
why do i keep running from the truth?
sigh, i've quite a bit to unload today.
playing minesweepers with allinda chew my minesweeperbangsxzxzx partner! :D
i finally won her like, three times out of the countless times we've been playing! :D
whoa, okay, now its four.
hahah!
i'm improving allinda, i am.
i kinda trashed you 4 games in a row right? :)
uh oh, i only won 4 out of 24 games. :S
anyway, today choir wasn't so bad.
i got pretty lot of sweets and gum!
and i didn't get caught for my nail polish, hehe.
oh well,
choir ended like half an hour earlier?
yeah.
had lunch with deborah though, and we were like just reading our own books, haha!
well, think i shall go offline soon.
probably should sleep alittle earlier sometimes.
school's starting soon though, so it'll be my 3rd last night to sleep late!
we'll see who can i talk over the phone with.
goodnight!
don't you find that we're kinda distant?
meeting up is abit of a problem, we're mostly indulged in our own stuff.
i don't know, but don't you feel that even msn conversations are no longer as fun?
for some reason, i just feel we're not as close anymore.
maybe its just that gap that i made last year, and its a gap that can never be fully closed or sealed?
i hope it isn't the case.
i just don't feel as high around you as way before.
you're close to the other two,
while i'm like some roamer?
i don't know, maybe i've changed, or you've changed.
but all i know is that it'll be the same thing for me if there's really a problem between us again:
i'll do whatever it takes to close and seal that gap once and for all.
i don't want to suddenly start feeling all weird around you.
i don't feel it all the time, but somehow its lingering in the air, especially whenever we hardly talk?
maybe its just the whole school stress, but i hope its gonna be alright asap.
you're the bestest ever in my entire life, and no way am i gonna lose you,
nor the rest of our clique.
very sad that my mum's gonna be home tomorrow.
I WILL BE BORED TO DEATH.
time to call people now. :)