ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


♥ada
♥adelin
♥ailin, jessica
♥al-emporio
♥allinda
♥allison tan

♥brendan

♥celine
♥celine, jessica
♥chatterhoax
♥chin ngee

♥deborah
♥dione

♥elisse
♥elle
♥esther
♥eunice
♥eunice, celine

♥faye
♥fenny

♥huiling

♥jessica
♥jianping
♥jolenda
♥jolenda2
♥juniper

♥kaixin
♥kimberley kiew
♥kimberly choo

♥laozhabor
♥leonard
♥lincoln

♥meiying
♥minxian

♥natalia
♥natalia, sarah
♥nicole wong
♥noelle

♥pamela
♥petros

♥rebecca
♥rebecca lau
♥richelle
♥ruijun

♥sarah-ann
♥sofia
♥soh&low

♥vanessa

♥wallic
♥wing sze

♥xiaxue
♥xi yun
♥xing yi
♥xiuwen
♥xiu yun

♥yee wei
♥yukling

♥zoey

♥6c '06
♥6D '06
♥6g '06


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picture: sugarskinned
editing: mich..elle!♥

Last edited:
Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

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alright deborah,
time for you to check out this one:D
click!
hahaa:D
communication portals!
yay(:
credits to:
deborah(:
btw,
its locked(:
hahah!

heehee(: oh crap.
my dad says he's down with a flu so cannot play tennis.
what kind of reason is that?
sighh.
i was really looking forward to it.
goodness,
why must bad stuff come at this time?
sighh.
oh well.
let me continue my previous post then.
haha, alrightttt.
hmm,
yeah.
so i was kind of happy im not going to drop class!
cos of my chinese:D
haha,
yeah.
anyway,
i just realised i have tons of holiday hw:D
all not touched yet.
and i cant find the packing list for the camp!
sighh.
ok,
three things to note:
$30, bible and..
what was the last one?
oops:D
hahaha.
gotta call to find out:D
hahah.
so STM la D:
sigh.
i think this month i really will exceed my smses again D:
to think i could try control this month's one.
couldnt i guess:D
one and half weeks i sms like..
428!
grrr.
im so so dead.
sighh.
whatever,
i dont think im going to blog anymore.
kind of in a bad mood after knowing i cant play tennis today.
arghh.
D:
hohoho.
oh!
hp charger.
no wonder:D
hahaha,
so its $30, hp charger and.
bible!
(:
haha.
sorry, out of the blue got a reply so i just had to remind myself.
now just where did that packing list go...
:D

oh boy oh boy,
i really wished so hard everything would fall into place.
and some pieces are starting to.
oh crap,
no way im giving up now.
no way!
not even the vermonster i shall eat one day.
hoho.
im seriously such a pig
maybe its time to get the whole class to go.
two bucks per person,
and about 1/2 a scoop per person,
there's no way you'll be fat.
hmph.

to deborah:

when i update that blog i will put 'updated' as the label in my posts alright? :D ahha! and tag there if you need to!(:

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today slacked so much!
:D
hahah.
anyway,
class listings were posted i guess around five, since i went to check around 4.50 and they werent up -.-
anyway,
im still in 2e,
and some people have gone out.
and,
thankfully vincent.
hahah!
i feel mean:D
hmm,
anyway,
there are some people who are in 2e next year and i hope they will really make the class more lively.
its pretty boring being quiet all the time:D
haha!
(:
anyway,
there are some people in which i dont really like but anyway,
maybe i have a misperception thing or something:D
hahah.
yeah,
guess quite a few people aren't happy about which class they had been posted to,
but i hope you guys will take it as another obstacle in life and go with the flow!
haha:D
im sure everyone will do well.
concentrate more on yourself than others.
and by that i mean dont care what other people get for their results,
just care abou yours more alright?
:D
hahah.
sarah,
dont worry!
you will do just fine.
deborah,
i guess 2a sounds super fun to you already!
haha.
hope you have a great time there(:
yupps,
and to others who have 'shifted' class,
dont feel sad or anything,
if you are,
but just know that maybe its God's plans and just enjoy the rest of the year with your 2007 class alright?
:D
haha.
sigh.
some stupid person im talking to is making me laugh so hard!
haha,
and now i cant blog:D
hohho.
tata!(:
shall blog later if i can:D
hahah!
going for tennis soon.
hohoh.
toodles(:

:DD
and i didnt eat vermonster!
hahhaa:D
no way im gonna spend 88 bucks:D
hoho.
i have a feeling everything's falling into place again.


decided to blog,
just to keep the record going.
sighh.
seems like alot of people have alot of stuff going on right now.
all the problems,
and that includes me!
mine is more of friendship:D
sighh.
had to tell my korr everything today.
just had to let it all out,
cos i could not take it anymore.
but,
im not gonna type anything about it here.
lest something starts again,
but anyway:D
today woke up feeling super tired and super bored.
and realised its the wax thats been preventing me from anymore cuts from my braces.
but anyway,
i just had to keep moving my mouth and i was fine.
hmm,
yeah,
anyway,
watched some martha steward show and decided i was super bored so went to cook an omelette.
and surprisingly,
it was super duper yummy!
haha:D
i dont know why either.
it just tasted great.
thats all(:
oh well,
my maid was sick today,
so didnt manage to use the com till 5 plus.
sighh.
i really hope she will stay.
too many stuff's going on about the whole thing,
im getting such a bigg headache.
hope everything works out fine.
its getting too tiring and freaky after hearing what my mum heard from my maid.
its super scary,
but i dont wanna talk about it already.
sighh,
what on earth is happening to my family?
D:
oh well,
time to go.
toodles(:

oh,
and thanks deborah for that super cute ingenious idea of a random blog:D
haha(:
i guess its a great communication portal huh:D
haha.
so random(:
oh well,
sentosa trip!
yay!
:DD

oh boy,
know what?
i feel its really time for me to let go bit by bit.
but,
i need some help to let go fully.
and your my only option to help me let go.
oh crap,
i really think alot nowadays.

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my gosh.
i went back to my archives to see how long have i posted everyday.
and turned out i have been posting non stop for a whole month!
october!
haha.
not sure about september,
the few days before that,
but by 1 november,
i would have posted everyday!
:D
haha.
super random.
oh well,
i've still yet to find my cable to connect my phone to the computer!
argh!
i need to post some photos of mine):
ok.
lets just say i never once uploaded a photo from my phone to computer ever since i dont know when.
hoho.
this is so so crap.
anyway,
i said i will post about yesterday right:D
hohoho.
i guess this will be another longggggg post(:

