Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

decadence


ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Thursday, January 31, 2008
8:54 PM

just a really short one on tuesday!

left school around..
2.45?
:D
left all our bags in school and headed for KAP.

there was..
aaron, reuben, some sec one guy, xing jie and jeffery?
yeah.
only girl D:
hoho.
but all the guys were nice guys,
so i didn't get bullied.
heh:D

anyway,
with the guys carrying two super heavy guitar cases,
we took 74 to ngee ann poly,
then took 75 to some place.
walked towards courts when we realised we were going in the wrong direction!
:D
walked the other way and ended up walking such a loooooong distance.
some guys walked pretty fast though.
i just slacked and walked normally(:
then at first we almost reached the place when reuben or don't know who said it was the other side.
so we walked past this special school and it started drizzling heavily.
then jeffery said we were actually going in the right direction!
sheeeeesh.
if we had walked further down earlier on,
we would have reached.
heh:D
so we wasted like,
half an hour?
we got lost,
yes D:

so we like went in this pretty small room,
but it was super duper cool!
had all the amps and everything,
was really nice(:
then the guys went to plug in their guitars and started playing nonsense(:
hahahha.
then we had practice for hosanna.
sheeeesh,
i went a bit off(:
heh.
but the guys were really nice and didn't care(:
hahahahha:D
they made me sing three times,
and three times i went off i think.
hohoho(:
then aaron was supposed to sing the second song cos i think it's a guy song?
then he was like,
mumbling.
we had to shove the mike in his face:D
hahhahaha(:

it was super fun,
laughed alot(:
they're just a bunch of nice but spastic gays:D
well,
some(:

oh well,
there's actually more to tuesday,
but i gotta stop here(:
will continue tmr!

and going out with deborah is LOVE :D
thanks deborah!
though i didn't let you treat me to lunch:D
heh.
that 80-20 percent thingy.
nahhh.
i hate owing you money(:
birthday lunch can be another time yeah?
:D
thank you for going out with me today!

and something happened while i was eating lunch.
made me supeeeeeeeer pissed.
hohoho.
It's not over tonight,
Just give me one more chance to make it right

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
9:43 PM

life's just super unfair.
well,
that was last year.

this year,
it's been looking rather good(:
all those nugdes,
stupid jokes about that video,
stupid talk,
just made my day.

and that's all i'm here to say.

everything rhymes,
doesn't it?
wasn't intentional:D

hiatus till friday i guess.
will talk about tuesday more then(:

and tomorrow's half day!
wheeeee :D

Sunday, January 27, 2008
8:35 PM

i know i haven't been blogging alot,
but i've really no time!
my grandmother likes to sleep super early,
don't know why.

anyway,
about the skinny jeans..
ermm,
i think i can only start 'collecting' orders from tuesday onwards,
but if you're interested,
let me know first(:
it's $25 a pair,
jeans comes only in black or white.
my sister aren't getting the coloured ones,
so yeah(:
i think i can wear a size 26.
the material's pretty stretchy so try to get one that is like a little tight but yet just nice(:
cos my sister wore 27 for three days now and it's getting loose(:
so yupps.
rough gauge on the size(:

alright,
gotta go.
boooooooohooooo.
lol.
:D
toodles(:

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Friday, January 25, 2008
10:10 PM

today was great.
seriously!
how i wish it's go on forever.
sighhhh:D

gotta go right now(:
might try to use my sister's laptop(:
toodles:D

Thursday, January 24, 2008
6:32 PM

just a super duper quick shoutout and tag replies! :D
realised i haven't been replying very often :D
tags, i mean (:

tag replies!

faye: FAYE! :D

rebecca: REBECCA LAU :D heh.

celine: LOL, why cannot keep sheesh-ing? :D and so what if i talk alot? :D hmmm, yeah, my tagboard's dead, might as well people spam(: and it seems like you and mark are going to start a convo on my tagboard:D heh. go ahead, the tagboard's dead! :D

mark: hahaha, when one fine day you're not feeling lazy, spam all you like (:

pamie: LOL, i'm only going to use your hairband on weekends and till my short strands of hair grows longer! :D and my fringe's not the problem:D

alright,
just a shoutout:

my sister's ordering skinny jeans,
and they're going at $25 a pair! :D
only comes in black and white.
other colours are more expensive,
but my sister's not ordering coloured ones:D
so if anyone wants,
please please sms me by tonight!
interested but don't have my number,
go ask around :D
i'm only gonna entertain people i know (:
(oh, and please state how many you want:D more details in later posts.)
if you want them,
tell me by 11pm tonight(:

hahahha:D
that's all!
i doubt many people want skinny jeans now but whatever.
i'm getting a pair myself i guess anyway:D
it's jeans.
just that it's skinny :D

and i know it's a bit rush to try to have people confirm orders by tonight,
but i had no time to post about the jeans DD:
sighh.

