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ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)

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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

Wednesday, February 18, 2009
9:27 PM

how about another breakdown, meltdown.

AH CRAP.

guess what, my com crashed!
like, AGAIN.

okay, not really crash, but blackout.

this time no funny smoky smell and all,

it just went off immediately.

i think maybe its my big fat thigh - accidentally hit it.

at first i thought my ankle hit the on/off button,

then when i looked and tried to turn it on, nothing.

funny thing was that the keyboard still had a light on, which meant the keyboard still works.

monitor on/off button was flashing,

but the cpu just wouldn't on!

ZOMG, i'm seriously worried that the whole thing crash and everything is GONE.

all my photos, all the other stuff, wth.

better not be gone please!

do help pray for the com and tell me what i can do if you know kay,

besides backing up and all.

that i know, but it'll not be very soon.

argh, i hope its the idiot power source kena fried or the fan got stuck or whatever.

anything but crash.

please please please.

anyway, i just finished my research for eng project,

killer since i'm not used to my sister's laptop.

but its kinda fun making points and all.

hope the info is enough.

i hope we get really good marks! :D

hey, if guys can get 35/40, so can we.

and just cos theirs different topic, like finally.

anyway, R&D is kinda fun now.

not too bad, the idea.

anyway, came back at like 4 today.

stupid la. damn fed up with my dad.

he's practically devoiding me of a least bit of freedom and totally giving me comments on how lousy i am.

its a freaking FIRST TRY, FIRST TEST.

its really not bad considering i didn't fail!

zomg, i really cannot stand him.

always saying lousy, no encouragement.

parents are just really too 'self-centered' in a way.

they only think kids should be encouraged when one does well.

hello, its reward for doing well, enouragement for not so well done stuff?!

today's passage in the chinese test was so damn relevent.

its always like that, i need the tests.

they're so relevant and explain current problems of mine?

scary. :S

but anyway, its true parents don't really care about the kids' feelings.

i already cried like crap last april, but seems like nothing has gotten through to him.

still as demanding, degratory in a way, and disencouraging, if there's such a word.

always putting me down, always saying i'm lousy, acting like borderline is the end of the world for me, saying i'm smart but just plain lazy, saying i don't put effort.

i WILL put more effort if he would just stop all those demeaning and horrible comments.

its not about ego, its about knowing whether your parents actually care more about results or you as a person.

know what, now even being smart doesn't get you really any further than good character.

stuff can be learnt, but good values and character can never be obtained unless they're taught and instilled properly.

ah, screw it.

goodbye.

Labels: stupid com.

Sunday, February 15, 2009
6:00 PM

Don't let your past, determine your future.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

and happy belated birthday Xing Jie and Rebecca! :)

HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY!

isn't the balloon hugeeee and awesome?

hahhaa, my birthday was really the best in all my 15 years.

and i don't feel anymore different.

i don't feel older yo.

but i'm a REALLY really happy 15 year old.

i know its been real long since my bday,

so alot of belated thanking to do.

sorry everyone. :S

but anyway, i really wanna thank deborah, yeewei and rebecca and whoever else who gave me the AWESOME and HUGE balloon,

thank you xing jie and zayne for the crazy amount of starbucks vouchers (i'm really gonna grow fat),

thank you aaron for your pig and all,

thank you sarah-ann and chin wei for the be-yoo-ti-full pouch and pen and card and everything!,

thank you ailin for your sweetest present and really thoughtful present, which i actually was really shocked and wanted to cry but i can't,

thank you zoey for the 'diamond ring',

thank you celine for your pen and clip and all,

thank you ada for your card,

thank you jessica for your present and card,

and thank you all who made my birthday so fun and wished me a happy birthday,

whether in school, on facebook, on tagboard, whatever.

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.

i really had fun, and it was the best day of my life! :D

well anyway,

after school on my birthday, i went out with my bestfriend ailin whom i seriously miss her alot.

watched the curious case of benjamin button which totally kicks ass man!

its really nice and makes you cry,

seriously.

but i guess its not like ghost whisperer,

every episode i sure cry.

the movie was really long,

but worth it, cos of all the interesting stuff in the movie and the stupid lightning guy,

total comic relief.

well,

we had no time for dinner and all so we just bought BK and bused back,

with everyone staring at the balloons,

especially little kids who wanted to touch it.

hahahhaa.

well anyway, the next day was rebecca's birthday.

went Crystal Jade for dinner,

and it was super awesome.

XLB! :D

hahaha, it was so much fun.

anyway,

went cold rock after that, where i treated rebecca ice cream cos i didn't get her a present.

but anyway, it was the MOST expensive ice-cream i've ever eaten.

killer yo man, i'm never eating it again.

no offence to cold rock lovers,

but i don't see why its worth that price cos B&J has more interesting tastes.

but its just personal opinion, right?

i still love B&J, muahaha.

well, nothing much happened after friday,

as far as i can remember.

went out with deborah and all to get bday presents and stuff during weekdays,

and choir as usual.

cross country on friday was really great though.

i'm like super raring to go running soon. :D

i'm proud to say i only stopped once during the entire 3.2km run!

well, i actually slow jogged to pace myself, and jogged alongside sarah-ann,

which i must thank cos i was actually slowing her down.

her stamina damn good man, hehehe.

