its either now, or never, and live in regret.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
zomg, so many changes can.
firstly, why change our school name?
why change a part of our rich history?
our name is good enough, even fantastic.
must it be changed just to sound, i don't know, more high class?
it looks so much better as FMSS, not FMS(S).
arghhhhhhhh.
and plus the socks, badge,
zomg.
everything's gonna change.
just to change a name, you spend so much money to change the signages,
the name at the school gate, everything.
its like, why waste the money?
put it to better use!
not like it'll do us any better in terms of facilites and studies.
there are many more changes but i'm pretty irritated by this part.
now the school's in chaos.
everything's so messy.
argh!
and, choir meeting today.
and later on, deborah, rebecca, yeewei and i were talking over lunch.
why can't the guys be way more matured?
already sec 2.
maybe partially our batch's fault for not getting close to them like our seniors,
or maybe when we first entered choir, we were damn siao-siao,
that's why easier for the seniors to talk to us.
but why can't they spare a thought, at least the juniors,
for the sec 3s and 4s,
cos it'll be the only SYF we ever have for the sec 3s,
and the last for sec 4s.
i doubt they'll know how much it hurts if we screw up really badly.
a gold at SYF means alot to us.
ALOT.
we all rather those not interested to leave SYF practices,
leave it to those who really want to score a gold, sincerely.
like the upper sec.
i think when we don't get at least a gold at SYF then they'll wake up.
what's with all the stupid talking in choir anyway?
everyone talks, yes, but not that much crap.
concentrate at least.
like yeewei said, 4 months till something so damn important.
especially to us, sec 3s.
we've never been to SYF before, save for the DSAs,
and it'll hence be our first and last time.
maybe our fault too, really, for not being close to them,
and not letting them know how much SYF means,
even every little competition between schools.
i still remember the workshop, where we did the best for adieu.
now it sounds totally crap.
can't we do anything better?
sing louder?
i think we're losing people cos everyone thinks choir's stupid.
come on, the conductors and alot of people have helped us.
maybe they just never saw the teachers go really mad and scold us like crap,
never seen the conductors almost wanting to quit teaching us,
never seen how much effort the previous batches have put in.
why is the choir turning like that anyway?
we obviously need an attitude change man.
the talk today with brah, rebecca and yee wei was really a good one.
really made us reflect on what happened to us that suddenly we all love choir to death.
well,
guess we've to see about monday.
i'm kinda dreading monday alot.
i think i might cry, seriously.
gosh, why nowwwwwww.
we're gonna lose our only great moral supporter.
:(
monday's gonna suck damn bad.
sighhh, hope cca booth will be really fun though.
sounds fun.
:D
and yeewei, relax about the whole thing okay?
i think being on the comm really helps you to see things more clearly and feel what the seniors felt when dealing with our batch.
no wonder we all love choir so damn much now.
this batch of sec 3s aren't gonna disappoint the sec 4s and ourselves man.
we're so gonna get the Gold,
or even Gold with honours.
:)