugging time.
serious mugging for two hours!
but i still can use comp:D
that stupid geog worksheet.
grrrrrr,
and the only niceee blogskin i can find is being used by someone le.
so probably when that person change i will change:D
haha.
not trying to copy,
but im sick of this blogskin and nothing else nice i can find.
grrrrr,
and i so wanna go shopping.
baaaah.
what is wrong with me?):
ok,
all i want is a stuffed toy pig:D
lol.
im being really random again.
ohkays,
better stop:DDD
lol.
stop,
rest,
and mug:D

uh-huh.
nice lie huh.
joking that you were the first.
see la,
i knew it.
sure got ppl at his house one.
see,
now i said smthn wrongly and its all my fault):
boo.
i feel miserable.
talk to me,
please.

oh well,
94th post:D
today's such a boring day:D
this whole morning slack slack.
realised alot of txtbooks i din bring back.
grrrrrr,
how to study?!
supposed to mug like these three days,den friday can go out.
gah,
hope i can finish all my homework by thurs.
then thurs can slack more(:
anyway,
friday im going ailin's house do project.
maths.
boo,
maths also can have project la.
:D
i miss lessons!):
i rather sit in class then mug at home.
watching movies even better:DD
lol.
oh well,
what can i do at home also.
finish homework only can slack,
never mug la.
ytd just browse through my science sec 2 txtbk.
learn what..
nothing.
so i grabbed my science notebook.
grrrrr,
and it sucked.
i stare at it for 45mins already cannot take it.
well,
at least 45 mins better than a minute lesser i guess.
lol(:
oh well,
just gotta have the heart to mug,
then friday can go out!
cant wait:DDDDDD
haha,
i wanna go toysrus.
grrrr,
i so want that rose:D
hahaha.
nvm,
cos no one will but it for meee.
hopefully someone will(:
haish,
nothing much.
just that m1 is so..
bad.
my phone vibrated at two in the morning today,
den i heardit so woke up.
saw message,
den hurry check what time it came in.
22.56pm.
wth!
it came in late by FOUR hours!
grrrrrrr,
so half awake half sleeping,
i anyhow typed a few words and sent and went back to sleep.
it was like nine plus in the morning that i realised i smsed that person crap.
grrrrr,
so had to send another sms say pai seh):
waste my sms:DD
hahahaahhaa.
but that person was nice enough to say what i smsed at two made sense.
it did in terms of proper english,
but i seriously dunno why i typed smthn lame><
hahaha.
but now i know i can type sms while half asleep(:
niceeeee:D
lol.
yeapps,
thats about it for today,
probably will update later.
if anything niceee or interesting happens:D
<33!

im starting to miss school.
not cos of teachers,
but cos of you.
oh well,
sorry for that blur blur smses:D
cos i really am blur right.
if not you wouldnt catch that blur bug from me:D
oh well,
thanks for being niceee(:
and i miss you so:D

forgot to post yesterday.
oh well,
cant exactly remember what happened the past few days,
except i went out with eunice and jolenda!
and as usual,
jolenda always has smthn on so she left just like 20 mins into the movie.
grrrr,
anyway,
i posted about the movie already right?
oh well,
now holidays started means mugging time.
i really gotta study like crazy,
and hopefully friday i can go out and do project!:D
only a few ppl know my plans..
:DD
lol.
yeahs,
i guess there's nothin much to post.
no photos, nothing.
gah.
loves.

why friday out of all days?
it cant be that random.
but i guess friday it is,
cos like i can always say to celebrate five days of mugging,
im gonna watch movie after project,
right?
hopefully everything works out,
cos i so badly wanna see you.
at least once.
gah,
and i know its my fault that we're holding up all these plans for movie and everything,
and im sorry.
just hope my parents will let me go,
if not no money to watch even if i managed to sneak out of the house.
oh well,
unless you'll pay for me?:D
but its just my fault im holding everything up..
sorry.
but just hope when friday comes,
its all ok:D

dang:D
today was fun!
woke up real late,
like 11.07!:D
haha,
i still can rmb the time.
yeapps,
den hurry ate lunch,
den left for tuition.
bleahhs.
tuition really sucked.
so boring.
just talking about jokes.
only like 2 out of 6 were funny.
like,
so many sarcastic laughs.
grrr,
i hate chinese!
oh well,
then after that went bugis nike for spree!
but it so wasnt spree.
cos there were only three things i wanted:
bottle, jacket and THAT nike bag><
grrr,
everyone thought that bag was too big.
oh well,
whatever i like sure at least 3 ppl dun like.
namely,
sister, mother and dad.
thats three against one!):
oh well,
i din get the jacket and bottle anyways.
jacket,
just trying to find nice one la:D
anyway,
after that went to eat a little bit and headed for youth!
so long haven been in youth,
finally back!:D
we watched 'facing the giants',
but before that they warned us it could be really emotional,
but i didnt cry.
i almost did,
cos it was really emotional when the guy's wife told him she was pregnant after trying for four years,
and it was really a miracle cos the guy had problems thats why for four years they couldnt have a baby.
oh well,
it was a nice show.
and it really showed how prayer could work in dire situations and believing and havin faith was that important.
it was a really nice show and i felt it kinda struck me i should start praying alot more now.
i havent been a really good christian and its time i change!
:D
haha,
thinking about the movie makes me wanna cry especially some parts so i better think about other stuff!:D
then,
after the movie i made a dash for the bus stop as it was already past 8!):
luckily,
after i plugged in my ipod then the bus came:D
if not i surely had to wait till 8.30 before 33 comes><
yeapps,
den i went to buy bubble tea since i wanted and so did my aunty
but i kinda realised there was this guy like standing around lookin in my direction.
i didnt think anything was wrong so i just walked and crossed the road.
den i kinda felt someone behind,
so i started walking faster.
and it turns out the guy was kinda following me!
cos to test, i kinda pretended to stop to adjust my earphones and he stopped too.
freeeeeeaky:DD
haha,
but when i got nearer to my block,
he was the only one around and was behing me,
so i was so freaked out,
i quickly walked down the path leading to the playground below my block and luckily,
he turned left while i turned right.
so scary!
oh well,
its over but i know next time i can always call ppl and scream!:DD
haha,
i got permission(:
oh well,
the movie was fun.
so slack!
watch and ate chips and chocolates!
man,
im growing fat!(:
who said i dont eat alot?:DD

uh-huh,
yeapps,
thanks for being concerned,
but im fine.
luckily it wasnt some lethal guy with a weapon:D
and thanks for giving me permission to call and scream if it ever happens again!:D
your nice.
and not fat:DD
lol.
dont need to be overprotective,
cos i will call only if i need too(:
but thanks anyway,
cos that was a freaky experience:D
but dont go around bashing ppl up:D
it maybe you ohkays(:

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