but anyway, we stopped to walk for probably 200m the most,

and jogged the rest.

really awesome,

when 2.4km i usually walk alot!

gave out all the vday presents to everyone,

and i totally missed out like some people,

and by the way, i totally don't have enough sweets.

this year i've been too generous, i think.

i spent quite alot on presents and now my birthday angpao money left abit more than half of what i had la! :S

super suck, only can last till june i think.

anyway, went to JP for subway with ada, jamie, joanne, shermaine, lorraine, shirley, aaron and weng shian.

had really a great time and talking and all,

which probably made us know each other a tiny bit more.

first time a small part of 3E actually went out,

which is good!

went weng shian's house later with aaron to play squash as i really didn't wanna go home,

and was actually in a mood to go play games and all,

but the rest wanted to go back and 'hibernate', so only we three went to play.

wanted to play tennis but weng shian couldn't find his rackets,

so had to settle for squah, which i totally suck at man!

but was rather fun, cos i managed to hit the ball quite a few times in a row.

went home like close to 6,

and waited for 14 super long.

really sucks to have a few buses that goes home from there,

while aaron had so many?!

well,

valentine's day yesterday!

totally boring,

just met up with xing jie to go tuition together,

saw elisse at dover mrt,

then class was totally boring,

i actually rather write 'guided' zuo wen or letters.

really fun. :D

and just as i was about to settle for porridge for dinner cos my dad was having a bad stomachache,

allinda called and asked me out for dinner. :D

really happy she asked, cos it was getting really boring playing raving rabbids and i had a XLB craving anyway.

so we did eat at crystal jade,

and the stupid XLB totally burnt my tongue, which hurts till now.

went starbucks later,

and we paid a dollar EACH for a caramel frapp venti.

awesome eh, thanks to zayne and xingjie.

madness, i really have alot of vouchers.

but i used up almost half of them.

totally need to control, if not i'm like paying starbucks probably $200 a year!

killer, i totally wanna work there.

walked all the way to the bus stop near the mrt,

and talked alot about stuff,

which was totally the kinda talks i miss.

not the gossip part, but about saying everything out and knowing what each other means without having to say alot. :D

i miss allinda, dione and evangeline so much yo!

took 74 with chew-y,

and talked till she alighted, in which she could stand there signalling to me all sorts of things.

really miss her retarded actions in class,

but i'm starting to like 3E more and more each day.

its getting pretty fun!

well, and today, i'm here surfing and finally blogging.

real sorry there wasn't any posts for awhile,

totally busy and i need permission to go online, but i hardly have time anyway.

but at least i've blogged!

and i do miss the internet alot alot alot. :S

and i totally can't wait for founders' day dinner next year.

think its gonna be totally awesome and everyone will look better than expected.

can't wait!

okay, that was totally random.

anyway,

i really wanna watch benjamin button again,

cos i really wanna hear every single word and cry at the show, HAHA.

tell me if you're interested to watch, and we'll go and watch or something! :D

alright, i think its been a rather long post.

but anyway, please don't expect any frequent posts.

sec 3 is kinda killer but i'm getting used to it.

new timetable will suck though.

but anyway i will try to update around once a week,

but definitely every month i'll update!

haha, wtcrap,

i think not many people read though.

oh whatever.

I REALLY WANNA GO OUT SOON.

someone please book me soon.

i wanna go running too.

please ask me too!

i need to train stamina for napfa, like totally.

alright, i think i shall stop talking crap and go cook myself dinner.

goodbye and if you want to see any photos,

go facebook and check sometime.

i should be uploading everything there.

No matter what you've gone through in the past, no matter how many setbacks you've suffered or who or what has tried to thwart your progress, today is a new day, and God wants to do a new thing in your life. Don't let your past determine your future.

- 'your best life begins each morning' by joel osteen (feb 6).

Labels: totally awesome 15.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009
7:04 PM

well you've done done it and you bet i felt it.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! :D

just less than two days yo. :)

anyway,

sorry for lack of posts.

haaha, anyway.

my birthday's gonna suck big big time la.

all the stupid tests and all that's robbing me of fun and happiness.

anyway,

this week is like major test week?

its total craziness.

and 5 weeks have passed.

how great.

and stupid timetable.

don't know who's the stupid idiot who go amend?

we're all FINE with now the timetable.

i think someone probably is making the sec 1s move around or something.

and what's with the stupid yellow lin and painting the freaking cortyard area WHITE.

EVERYONE likes the way the walls were okay,

not now with the super ugly colour combination!

and like, recesses are WAY too short.

i know, after 5 weeks then complain,

but THREE sciences and BOTH languages on ONE DAY is enough to kill,

you want to have FIVE periods of e math straight then A MATHS straight after our recess.

triple science so what.

wishlist

THAT STARBUCKS CHRISTMAS 2009 BOTTLE!
Awesome Sweet Sixteen :)
~~Nokia 5800 Xpress Music~~
pink daniel yam dress!
tatty teddy! :)
~~2009 SYF gold~~ (honours)
singapore flyer! :)
FORMULA ONE TIX!
~~triple science.~~
~~BALLOONS. :)~~
watch Jeff Dunham live!
London! Paris! Italy! Maldives!
HSM3 DVD

chatterbox

flashbacks

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