hmm.
ytd woke up to realise my wire cut the inside of my mouth.
now there's a pretty long line on the inside of my mouth where the wire made a depression.
sighh.
anyway,
i put the wax the dentist gave to me and went to church.
after church,
celine, sarah, zoey and i bused down to vivo and on the way decided to eat at pastamania.
since celine said the portions were pretty big and i thought it was about 6 bucks so we went down.
in the end,
not only it was more than the 6 bucks we thought it would be,
the standard of the cabonara wasnt there.
the creamy sauce wasnt creamy enough,
was diluted,
and was not that great.
but i finished it anyway,
considering i didnt eat breakfast since my braces were hurting me so much.
yupps,
then walked to vivo,
went candy empire,
bought berry tingles and marshmallows,
then went zara, topshop and forever 21.
then tried on this really nice long top in topshop,
which was only 19 bucks after discount!:DD
but too bad it was slightly too big!
like the back was loose.
sigh.
another time the clothes dont fit me.
D:
anyway,
after going zara,
we decided to go up to ben and jerry's to eat again!
and it was about slightly over an hour since we ate out lunch,
which only me and sarah finished our food at lunch:D
haha.
and so i wanted a mix and match but celine and zoey didnt want that,
so sarah the super duper nice girl shared wit me.
but i think she ate around 1/3 of the whole thing,
close to half and she didnt want anymore.
hahaa(:
i was practically the resident pig there.
and i polished off the remaining ice cream.
but i had to give up the waffle cos when i tried biting it,
the whole thing got stuck in my braces and my empty space!
D:
it was pretty painful.
sigh.
so when i finished,
celine suddenly said vivo was getting boring and she wanted to take neoprints though she had only 4 bucks left:D
hahah.
so we went after talking for a while,
and from wisma walked straight to heeren!
yepps,
then went straight up to the neoprint shop.
ran around choosing the machine we really wanted.
then dont know what happened.
but zoey went to pull out one of the background slides thingy at one machine,
which we wanted to take.
and the whole thing just rolled down and got stuck there!
i guess she felt pretty guilty:D
hoho.
so we went to this machine,
which was pretty cool.
but chose some stuff wrongly cos the timer was super short!
like 15 secs to choose three backgrounds
and gave you like..
50+ to select from.
how to choose so fast?
but anyway,
it was pretty cool.
we were running about on the sofa,
laughing away.
i miss neoprints!:D
hoho.
then later came out,
and wanted to go for another machine.
second one was pretty ok,
had three cameras and a monkey bar!
the special effects were not bad(:
then,
after decorating had to choose how you want the neos to be printed right.
then there was some stupid msg on the screen that refused to go away and was preventing us from selecting the one we wanted and we hit the wrong thing.
luckily it came out as 24 pieces,
so we could split evenly but not everyone got everything.
anyway,
we were about to go off cos celine needed to leave earlier since orchard was further away from dover than vivo,
but me and zoey werent happy with the two we took cos one was too rush the other was a mistake,
so we went into the one with huge nice lighting.
and that was the best machine:D
hoho.
really really nice.
and the neoprints turned out super nice too.
and so we were all super happy!
:D
hoho.
yupps,
then when we walked out of heeren,
it was drizzling so sarah shared umbrella with zoey while celine and i walked together:D
zoey had to meet her mum at taka so we went too,
since there was an underpass to wisma from taka.
then,
celine and i walked to mrt while sarah went to the taxi stand.
it was super fun to go back with celine!
haha.
we talked super lot,
and took quite a few pictures:D
hohoh.
luckily no one really stared cos we just took and took.
:D
if i can find that stupid cable,
i will upload the pictures and much more stuff onto my blog and friendster.
and facebook(:
haha.
yeah,
then at redhill,
celine called her mum while i alighted,
then met my mum for dinner with my dad and my grandmother,
then went home.
hoho.
and yesterday night i smsed super lot:D
hahaha.
then late at night talked to kor cos he had something to tell me,
which i asked for:D
hohoh.
and yeah,
knew some more new stuff last night,
then waited for my sister to come back from mac,
cos she went there to watch her boyfriend study and make sure he did study,
and i was watching the peak.
then by one she wasnt back and the show was over,
and luckily fear factor was on!
:D
hoho.
then she and derek came back home,
ate fries and stole my sister's sprite,
then went to help catch a lizard.
:D
muahha,
my sister really should have paid me.
hoho.
and i found out her bf was scared of lizards.
eeeeeyeeeerrrr):
got such thingg?
haha:D
yupps,
then around three my sister fell asleep while i was playing her DS(:
then around four i went to sleep.
hoho:D
yesterday was super duper fun!
:D
hahahha.
anyway,
now i have a bad bad craving for seaweed shaker fries.
why cant it be part of their menu?!
sigh.
i cant even eat a burger with my braces now,
not to mention all my favourite food.
sighh,
i think im gonna lose another few kg):
no way!
i need to grow taller to fit into those clothes!
D:
everytime its either too big or too,
small?
sighh.
its time i go on a super serious shopping spree.
i ytd spent 25 bucks on food alone!
no clothes at all.
see?
its such a dry spell.
sighhh.
and now i too wanna change blog address:D
hoho.
i just dont know what to change it to.
i love my current add,
my current skin,
bu its time i learn how to make blogskinsD:
sighh.
im crapping again.
oh well,
i know this is a super longggggg post:D
shall spare you guys the rest(:
shal try to find that stupid cable now:D
toodlessssss(:

oh man,
i cant believe it.
its what i heard ytd.
and yess,
you dont need to say all that about me.
not like there's no one else to know.
whatever,
im not gonna start anything here.
i need to be spared from all your words.
oh boyyy,
life's getting too controversial,
too boring,
and too lonely without you.

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my goodness,
i so must blog today!
HAHA:D
anyway,
i practically begged by sister just to blog.
:D
hehehe.
anyway,
cos i realised for approx two weeks now,
i neer once missed a day!
hoho.
so a super short post like some i was here and bye also counts.
everyday must!
sorry if i sound so eh..
paranoid(:
oh well,
i promised a few mins only,
so shall stop here.
shall post about today tmr!
no time le):
yupps,
so i posted today!
i dont have to start a new 'record'!:D
hehe.
and im happy(:
toodles!
:D

sigh,
my braces today practically cut the inside of my mouth.
now there's one long line):
sigh!
braces ah braces,
why cant you treat me kinder??
:DD

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shall reply tags here:D

sarah-ann- yeah, feeling ok now, though i know it will hurt later!:D love you loads too(:

jianping- haha, hello hello back:D tag more!(:

DH(:- yes yes, thank you. i rrrrreally think i deserve a prize:D

hmm, yeah, thats all the tags.
sigh.
wish more people would tag instead of readin and leaving):
keep my tagboard alive:D
hoho.
anyway,
i shall go play some games now.
will post later about today!:D
hohoho(:
tata for now(:

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felt super duper whopper bored:D
so i did two quizzes(:
hoho.
got them from ada's blog(:
sheesh,
i miss all these kind of mindless quizzes to do just for fun:D

QUIZ ONE


[RICH KID]
[ ] You go tanning. (but im not tanned enough D:)
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You own something from coach
[ ] You own something from chanel
[ ] You own something from juicy couture
[ ] You own something from louis vuitton
[x] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
[ ] You have more than one house
Total: 4:D

[GOTHIC]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colours.
[x] You have thought about death.
[ ] You wear chains
[ ] You like heavy metal
[ ] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an athiest/ satanist.
[x] You have/want piercings.
Total: 4 (a little gothic huh:D)

[PUNK]
[ ] You can skate.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse. (but i dont own their shoes D:)
[ ] You hate MTV.(oooh, its nice!)
[ ] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.(ermm, i want muted red highlights. counted?)
[ ] You love/like skater girls/boys.
[ ] You dislike pink. (pink is nice!)
[ ] You hate preps.
[ ] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total: 1 (hahah!:D)

[GEEK]
[x] You love the computer.
[ ] You like Star Wars.
[x] You are supposed/wore/wear to wear glasses
[x] You get straight A's. (ermm, hardly ever nowD:)
[x] You love/like reading.
[ ] You were/are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.(when i go out:D)
[x] You always do your homework.
[x] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 7 (oh no... D:)

[EMO]
[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have/had black-rimmed glasses. (black stripes:D)
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[x] You cry easily. (depends!)
[x] You like emo music. (what counts?)
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep/kept a journal/diary.
[ ] You have written a sad poem
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace/Friendster layout.
[ ] you think emo kids are hot
Total: 4 (not that emo:D)

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] you are in a gang
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants
[ ] You swear a lot. (PE? :D)
[ ] You have had a freestyle battle.
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 0 (half actually but, YAY!)