alright,
gotta go shower and do history.
it totally sucks.
so hard to find the answers,
and the exercise is worth so little marks.
sigh!
dental tomorrow:D
i already know what colours i want,
i think :D
provided they match!
:D
and after this dental, deborah and i are going to put same colours again.
heh.
i think my dentist will want to kill me.
i'll be putting two colours everytime i see for three times in a row.
hoho,
if you included the deborah and i planned matching colours :D

Had my heart on lockdown,
And then you turned me around

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
10:32 PM

just now was really great.
made me feel like how i felt just last year.
sighhh.
i can't wait for the weekend.

going out to buy presents with deborah tmr!

and HIATUS till friday or something :D
heh(:

Monday, January 21, 2008
9:44 PM

sheeeeeesh,
today had such a bad headache i think i might collapse anytime?
:D

anyway,
today you can say i'm a tiny bit emo :D
but not for the wrong reasons though.
ahha.
and my fringe looks better when i tie up my hair.
in general,
my hair poofs up at the back cos my hair's too layered.
sheeeesh,
stupid.
looks like i'm going to use hairband for now till my hair grows longer:D
sighhh.
now i love tying my hair up(:
wish my fringe could be shorter.
won't get caught that easily:D
cos i look weird pinning all my fringe up :O
you can say i'm just conscious about my fringe(:

sighhh,
this week looks set to be a busy one.
so i might just hiatus without notice(:
tuition tmr!
i had better not get a headache again.
i'm so freaked out it's some growth damaging my brain :D

everytime i see one of you,
i feel so happy.
when i see the other,
i feel even happier but yet guilty.
why can't my mind just be made up fast??

There's a part of me that's dead and in the ground
This love is killing me

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Saturday, January 19, 2008
10:04 PM

i cut my hair! :D
though it's like super heavily layered,
so my hair might look ahlian-ish,
but not that i wanted it.
i was like,
auntie, layer abit more than last time.
and she layer so much :O
but whatever,
i still can tie up without using more than 5 clips i think :D
it's pretty alright.
not like some people who layer till the extreme :D

youth alpha was fun :D
after that was better(:
celine, mark and i were like talking till no end(:
sheeeesh,
wish i was older.
and stay out longer(:
sweeter 14 is around the corner though :D
heh(:

alright,
nothing much to post about.
gotta go offline now too DDD:
sigh! :D
bye for today then(:

new billing month starting at midnight!
but i exceeded my smses anyway.
so ready to die DDD:
but not so bad as that time i sms-ed 1156 when i had only 300 free:D
what crap am i talking?
i'm on a high! :D

oh,
and deborah the ULTRA SUPER DUPER DROP DEAD GORGEOUS is so sweeeeet :D

Under cover staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

Friday, January 18, 2008
9:13 PM

I'M BACK :D

sighh.
you can say i'm a bit emo today DDDD:
saw two people i didn't really want to see.
one i have to everyday,
the other,
might be chance(:
but whatever it is,
i'm feeling soooooo depressed.
ytd after going allinda's house for project,
had a huge headache and wasn't feeling well.
no one to go home with meeeee DDDD:
sigh!

today was sooooooo bad.
sleepy and everything.
missed PE cos had a bad stomachache.
since ytd!
DDDD:
luckily i missed it though(:
class had to run 5 rounds around the track,
after each round do 30 sit ups and push ups.
of course many cheated :D
heh.
and i was busy screaming jiayou:D

sighhhhhh.
choir sucked today D:
stomachache again!
then that stupid meaningless desh song,
so hard!
sighhh.
but must perservere:D

oh welll,
forgot to bring back maths txtbook.
arghhhhh.
my brain's shrinking.
forgetting everything!
and the maths teacher is super mean.
purposely set the question in such a way that no one will get 20/20 for class test.
how bad can that get?
sighhh.

i totally hate school nowadays.
so stressful.
and my dad's pissing me off again DDD:
sheeeeeeesh.
i thought fridays were the best for me.
but it's becoming the worst this year.
heeeeeelp!
DDD:

and today,
i went high.
really.
after choir :D

i was so happy seeing both of you.
sigh.

I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel, when i think about you.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
10:17 PM

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh!
sec two's hectic.
crazy la.
no time to blog DDDD:
so,

HIATUS TILL WEEKEND :D

bye then(:

Sunday, January 13, 2008
9:54 PM

sheeeeesh,
three days since i blogged!
sorry deborah:D

sighh,
it's been pretty hectic nowadays.
sec two is really not easy.
hopefully i'll still do well despite the stress! :D

sighhh,
i don't want to go emo.
i'm becoming so restless and thinking super lot.
booooooooo D:
this sucks.
whatever,
i'll just let the world go by for now:D

alright,
tag replies,
though there's only one..

tag replies!

eleanor: hello there! super shocked you managed to find my blog:D dione i guess? hahaha.

