if only everything was as perfect as movies
.
I. AM. BORED!
honestly.
home's boring.
i've been a super good girl though.
packed my wardrobe, swept the whole house.
and zomg, this sucks.
just found out my phone bill's like $50+?
HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE.
i've like 100 mins free outgoing.
that's like, almost 2 hours?
and 1000 messages.
i totally record my outgoing time and messages.
and ALL NOT EXCEEDED.
wtf?
apparently M1 charges $25 for every 500 smses, but i've 1000 free,
so that means minus $50 right?
they ended up minus-ing only $28.18.
i think i've been cheated by them ALL the time.
stupid M1.
so what if connection good?
and now i'm paying for the three m1 number thing.
wtf?
stupid m1.
i wanna switch to singtel asap.
unlimited sms!
i bet that'll save me a freaking lot of money.
m1's pissing me off alot.
first time i go scrutinise the bill.
i'm getting cheated!
:(
well anyway,
i've a margarita craving.
yeah, i drank alcohol.
:D
at the mexican restaurant!
it's nice, frozen margaritas.
slushie and cool, and the bitter taste isn't noticable.
:D
i drank probably 1/4 of my dad's mug.
not too bad, around $6 sing i think?
:D
sigh, i miss esplanade, KL, east coast, choir clique and 2E so much!
oh yes, and bowling.
killer, i've so many 'cravings'.
and i'm seriously tempted to list them out on my wishlist.
KL isn't nice in terms of transport and clean places to go,
but shopping's seriously good!
sadly, i shopped so much and even after hanging my new stuff in my wardrobe,
i still can push everything to one side and it only takes up like, 1/4 of the space in there?
that's how little stuff i have.
:(
but shopping really killed my feet.
but i've really nice clothes now!
i think i'm really hopeless.
i wear the clothes i like so much, and then comes new stuff,
and the old ones aren't gonna see the light of day anymore.
:S
well,
it's 40 DAYS to my BIRTHDAAAAAAY!
or one month and nine days,
or 5+ weeks,
or 960 hours,
maybe 57, 600 minutes,
and around 3,456,000 seconds more!
how random.
:/
Random fact!
470,000,000 seconds after 5th feb '94, 10:48pm is:
Sunday, December 28, 2008 at 6:21:20 PM
super cool!
it's just tomorrow.
:D
oh, and i just remembered what date is it tomorrow.
one month anniversary of my grandpa.
i hope he's having a fun time playing mahjong or something in heaven!
and i still cannot shake off the thoughts and images of the three days.
my mind still forces me to think and visualise the images.
last night, i couldn't sleep for awhile cos i was thinking about it again.
sigh.
when will i ever find peace?
i prayed and prayed, but it's not really enough yet.
i still can 'see' everything clearly in my mind.
the first day, how i stood so far away cos of fear.
and how i dream about stuff that happens after that.
i still remember, i had this dream commemorating the anniversary,
complete with a movie-like poster, with the whole family.
that was the only dream i can visualise till now.
when oh when.
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
and sorry for the sudden randomness of the song lyrics and the few paragraphs above it.
was listening to the song and now i feel so lost.
no mood to blog anymore, nor say more random stuff.
just not in the mood.
goodbye.