[HARDCORE]
[ ] You like loud music
[ ] You love the Ninja Turtles!
[ ] You never walk anywhere.(???)
[ ] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[ ] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[ ] "hardcore" dance
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 1 (im amazed these stuff counts as hardcore.)

[PREP]
[x] You love The OC (not love, but kinda like it:D)
[x] You have/want/had a tiny/medium sized dog. (ooh, who doesnt want a dog?!)
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright colors. (depends, but mostly not.)
[x] You like buying shoes
[ ] You shop at American Eagle
[x] You love/like to shop. (oooh:D)
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] you love paris hilton
[x] Getting your nails done is a fun thing. (fun, but never been there, done that:D)
[ ] you wear big sunglasses.
Total: 6 (how nice?)

[Athletic]
[ ] You watch the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or other sportsrelated shoes.
[ ] You collect your/others jerseys.
[x] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards. (if not they get dusty easily?:D)
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ]Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey. (i dont have one, but i do have a favourite number:D)
Total: 2 (so im not athletic huh:D)

haha.
oh well,
second one now(:

QUIZ TWO


1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3) You must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds!


If someone says "Is this okay" you say?
# Naughty girl
*it sounds like im scolding that person naughtyD:

What would best describe your personality?
# Big Girls Dont Cry
*ok, a little bit true:D

What do you like in a guy/girl?
# Wake me up when september ends
*ok, does a guy wake up when september ends? but i guess it has a connection:D

How do you feel today?
# You give love a bad name
*ok, kinda true about today:D

What is your life's purpose?
# When it all falls apart
*ermm, my life's purpose isint to fall apart?

What is your motto?
# My hump
*oh no no no D: its so NOT my motto! hmph. this is making no sense:D

What do your friends think of you?
# Nothing in this world
*haha, this got me(: im nothing in this world. bad way and good way possible(:

What do you think of your parents?
# What took you so long
*HAHA! yeah, what took you so long to make me appear?=p hohoho. anyway, i hate this song.

What do you think about very often?
# Since you been gone
*sooo freaky. really really true:D goodness!

What do you want to be when you grow up?
# Stickwitu
*oh crap. what was that supposed to mean? glue??!

What do you think of your bestie(s)?
# What I've done
*hoho, more like thinking of me:D haha. this is getting nowhere.

What do you think when you see the person you like?
# Inside your heaven
*oh oh goodness. mostly true. oh crap:D

What do your parents think of you?
# What you waiting for
*haha, i like this one too(: what am i waiting for? good results to drop from heaven?:D

What song will you dance to at your wedding?
# Sorry
*hmm, slow and nice(: easier to dance too. lol!

What will they play at your funeral?
# Maneater
*goodness, what a *ahem* nice tribute huh:D

What is your hobby/interest?
# Dip it low
*ermm, i dont like to dip low?

What is your biggest fear?
# Beautiful Girls
*HUH??! goodness, out of all things i fear GIRLS. beautiful ones. actually, kinda true cos im not beautiful(:

What is your biggest secret?
# The take over, the break's over
*HUH!!?! ok, does that mean my biggest secret is somebody took over something? i think this one should swap with the question before this:D

What song will be the subject when you repost?
# Hosanna
*hmm, the nicest song out of all these that have appeared here:D hohoho(:


haha,
that was really really fun(:
and i was so so bored i did another two(:
hmm,
the answers that came up were pretty funny,
and some of them were really the best ones you could ever get.
actually,
after this,
it made me realise how little songs i have.
and,
how some are not supposed to be on my ipod!
oh well,
really like the my hump on:D
hahhaa.
really hilarious!
oh well,
guess thats about it.
mayeb if im really random,
i shall post the other two(:
hmm,
but really,
this quiz had its truths and craps(:
it kinda made my day!
grrr,
alright,
better stop here(:
lest i post like,
8 posts again(:
hohoho.
toodles!
and take the quiz if you like.
i have the 'original',
which have all the questions but the answer 'fields' are blank,
so you dont need to delete away my answers,
waste of time yeah?
so if you want,
you can always ask me for the 'original' alright?
:D
toodles!
or if im really really nice,
i will post it later:D
tata!(:

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today had thanksgiving cum farewell.
hmm,
it was pretty fun.
except now i have like,
a small blister cos of the shoeD:
but it was fun overall,
like our song managed to move a few people except miss lim!
(:
hmm,
anyway,
luckily all the sec one classes were sitting right at the back so it was hard for them to see anyone of us.
which was good(:
i didnt mind.
yeah,
then later on hung around trying to open kate's lock in fear that there might me some important stuff and if by 5pm she didnt come,
her stuff and lock would be thrown away.
but in the end,
we worried for nothing cos when deborah tried to look inside,
she saw rubbish only.
so after that,
deborah and i wanted to go ben and jerry's cos we saw a student pass a teacher a pint of it:D
hoho.
so off to city hall we went and went BK first.
pretty funny that we were talking about how BK is such a rip-off while deborah was eating the burger.
then,
we went to walk around a bit cos we just couldnt remember where ben and jerry's was.
we walked past those octopus balls and deborah was so tempted,
and she did buy it.
so we went ben and jerry's finally,
and bought the mix and match!
:D
yummy,
i loved the sweet cookies and cream:D
hohoh.
had real fun talking about the beauty of the water visual infront of us and deborah kept dropping ice cream on herself:D
hohoho.
yeah,
then kind of talked abit of other stuff,
and later we left to go window shopping:D
hohoho.
she was a real fun to be with!
yeah,
then she bought those cute piggy gummies from marks and spencers while i went to find piggy soft toys(:
hoho.
saw one that was 11 bucks,
and i guess its really cute.
sigh,
have to save up!
unless i find a cheaper but equally cute pig(:
birthday present.
hmm,
yeah,
then went back together on the train and talked alot more.
hmm,
took quite a few pictures today too!
too bad her camera was running low on battery(:
hmm,
yeah.
thats about all for today.
yeah,
shall talk about yesterday then!:D