Thursday, January 10, 2008
8:45 PM

i do feel hurt,
i do feel sad whenever i just talk about both of you.
it's just that it's all hidden,
not for you to see nor know.

sighhh,
life's just so hard to lead.
why can't my life be soooo carefree i couldn't care less about ah lians, irritating people and being inbetween two people?
it's just so unfair.
it's second time totally unlucky and i'm regretting every single thing i said...


6:59 PM

sheeeeesh,
i miss blogging(:
decided from next week onwards,
i might go MIA till end jan?
:D
trying to catch up with sec two stuff first(:
but anyway,
i might once in a while blog(:
let's just see how(:

anyway,
i realised i didn't reply tags for really long le!
lazy i guess:D
shall reply them,
later(:
heh(:

well,
today went with dione and eleanor to accompany allinda to dental.
went macs after her dental and talked super long!
ahahha(:
basically dione and eleanor.
both so angry at the end of the day(:
spent super much today.
grrrrrr DD:
whatever,
i'm broke all the time anyway!
like,
super broke.
but sat,
hohoh.
hello money! :D
but still,
i have to pay my dad $75 and my mum $17?!
one for shopping with celine,
the other for don't know what.
DDDDD:
whatever,
i still have money,
that's the whole point.
and i'm going to put 55% in the bank(:
haha!
not much i think.

anyway,
ytd went anchorpoint with deborah!
sad TCC wasn't open.
but i was broke anyway:D
so we went KFC,
and the limited chicken parts sign was still there.
hoho.
realised i forgot to buy uniform and put the science form in the pigeon hole so had to go back amidst the light rain DD:
sorry deborah! :D
anyway,
bought bubble tea to school from anchorpoint,
and when we got to the canteen,
i saw bubble tea everywhere,
i felt like puking D:
hohoh,
i guess cos it didn't have the same quality as the redhill one:D
hung around my locker after that and we both had such a silly but super serious conversation:D
deborah,
don't you tell:D
it's our secret(:
lol,
then bus-ed home with her since kate was still playing with the netball people.
was fun!
ahaha,
deborah the super duper deee whooper drop dead gorgeous girl! :D

alright,
i know i blogged alot.
two days away from my blog and i've so much to type here!
shall just reply tags and go off(:

tag replies! :D

sarah-ann: hellooooooo sarah! yeah, thanks so much(: love you loads too!

xi yun: hey there(:

deborah (the super duper dee whooper drop dead gorgeous girl :D): nahh, my photog skills aren't that good. got it off my youth minisry's blog(: someone took it. pretty huh? :D ahaha, i look weird! :D and you're more gorgeous. don't argue((:

ada: hello there. yeeees, i still can rmb. $3. super kiasu leh you. :D don't worry, i'll treat you asap(: when i'm NOT broke:D but i'll eat with you. hoho:D

yupps,
that's it(:
sighhh,
i suddenly feel like crying.
i miss my maid soooo much!
though i'm getting used to her not being around le.
sighh.
also feel like crying about another thing.
i feel so.. so..
such a.. third party?
i always regret what i say and end up losing someone.
crap,
this post is getting emo and loooong!
i'll just keep my reasons for crying to myself(:
no one but me, myself and I shall know:D
but for some reason,
i think deborah will be the first to know(:

Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008
6:38 PM

hello there!
:D
haven't been blogging for a few days now, but anyway,
i'll just let you all see some pictures(:
let them 'talk'.
hoho!
lazy to type(:
























hahaha,
i know we look retarded,
especially me!
but we were highhh(:
yupps,
that's about all(:
toodles!

Saturday, January 05, 2008
11:11 PM

hey there(:
today was really saddening for me,
but whatever.

woke up around 630,
left house at 725.
reached airport around 7.45,
then went to check in.
realised that my maid's luggage exceeded by around..
15kg?
oh my,
$16 for a kg!
DDDD:
had to pay though,
didn't want her to ship it over or pass to someone to bring home.
so yeah.
then said goodbye to her,
and then i couldn't stop crying.
cried so much.
even now as i'm blogging i also feel like crying.
seeing the empty cupboard,
basically nothing left behind,
i feel so empty,
so,
sad too.
afterall she's been with my family ever since i was born,
so anyone can imagine the attachment i have to her.
just pray hard she decides to come back here.
i'm going to miss her so so much.
hope she remembers our phone numbers and to put that '+65' before our numbers,
if not we'll never have her phone number nor address.
i already miss her super duper whooper dee duper much!
i'm so used to shouting her name everyday,
just for water or anything else.
going to miss all these things.
got to get adjusted.
sighhh.

