Wednesday, February 18, 2009
9:27 PM

how about another breakdown, meltdown.
AH CRAP.
guess what, my com crashed!
like, AGAIN.
okay, not really crash, but blackout.
this time no funny smoky smell and all,
it just went off immediately.
i think maybe its my big fat thigh - accidentally hit it.
at first i thought my ankle hit the on/off button,
then when i looked and tried to turn it on, nothing.
funny thing was that the keyboard still had a light on, which meant the keyboard still works.
monitor on/off button was flashing,
but the cpu just wouldn't on!
ZOMG, i'm seriously worried that the whole thing crash and everything is GONE.
all my photos, all the other stuff, wth.
better not be gone please!
do help pray for the com and tell me what i can do if you know kay,
besides backing up and all.
that i know, but it'll not be very soon.
:S
argh, i hope its the idiot power source kena fried or the fan got stuck or whatever.
anything but crash.
:S
please please please.
:(
anyway, i just finished my research for eng project,
killer since i'm not used to my sister's laptop.
but its kinda fun making points and all.
hope the info is enough.
i hope we get really good marks! :D
hey, if guys can get 35/40, so can we.
and just cos theirs different topic, like finally.
anyway, R&D is kinda fun now.
not too bad, the idea.
:)
anyway, came back at like 4 today.
stupid la. damn fed up with my dad.
he's practically devoiding me of a least bit of freedom and totally giving me comments on how lousy i am.
its a freaking FIRST TRY, FIRST TEST.
its really not bad considering i didn't fail!
zomg, i really cannot stand him.
always saying lousy, no encouragement.
parents are just really too 'self-centered' in a way.
they only think kids should be encouraged when one does well.
hello, its reward for doing well, enouragement for not so well done stuff?!
today's passage in the chinese test was so damn relevent.
its always like that, i need the tests.
they're so relevant and explain current problems of mine?
scary. :S
but anyway, its true parents don't really care about the kids' feelings.
i already cried like crap last april, but seems like nothing has gotten through to him.
still as demanding, degratory in a way, and disencouraging, if there's such a word.
always putting me down, always saying i'm lousy, acting like borderline is the end of the world for me, saying i'm smart but just plain lazy, saying i don't put effort.
i WILL put more effort if he would just stop all those demeaning and horrible comments.
its not about ego, its about knowing whether your parents actually care more about results or you as a person.
know what, now even being smart doesn't get you really any further than good character.
stuff can be learnt, but good values and character can never be obtained unless they're taught and instilled properly.
ah, screw it.
goodbye.
Labels: stupid com.