went to vivo with deborah after meeting her at redhill.
then,
tried to meet up with faye, rinnah and priscilla but they wanted to go elsewhere so we separated but later on after going to carls' jr and then to starbucks,
faye called and wanted to meet us cos rinnah and priscilla left her alone cos they wanted to go home!
ok,
they didnt leave her alone but,
they wanted to go home but she couldnt.
so we walked around,
talking alot.
then went to rooftop and played in the water.
was great fun cos i wanted so badly to get the rock to skim across the water and i only succeeded twice,
but it was super duper fun.
then,
waited for 166 to come to go back school.
then,
we 'bet' on who could guess which bus would be 166,
and luckily i changed my guess(:
so i got a cola squirt gummy as a reward,
which wasnt that great considering faye and i already took alot from deborah(:
but oh well,
ytd was super fun!
:D
faye was kinda hyper,
running about,
and we took pretty loads of pictures(:
about 10 i guess.
too bad i cannot find my usb wireD:
if not i will upload all the pictures long time ago:D
sigh.
this week was fun,
but i dont know why but i felt super empty.
grrr,
anyway,
tomorrow im going to do my braces!
super excited yet nervous cos ada's first two day's experience,
i could tell,
was horrible.
all the movement of teeth.
hopefully deborah's method works(:
oh crap,
now i've said everything i wanted to say,
i think im going to launch into those thoughts again.
oh well,
whatever.
its a usual thing after every post(:
hmm,
time to go!(:
toodles!:D


after i kind of read it over and over again,
it really hit me how much i was so head over heels that i didnt really treat you as an ordinary friend.
like,
we can be friends,
nothing in between.
but im still holding on despite knowing i dont mean anything.
and after reading it today,
it made it even harder.
and so,
i really know i cant give up now.
really really cant.
though i know the truth,
but i just cant.
i dont know why.
goodness,
why am i feeling this way more than ever?
oh boy,
i guess it true.
i really cannot give you up.
and the more i wont from now on,
though i want to.
you know what?
its really hard when you try to let go but because of something you witness,
you just held on,
harder and harder.
and thats how i feel.
a tug of war in my heart.
oh boy,
why do you have to be the one who's a heartbreaker?
im so lost.
super lost.
frustrated.
all cos i tried to let go bit by bit but pulled back more and more each time.
and now i know,
i can never ever let go.
at least till the day someone else appears in my life and makes me more happy than when im holding onto the hope i thought you will give to me.
oh boy,

Labels: last day of school

Labels: pictures

here i am,
going to go out again!
:D
hohoho.
today is meet the parents for selected parents.
but later on have thanksgiving rehearsal.
yeah yeah,
ytd rehearsed for three hours straight then got scolded.
super duper angry at that teacher la.
i mean,
ohkays,
she has the right to give advice but not demoralising us by making us sound like we dont deserve the gold choir obtained at SYF.
and making it sound like our standard was equal to some super hotel restaurant dropping standard form a five star to two.
it was that bad la.
but whatever,
over already.
at least my dad let me 'scold' him while i was talking about the whole thing that didnt make my day.
sigh.
anyway,
later hopefully rehearsal everyone's ok.
if not i really dunno how long will we be standing there again.
sigh.
alright,
time to go(:
going out in an hour and i want to bathe!:D
toodles(:
all i have to do is find my lyrics!
sighD:

sigh.
today was a super duper tiring day especially choir and super pissed.
hmm,
nothing much:D
sigh.
just super tired and angry.
oh wells,
toodles.

ohkays,
super fast one.
today after school went vivo for a while with deborah to buy a present:D
hohho.
yeah,
then came back pretty late.
at carls' jr saw some girl with like,
three bodyguards?
yeah.
must be some bollywood star if not some super rich person cos the bodyguards wheeled into carls' jr a trolley full of shopping bags.
seriously!
and she was dressed nicely,
probabnly designer togs,
then carried a super branded bag i guess,
and blew almost 50 bucks on carls' jr alone.
oh well,
the rich:D
hahhaa.
hmm,
yeah,
thats about it.
toodles!

ohkays,
so you weren't free.
but not like i asked you last min,
its cos you NEVER replied when i asked.
ok,
i sound like im trying to make it your fault huh?
nvm,
cos there's smthn going on,
maybe i dont know.
but whatever it is,
hearing that you reaction will be the same despite the person made me feel less comforted.
maybe if it was The One you would probably ask her instead of her asking you.
whatever,
take it as i really wanted to go out with you today for the last time before school closes,
and i failed.
probably cos i dont really mean anything.

ohkays(:
another short post i guess.
hmm,
ytd managed to eat the buffet my whole family thought i couldnt go for considering i just extracted my teeth a day before the buffet.
but i went!
haha.
the sashimi was pure bliss.
mmmh.
it was super yummy!
haha.
even my uncle and aunty called me a sashimi freak(:
hoho.
oh well,
though after the whole buffet my mouth was aching real bad,
but i enjoyed it alot(:
yeah,
but halfway got a call from my maid cos something really bad happened,
which i dont want to say here.
but let's just say it had went on for pretty long since we shifted house.
and no,
its not some guy come threaten her or disturb her,
neither was it the house was on fire or anything like that,
but just something bad happened to her and i too feel super sad for her.
sigh.
i hate to say this but it made me cry last night.
its so horrible,
even i started imagining that the bad thing might happen to me one day and it freaked me out so much i cried.
oh well,
breaking point(:
haha,
but now,
its like,
i've been thinking about the whole incident the whole day today.
just cant get it off my mind.
yeah,
just hope the whole thing can be resolved soon.
hopefully.
cos i dont want anything bad to happen to anyone.
oh well,
yeah,
today went church,
pastor wasnt well either,
it was pretty funny.
yeah,
and some youth people came up to me and asked if i wanted to be on the worship team for youth camp and since celine didnt mind,
i kinda agreeded,
but on the condition they would try their best to put me and celine in the same team:D
hehehe.
hopefully!
(:
hmm,
yeah,
and next week me and celine are going out to do serious shopping and eating!:D
hohoho.
b&j'.
i cannot wait(:
yeah,
and if sarah-ann can make it,
all the better!
hohoho.
oh well,
this week will be the last week of school,
officially for fairsians.
sigh.
guess i will miss the school a little bit(:
especially our locker and chess tables,
cos that's where i had the most fun and laughter and of course,
memories.
so i shall try to stay back this week and just hang around.
but i doubt so with the bad situation at home.
sigh.
just gotta pray hard that everything will be back to normal.
bu i doubt so.
oh well,
tomorrow hope to go out and get a present.
sigh.
im going to be broke again!
hahhaa(:
anyone wanna go with me?
hohoh:D
oh wells,
i guess thats about it.
toodles(:

and again,
you hardly ever replied,
except for general matters.
what the hell is going on that you hardly talk to me?
you know what.
i really think its time to just drag you aside,
and talk.
but i cant do that.
we're not even having anything between us.
not like anything happened.
i dont want anythign to happen.
i just want us to be the closest friends we can ever be.
or maybe not.
whatever,
i just am so confused.
i had to ask a guy what to do about this whole thing.
what am i supposed to do?
and when i asked if you were free on a certain day,
you never replied.
oh boy,
what the hell is happening?