on a lighter note,
yesterday's choir turned out to be a briefing?
yeah,
and we were given a brief outlin for 2008.
going to be performing at total defence day opening and closing ceremony,
and also chinese new year @ esplanade!
the outside DD:
oh well,
then there's 120th thanksgiving ceremony for the school,
slovakia competition,
etc.
super busy!
:D

well,
after that,
the clique hung around for awhile,
then rebecca, yee wei, deborah and i decided to go 3rd floor to 'remember' how we always hung around the 3rd floor,
and then we started getting high!
started taking jumping pictures,
and after around 6 attempts,
we nailed it(:
not too clear though.
then decided to do a 'choir <3' thingy.
super fun lying on the floor,
jumping around,
being spastic people.
etc etc.
it was so so fun and i couldn't ask for more!
thanks, you three lovely girls(:

FREEEEEEEEAK!
i was trying to do something and blogger deleted half of my originally typed finished post.
WTH!
and i typed sooooo much.
whatever.

after that,
we went to 1st floor.
chatted till no end,
then mark came to say hi and dragged me away?
to show me a sms.
hilarious, the way he interpreted it.

yeah,
then reached home around 7.
dinner was yummy,
maybe cos it was the last dinner with my maid and she cooked it.
sighh,
i miss her a darn lot.
hope i don't suddenly cry while thinking of her!
i'll just try to think of it as she's away on a long long vacation..

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong

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Thursday, January 03, 2008
6:39 PM

alright,
i'm back blogging! :D
but not a really short nor long post,
so yeah(:

anyway,
first day of school was super suay,
as i mentioned.
school was alright,
but after lessons was seriously havoc.
the minute i turned on my phone i got a call,
from deborah as it turned out.
then i pick it it cut off,
so i tried calling back again.
turns out my phone couldn't receive sms nor send out,
receive calls nor call out.
guess it was cos of the call?
then had to 'restart' my phone around 3 times before it could work properly.
then,
was with deborah at the bus stop waiting for 33 to go ikea,
then i suddenly realised i left something in the locker!
so we were like,
procrastinating then 33 came.
arghhhh!
went back in the end,
had to D:
then came out.
decided 14 could drop us at safra behind ikea so we waited till it came.
got on and looked behind,
lo and behold,
33 was behind.
arghhhhh!
super duper whooper guwala swooper suay!
lfthvkfgnvlkfja DDD:
then walked to ikea,
got our food and then,
deborah's tie touched her salmon sauce!
DDDD:
danggggg,
really suay!
sighh.

anyway,
after having lunch there,
we went tiong to get my stationery and deborah's stuff too.
train-ed home since i had to rush home to do FCYD.
((:

yeah,
that's about it.
sheesh.
and i want to complain about today!
DD:
maths teacher did attire check first thing when she saw us,
literature was boring boring boring,
chinese totally sucked.
but at least there was still ADP and science!
mrs ho is super funny,
go her class must take out shoes.
ahahaha(:
cleanliness i guess? :D
then mr lee ym was super duper funny.
finally 2E laughed so much for a day.
i miss 1E super much!
like,
every single lesson every teacher makes us laugh.
as in,
either they told jokes or something,
not something some new teachers try to make jokes out of.
sighhh,
i totally miss 1E!
super much D:
sighh.

alright,
have to get ready to go out for dinner.
crystal jade la mian xiao long bao!
oh my crap,
delumpcious(:
ahahhaa:D
no such word i know.
alright,
toodles for now(:

oh,
no time to update tmr!
choir till six.
sighh.
outing with choir clique might happen though! :D

You tell me that you need me,
then you go and cut me down

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
6:55 PM

oh my,
today after school super duper suay! :D
shall elborate more next time,
mum coming back soon!

well,
today was first day of school.
feels weird being sec two.
people still think they're sec ones!
2007 was super fast.
oh well,
now school has started,
might not blog as often as 5 days a week,
but maybe once or twice,
depending if i can :D

oh well,
gotta go!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008
9:45 PM

this will be reeeeeeealy quick.
have to go off in about 10 mins.
sleeping at ten.
D:
sigh.
today's new year yet it's all ruined cos school's tomorrow!
i heard alot of people are skipping their textbooks though :D
oh well,
today went out shopping with my sister.
got my maid a guess bag.
ho,
since she's leaving.
hope i won't miss her soooooo much (:

oh well,
walked so much till super tired.
sigh.
i think i'm skipping the textbooks.
or maybe just bring maths and history.
can i just don't bring anything?
:D
oh well,
shall stop here.
moody cos school's starting.
heh,
have much more homework left though(:
whatever,
tmr shall be slack day!
alright,
bye then(:

argh,
now another person knows.
how long can i hold it from you?
booooooo.
i hate being stuck between.
D:

There's a reason why they say that we should give it time,
But time is not enough

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