and,
now,
even my bestest friend is so hesitant about going out with me but not with others.
oh man,
im so so so broken.
what the hell is happening?
its the last week of school before our holidays and i feel as if my bestest friend and you are drifting away from me for no rhyme nor reason.
can someone tell me isit my problem or everyone is just avoiding me?

p.s.
the bestest friend and that other person is not the same ppl.
anyway,
im feeling totally rotten this week.
somehow,
my bestest friend seems to not want to be my bestest friend.
sigh D:

helloos:D
second day since i did my final extraction!:D
hohoho.
anyway,
today had inter class games.
sigh.
pretty sucky.:D
oh wells,
we didnt exactly want to win anyway.
with all the sec twos trashing us.
lol.
yeah,
then after our class turn sherrill, shermaine, serena, xiuwen, carissa, ailin and me played whole school catching with ivian, aaron and derek.
hohoho,
pretty fun.
but i accidentally hit aaron while trying to catch them.
lol.
actually,
supposed to pretend but yeah:D
no fun in running about but dont catch the guys:D
hohoho.
it was super duper fun.
oh wells,
gotta go out soon.
toodles(:

im so sorry for what i did today.
hohoho.
but i sacrificed my sweets just to say sorry.
oh wells,
today was fun.
felt as though we were back to being close again.
sigh,
though it probably will never happen again..

yohoho!:D
today went for dental(:
hahaha.
but firstly,
went to school today.
sigh.
got caught for hair but got let off.
hahaha:D
anyway,
i wanted to leave when mdm chong was reading out all the results then ailin went
"mdm chong, michelle has to go"
then mdm chong super blur went like.
what? i haven read your results? michelle.. class..
so funny.
then quite a few of us had to say it so many times before she got the message that i had to leave like,
at that instance?
lol.
anyway,
put the metal bands.
cement thingy was super sour,
wanted to spit it all out but also cannot do it properly(:
yupps,
then extracted teeth.
surprisingly the injection and extraction only took 10 mins!
the other time it was super long.
i have to say.
this guy is super duper pro!
like,
the first round the dentist had to shake my head so much,
this time round he could hold my head and pull it out:D
hohoho.
amazing.
and,
injection didnt hurt so badly.
probably i was super prepared already?
haha(:
oh well,
feeling pretty weird now.
four holes!
sigh(:
but im so excited cos next week im gonna do everything up!
hoho.
bet i'll look weird.
hehe(:
anyway,
i just ate:D
could eat despite it still bleeding just a little(:
hohoho.
kept my teeth!
they look gross.
its all so bloody.
eeeks:D
anyway,
im going to go on a guo tiao diet(:
hahaha.
its the best thing for me to eat now.
soft and easy to swallow without chewing.
oh boy,
the metal bands are making my mouth ache(:
oh well,
hope i dont get too many ulcers.
ahhaa(:
if i do i can always use that wax thing my dentist gave me.
he said press it against the pokey part.
ermm,
like i can open my mouth that big now?
haha:D
oh well,
today was pretty ok,
save for school.
super waste of time to go for two hours.
didnt even to get to check my marksheet anywway.
oh wells,
today's extraction was super funny and great:D
how nice to have God above protecting me all the way.
hohoho.
and now im bored!
sigh.
another week of having a hard time eating(:
luckily i like noodles.
especially guo tiao.
sigh.
my teeth are aching pretty much.
grrrr,
oh well.
anyway,
im not too happy about my level and class positions.
felt i could do better.
and sherrill climbed up alot!
hohoho.
she's so smart.
along with shermaine and ailin.
sometimes,
i really feel left out.
hohoho.
anyway,
i improved in class positions,
from 16 to 14,
but level remained the same at 18.
sigh.
its not good at all.
really.
thought i would be able to climb up but i guess EOYs kinda pulled me back a little.
oh well,
everything has been done.
thankfully exams are over,
though now i can hardly enjoy the after math anyway.
sigh.
oh wells,
thats about it!
:D
shall update again(:
tmr is inter class games!
hohoho:D
im not playing thankfully.
sigh.
seem to miss out alot now with all these dental stuff.
hahaa.
but i shall try to go tmr to cheer 1e on!
:D
hohoho.
toodles for the day then(:

oh boy oh boy,
why wont you talk to me?
is there something wrong?
sigh.
i really think there's something going on,
by the way i've observed some stuff these couple of days.
and its hurting me so so much,
to think about so much,
wanting to know the truth,
but thinking about something else to be the truth.
sigh.
when will we start talking as normal again?
i miss those times you told me you will help me with this and that,
but now its all gone,
maybe even to another person.
oh boy,
were you cheating my feelings in the first place?

grrr.
not so happy with my results.
A1 all low de.
except for..
science and HE?
hahaha.
yeah.
anyway,
i really owe allinda a present.
sigh.
brokeeee:D
hohoho.
thats all.
no time to post le(:
toodles people(:

ok,
so english was a draw ok?
DRAW.
so what.
i can beat you cos mid years count too.
hoho.
or isit already counted?
anyway,
i know this time im so lousy la alright.
your so smart.
oh man,
knowing all your marks kinda pushes me down.
but at least i have a new marker:D
hohoho.

oh,
and please.
:D
share it with me?
sigh.
horribly broke.
oh well.
missed you so much today.
sigh.
you hardly talked to me save for when we were comparing marks.
smart la ok?

man,
the results are getting on my nerves.
hope its still 2e for me!
but i some ppl are not in the same class,
i doubt i will enjoy being even in the best class.
sometimes,
its friends im living for.
and all those whom i love,
of course:D
hohoho.
family,
friends,
i love everyone!:
hohoho.
alright.
time to go(:

Labels: missed it out

ok,
another short one.
my parents are practically scolding me every ten minutes for using the com so much.
like,
exams are over already.
cant they just chill?
they are already asking me to what.
pack my table,
read more stuff,
all those crap.
well,
i did pack my table a little,
read alot of stuff,
what else they want me to do?
unplug the computer and lock it up and go library read?
oh please,
i rather have the com locked out then go library.
oh well,
went with my sister to try some pinafore tops!:D
really nice and affordable,
but too bad they were a little too big.
i kept telling her she had to wear another shirt inside,
to make it look nice and look less big then like that no need to wear jeans nor does it look too long and big.
she simply didnt believe D:
hohoho.
but the tops were really nice):
daaaang.
pinafore tops still not crossed off the list.
sigh):
anyway,
we decided to have a nice dinner since i had to miss a super huge buffet on saturday with four holes and having two teeth just extracted on friday(:
oh man,
she's so nice(:
for once.
hohoho.
then while eating i told her all about the whole crazy idea of IR,
and how it wasnt fair to ppl who studied yet cos of hair(even neat ones) get marks deducted.
not like they cheated.
its so unfair,
though i didnt get any,
but i pity those who worked so hard to earn great scores yet get shot down cos of IR.
D:
hohoho.
then later after dinner,
we walked around a bit,
then went paragon metro to see some stuff,
then saw a bvlgari(?) watch exhibition thing
then i couldnt pronounce the name properly,
ended up sounding like burglary or something.
no offence:D
yeah,
then were laughing so much about it that i guess people thought we were abit..
:D
hohoho.
yeah,
then walked to the opposite wheelock bus stop to wait for 132.
and there was this super cool board that showed all the timings on when the bus will appear.
then like,
ours said arriving.
and true enough,
it came at that second:D
hohoho.
how exact(:
yeah,
then we reached back pretty fast like in..
10mins,
or less:D
haha,
yeah.
today had quite alot of fun:D
in the afternoon with deborah and just now with my sister!
hohoho.
time for more outings like these with my sister!(:
i should rip her off more with sashimi everywhere(:
hohoho.
but thats so mean.
haha,
oh well,
thats about it!
seems like im posting three times a day:D
hohoho.
tmr choir!
so probably not even a post(:
oh well,
night everyone:D
hope you all did ok with EOYs yeah:D
alrighttttt,
toodlesss(:

its not that bad,
dont be so sad, if you are anyway.
oh well,
come on,
its good that you beat me in two of the most important subjects.
sigh(:
but of course i shall beat you in english,
though i really wrote crap in my compo.
oh well,
hope we're in the same class next year and till sec four.
hohoho.
ten years!
:D
hahha.
but three or more years of that accounts for the memories i've kept.
oh boy,
why dont you just gimme a clue?

Labels: i LOVE my sisterrrrrrr

tag replies!

deborah- sure, with kate:D hohoho. im surprised you hate sentosa. well i do to, now, since its so horrible looking ever since the construction for IR started(:

celine- hahhaa, alright, im super dee duper happy:D hahhaa, thanks anyway, and yes i do, waaaaaay more compared to you(: always read then dont tag D:

hoho,
was being random actually(:
want to keep posting non stop.
but i just had to reply celine(:
hahhaha:D
oh wells,
i better go bathe now.
20mins left!):

fastttt oneeeee:D
hohoh.
later going out shopping with my sister!
she said her friend told her somewhere had really nice cheap clothes,
surprisingly.
hahaha.
so in about 30mins time,
im going orchard.
hohoho,
kinda forget how to get there le):
lol.
anyway,
its either raffles place or city hall the train is opp the train im taking to raffles or city hall.
whatever,
i'll figure it out(:
and im broke!
just came home from ikea with deborah.
sigh.
blew 7 bucks on lunch.
as good as going botak jones><
hahahaha.
oh well,
now seriously broke.
on;y 2 bucks left.
i dont know why i can restrain myself.
and its 7 bucks on food alone.
nothing else.
oh my,
im such a pig(:
hohoho.
oh well,
better go bathe now,
just came back,
going out soon.
hohohoh.
oh yes,
and just now i saw mrs ng near my house and said something wrongly.
as in,
the tone i used wasnt that friendly.
sigh,
long story.
hohoho,
oh well,
thats about i.
oh no wait,
got back geog, sci, maths and chinese today.
was pretty surprised by geog,
not very happy with maths and science,
and like,
chinese was bad too.
it doesnt help knowing your one of the lousiest in chinese among 12 people.
it just sucks.
oh well,
thats all.
no mood):
and no time to blog anyway,.
toodles(:
oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLINDA!:D
hahahha.
owe her a present now.
but im brokeeee):
argh.
this week is so bad):
nervous about friday's extraction.
no more yummy food for pretty long.
sigh.
four holes!
how wonderful(:
tata:D

oh boy,
yuck.
i went to the bathroom and saw a baby lizard.
eeek.
its so black!
then i was like washign hands when i saw it in the mirror.
then i blinked and it was gone.
whoa,
i dont know if my eyes were playing tricks on me,
but im positive.
cos i stared at it for pretty long before blinking.
and,
i blinked in surprise anyway.
hohoho.
anyway,
its black and small.
yuck):
and ytd night while watching tv in my sisters room,
i saw this super huge lizard too!
yuck.
do i have an affinity with lizards or something?
its not that my house's dirty,
but its what you get for living on the second floor.
sigh.
its still so boring at night.
grrrr,
tomorrow's checking of papers.
sigh.
now im getting worried.
oh well,
i shall not use the com anymore(:
hahaha.
dont wanna strain my eyes.
hoho.
especially after a 7 hour marathon on the com:D
hohoho.
life's suddenly so boring.
oh well,
another random post(:
if i feel like it,
im gonna post yet again later(:
it feels like my whole computer activity revolves around blogging.
which is good,
since its better than keeping so much stuff to myself,
which i dont want to forget.
oh crap,
what am i talking about?
hoho.
so bored till i really can talk so much.
sigh.
thankfully there's 'school' tmr:D

oh,
yeah.
just realised the post dated october 15th was super long.
which was ytd(:
hohoho.
sorry if that screwed your eyes XD

i kinda know for now,
he hardly reads blogs.
maybe?
but whatever it is, i dunno why am i typing so much about him.
since this year.
maybe im scared to lose him?
but one thing's for sure,
this years the best year i had im my 13 years on earth,
and its cos he made many things happen and im so happy as a result.
but anyway,
i know i really miss those times.
and he doesnt know.
at all.
probably its better this way,
cos its really getting too painful for me.
even more if he knows yet rejects me right now.
i dont know what im talking about.
oh boy,
im blinded by all these memories.

Labels: random post

another day gone by.
sigh.
today did really nothing at all.
whole day from 11 onwards play play till now(:
no rest.
except lunch.
grrrr,
i really wanted to go out today.
but no one wanted to.
i guess its cos everyone's worried about tmr,
about the results.
i would admit i am too,
but not so worried as mid years.
i dont know why.
i know i should be worried but i jus cant be.
haha(:
guess i always try calming my self down till im totally calm now:D
sigh,
hopefully geog and chinese i dont do so badly.
they really aren't my forte,
and its bad):
hahhaa.
cos they are one of the most important subjects.
i mean chinese:D
then geog next year we're not taking,
so what if sec three we want to?
by then we would have forgotten everything.
grrr,
so not looking forward to next yr,
cos there's history and literature.
yucks,
i like english,
but doesnt mean i like lit D:
hoho,
today really sucks.
nothing fun nor exciting.
sigh,
after holidays then the fun starts i guess.
im so bored just staring at the computer already!
grrrrr.
i want to go out!
but tmr got checking of scripts till 5pm,
thurs have choir practice which i dont know why considering there are like..
about 8 sessions during holidays.
friday have extraction after promotion thingy..
sigh!
:D
haha,
guess i better stop whining(:
cos i love choir,
but it doesnt help there's TWO concerts to prepare for in a month.
grrrr,
its so tiring.
grrrr.
so frustrated today):
no mood to blog le.
probably later at night i guess.
hoho,
so toodles.

IM SO BORED!):

oh boy,
please please.
give me somethin that i can hold onto.
i dont ever wanna forget you.
never ever.
unless you hurt me so much,
i have no choice but to hate you so much.
but i doubt that will ever happen,
cos no matter what you got involved in,
i never ever hated you one bit.
never.
but im not sure if i should hang onto the hope one day everything i wish for turns into reality.
cos really,
i dont know if i can take the waiting any longer.

oh boy,
some one tell me they wanna go out soon D:

its past 12!:D
haha,
so its a new post day:D
hohoho,
super duper random.
just felt so happy i can stay up this late considering i actually need rest:D
hoho,
feel super random.
and emo after today(ytd?)
cos going to vivo evoked so many memories,
i just cant brush them all away.
sigh:D
toodles then,
super random:D
shall go see whats on tv(:
oh!
project runway at 1am:D
nice(:
hoho,
bye:D
shall update about 12 hours later.
lol!(:
:DD

hellooos! :D
haha,
today had the most fun 'outing'!(:
hohoho.
went out with kate and deborah(:
oh well,
anyway.
deborah told me to meet her about 10.40 at redhill mrt so i left around there.
thankfully i was 'early' cos it started raining pretty heavily after i got there(:
God knows how to control everything:D
hahha.
yupps,
so around 5 min later deborah and her sister came out of their car,
and turned out her sister was going the same place as us!
so,
we waited.
tried calling kate since she was nowhere in sight:D
hohoh.
turned out she wasnt feeling well,
though 30mins late(:
but i dont blame her.
seems to be a really bad cramp):
whole day!
poor girl(:
hope she's better tmr!:D
oh well,
then we went new york new york to eat.
in the end,
we all didnt eat finish everything.
either ordered too much or had no appetite.
i guess mine was cos the carabona(??) was too creamy):
and too creamy stuff makes me wanna puke:D
hahhaa.
oh well,
at least managed to eat yummy stuff despite all the pains in my mouth!(:
hoho.
then,
cos kate was still not feeling well,
we walked a short while around city hall,
raffles place the shopping mall there.
then later,
we decided it was too boring and wanted to go orchard,
despite the heavy rain(:
haha,
but kate was really not well so she went home.
sigh:D
then,
we went orchard.
wow,
raining so heavily!
):
hoho.
luckily we both had umbrellas(:
knew it was about to rain!
ahaha.
but when we came out of orchard mrt,
we were right in a flooded place la):
eeek,
so we went to wisma,
went to topshop for a while,
then decided to go starbucks for a drink:D
yummy frappuchino(:
hahaha.
then,
we wanted to go borders but decided to go far east since,
according to deborah,
all the twits have shifted territories:D
hahahahha.
but in the end we landed up at far east shopping centre.
dont know how,
walked to the wrong far east i guess:D
hoho.
so had to walk the other way and walked around before deciding to go vivo.
hahhaa.
like some orienteering thing!(:
hahha.
so,
we went,
and thank goodness the rain stopped(:
hoho.
threw away our drinks on the way:D
cos all almost dry le so throw(:
mine was like,
still left a bit but didnt feel like it so yeah:D
so,
off to vivo it was!
and i realised dhoby ghaut had such a huge, long travellator:D
hahha,
cos i have never taken NEL to there nor NEL from there.
so fun!
but it was such a huge linkway,
i find it such a waste its totally empty.
anyway,
we were walking into vivo when deborah suddenly said,
take monorail,
or cable car.
hoho,
i wanted to but,
not when it was raining.
oh well,
went to candy empire,
bought my fizzy sweet,
which deborah liked, surprisingly!(:
then,
decided to go toys r us,
played around there,
then we went to the rooftop:D
hoho,
were hesitating whether to just sit down and trail our legs in the water,
and finally we did(:
after like walking up and down for a nice, clean water spot(:
hoho.
after a while we got really bored so started talking about those super inconsiderate people who were only concerned about splashing water at their friends but didnt care if we got slightly wet.
we didnt mind cos one of the guys said sorry,
but the rest with different groups simply ignored us):
hahaha.
it was pretty funny,
cos it was drizzling and the spot deborah sat on just wouldnt dry,
but mine did.
super dry!
hhaa,
see?
so heavy:D
LOL.
yeah,
then got these two girls who were standing at the edge splashing water to the people downstairs.
i pity those people,
mus have thought it was raining so much suddenly,
but it was really bad of them:D
then later one guy asked me what was the time,
and i told him and he went like,
"what? four fourty five?"
then me and deborah were laughing so much at his reaction cos he made it sound like his mum expected him to be home by 5 cos he went like,
oh shit.
hahaha.
then we were laughing so much and he finally said thanks:D
hahaha.
oh well,
so we later on walked around,
trying to dry our feet then walked to carls jr:D
hahaa.
deborah ate the beef chilli cheese fries and onion rings and a large drink.
:D
haha,
too bad i couldnt eat,
if not would have ordered onion rings too:D
hahaa.
oh well,
then i went to buy strawberry puffs which now my sister says she doesnt want,
and we went home.
super duper fun today,
but if kate could have stayed on longer,
i bet it would be more fun!
:D
oh well,
i've said alot about today!(:
hohoho,
want to go back vivo city again!
hmm,
but i really need lots of shopping money.
i seriously am running short of clothes,
though i have quite alot,
according to my parents.
:D
sigh,
i want to have $100 bucks to myself so i can buy whatever i want!
):
hahaha,
oh well,
guess thats all(:
so sad no one wanna go out tmr.
tai ailin,
you seriously owe me alot during this holidays.
evertime ask you go out you not free):
sigh!
why must this post-EOY be so boring?
i wish holidays would come faster.
then i guess i can go out with more people.
ugh,
im hungry):
seems like after today,
i can eat practically everything:D
its the mentality,
as always:D

onion rings remind me of those days,
those two days.
the first being i wanted them.
the second being i missed out lunch and dinner so had to get something.
i remember that we had so much fun,
but now the happy times are all gone,
and what's left are the memories.
i want to make them so real again,
so when will you make them real?
i dont wish to wait forever,
but i guess i will,
unless i completely forget about which,
which is nearly impossible cos everytime i go there,
im reminded by the pool,
the onion rings,
the toy haven,
everywhere,
everywhere i went today.
it felt so much like a walk down memory lane.
everywhere there seems like a memory-filled place.
i really want them to happen all over again,
and i wont mind if it has to continue for years.
oh please,
i need them so badly,
so so badly.
when will this torture of waiting ever end?

i think im saying all this,
but there's no use.
he hardly ever comes here anyway.
so how would he know anything?
like,
not like he would know without reading all these.
i dont even think he knows who im talking about.
as in,
him.
gosh,
im seriously too addicted to him.
i think i think about him too much.
but does he know?
does he care?
i dont know.
i dont even know if he reads my blog.
oh,
whatever.
it hurts so much to know that he wants to push me aside cos he's got someone else.

aha:D
done with packing my table.
fast right?
hahhaa.
i just re-organised everything(:
but,
my whole ex-cluttered table only has a few books and papers
among other stuff that was always there.
ahhahaa.
:D
thank goodness for shelves!
just chucked my books neatly there(:
ahaha.
so lazy,
i know:D
then my mum wanted me to clear some plastic bag under my table.
but i found out they are all files.
super heavy files!
and i cant put them on the shelves above my table cos im scared it will collaspe.
then all my hard work for nothing.
aha:D
oh well,
so i shall just tell my mum they are heavy files(:
dunno where to put.
hoho.

anyway,
today woke up perfectly fine!
:D
ahaha.
though my teeth still aches,
i could pretend to chew le(:
ok,
maybe when there's really something then probably it hurts:D
hoho.
but who cares.
at the most i go on an ice cream diet!
:D
sure wont slim down.
haha.
not that i want to but..
im seriously putting on so much weight!
like..
ailin's waaaaay taller than me and she's barely 42?!
and im so short,
already heavier(:
shall not reveal though:D
hahahah!
ok,
about..
few kg heavier.
but still,
its alot!
sigh:D
hahaha
but i should be happy im not overweight or something.
im still growing anyway.
everyone is.
:D
lol.
oh well,
i want to shower now:D
going out soon.:D
hohoho.
oh man,
im hungry):
haahhahaa.
toodles!

oh wait(:
ada!
hahaa.
hope you did pull through strongly.
told you it wasnt a nightmare!
hahaha.
jia yous girl:D
its only a ONE TIME thing.
unlike me(:
and many others though.
hahaha.
just know God is and still is with you.
even when you are going in to the clinic and when you come out:D
hahaha.
hope you'll do ok!
dont worry,
i know you will(:
hope your fine now:D
wasnt so bad right?(:

hmm,
was reading my previous posts and tagboard messages.
then i realised i hardly replied.
hahaha.
oh well,
forgot if i did or not,
so yupps.
those i think i didnt i shall reply them here!

replies!:D

ada- hmm, yupps, much better now!:D and all the best for yours!(:

adelin- haha, thanks(: do hope the second one isint so bad as the first!:D thanks(:

deborah- yeah, thats what i did the whole day after the extraction. sleep till at night slept so late then woke up do early the next day!:D thanks anyway!

ok, done(:
aaha.
oh well,
i promised my parents i would pack my table if not i cant go out anymore.
lol!
what kind of compromise is this.
i pack you let me go out.
ahahaha.
i wish its i pack you let me buy something i really really want):
hahaha.
i want to go shopping!
D:
so so desperate to go out shopping.
ahahaha(:

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oh well,
hardly anytime to update so much(:
hohoho.
so just a brief one now:D
hmm,
have been alot of guo tiao soup these two days:D
ahaha.
just gulp gulp everything down.
ahaha.
anyway,
ytd,
so boring!
nothing much except my teeth hurt quite abit:D
then today,
aha.
managed to eat more than guo tiao.
ate a little of veggies:D
ohhoho.
bliss(:
so happy!
and just ate ice cream.
thankfully,
i can eat any kind of soft, cold food,
which includes ice cream!
:D
though now i still cant chew cos my teeth feels so 'tired' cos of the separators,
but i guess im doing fine.
oh well,
tmr can finally go out!
:D
but,
i still feel broke.
only managed to get 20 from my parents.
oh well,
I WANNA GO BOWLING!:D
hahaha.
so random.
oh well,
guess thats about all i have to update:D
gotta go sleep,
so i can wake up early to pack my table.
man,
its in a total mess.
looks like some hurricane did some damage to my table like that.
ahaha.
weird(:
oh well,
toodles!:D

awwww man,
i miss you so so much.
how can i stand 9 weeks away from you?
its horrid.
i hope you can make this 2 weeks left really great.
i miss those times.
i miss it oh-so much.
sigh!):

Labels: third day going well

quick one:D
today woke up feelin aches in my mouth.
sigh.
tried eating but cant chew!
so gulp gulp everything.
sigh.
hope tmr im alright!:D
gotta go(:
update more tomorrow!:D
toodles(:

alrightttt.
shall post(:
hahhaa.
since practically majority knows what happened,
i guess i can blog about it freely(:
hohoho.
anyway,
oral was pretty bad,
i said le right?
hahaha.
anyway,
i today like on a diet.
ahahha.
only had cold milo for 'dinner'
actually,
now(:
hohoho.

ok,
anyway.
after oral,
my daddy came to fetch me go home.
then,
came online for awhile,
went to bathe,
then went out to NDC.
hahaha.
was feeling nervous as carissa told me all the yucky stuff.
hahaha.
but ada was nice.
:D
hohoho.
so went in to see my dentist,
then he put separators for me.
wah,
yucks.
could taste the rubbery taste,
so had to rinse my mouth,
but still tasted disgusting:D
hohho.
then,
went out to wait then went to see the extractionist.
hahaha,
freaky.
kinda the min i sat down,
i plugged in my ipod and shut my eyes.
cos sarah ann told me to do so.
then,
she went to inject my gums.
wah yuck.
could feel the bittery taste spurt out of the needle:D
hahahhaa.
and i didnt dare look.
the injection to the gums nearest to my mouth was like,
nothing felt at all.
then,
she said the one on the other side will hurt and it really did.
eeeeyerrr.
i winced in pain la):
but luckily it was quick.
immediately could feel my whole mouth numbing up.
then she did the bottom one.
wah,
the inside injection hurt even more than the upper teeth one.
eeeerk.
then,
she used this darn sharp thing to poke poke.
so i opened my eyes for a while.
hahaha.
nothing felt.
so she was getting ready to pull out my teeth then i quickly closed my eyes.
oh boy,
then she shake shake shake.
eeeeek.
can hear the grinding of the tooth.
hahahaha.
sick(:
then she pull push pull push then after a long while the upper one came out.
luckily the bottom one was fast.
half the time!
:D
hohoho.
yupps,
then finish i open my eyes and saw,
wah.
so much blood.
eeeeeyeeeerrr):
hahaha.
then was trying to talk but everything came out like weird!
ahhaha.
yupps,
so actually the pulling teeth out part didnt hurt.
it was the stupid injection!
oh well,
feel totally at ease now that i know what to expect.
hope next week its the same doc,
if not i want one thats as skilled as her.
ahaha.
oh well,
it still hurts now(:
can feel holes:D
hohoh.
and ailin asked me to say 'french fries'
on purpose de.
then aggravated my wound):
hurt so much!
hahah.
but actually,
now that the numbness is gone,
i can feel again:D
hohooho.
but its a bad thing cos tmr sure pain de.
even now it is.
argh):
feel so,
horrible.
grrrr.
still got two more to extract!
i ont think i can go through it again.
):
oh well,
thats about it:D
hahaha.
shall not go into the minor details(:
toodles:D

it meant so much to me.
those four letters.
you know how much that meant to me?
i felt as though you did care when i told you why i wanted to eat pizza.
and now,
well,
though you werent there,
those four letters and two dots meant everything to me.
like,
i had your support.
so thank you for making my rather painful day really great(:
and now im happy:D

Labels: painful day

EOYs ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
yohoho.
thats means computer everyday!:D
hahaa.
oh well,
today.
oral!
):
english wasnt so bad except i could hear shermain listing alot of points:D
i think i might get low low low):
boohoo:D
then,
chinese was bad bad bad(:
and why was everyone's conversations all about environment except mine?
):
they asked me about maid abuse.
when i heard it,
was so shocked cos my tuition centre teacher went through oral on the exact same topic too!
but today,
my mind was so blank:D
hohoho.
today,
nothing much(:
hahaa.
gotta go bathe le.
going out soon):
man,
im freaking out.
just...
1plus more hour to go.
somebody hold my hand!
):

last day down,
no more to go!:D

at least you replied.
finally.
oh well,
you still owe me two things(:
not one.
hohoho.
too bad you dont know whats happening today.
though you asked.
sigh.

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