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ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)
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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Sunday, January 11, 2009
5:21 PM
5:21 PM
either we're getting distant or its just normal.
i haven't been posting!
proud to say i didn't touch the com this entire week.
okay, maybe once.
but i really need to blog. :S
anyway, i've put rubber bands already.
deborah's right.
they're okay after a few days.
super fun to make music with!
:D
well,
adieu performance on friday was good, i guess.
and the boys are hard to approach.
i understand, but like brah said,
why let your talent and voice go to waste by joining something else?
AND,
my stupid shoes kinda broke.
mr ho had to use normal glue to help me hold it together for awhile.
i owe him a HUGE thank you!
:S
and rayner too, for lending me your socks to walk around in, hahaha!
thanks so much to brah, yeewei and duck too.
for helping me ask people and stuff.
super embarrassing at first, but was really funny.
and thank goodness my shoe was still intact even after walking out of the hall all the way to the LT!
and thanks to cherilyn for holding my stuff and deborah's,
and aaron for safekeeping my watch.
GOSH, friday was damn screwed up for me.
but alot of people made me better by helping and stuff.
see, choir lets you make REAL and serious friends.
:D
and i've decided not to, for once,
spill all the bad things out on here.
what's the use.
that person won't read anyway.
read also don't care.
probably only choir clique will read and bother,
but not the person 'itself'.
but heck it,
if by the end of this i'm kinda frustrated,
i shall just type whatever and get away from the com.
anyway,
also,
i owe deborah and allinda a huge thanks for just talking to me and advicing me.
true,
nowadays i'm really getting sad easily,
but just seeing the choir clique and thinking back how the 5 of them helped me so much,
i can't be more than happy.
especially after the so called neglecting incident,
i really cherish them so damn much.
like, the pillars in my life!
hah, so cliche.
tsk.
oh, supper on friday was the bomb too.
we ordered macs into school!
there's so many of us, so sorry for not listing out names.
but thanks anyway.
you ALL made me feel happier after thinking back.
like going around trying to take jumpshots, hah.
:)
well,
less than a month to my birthday!
i'm uber excited, haha.
hopefully the stupid phototaking in school was for new ez-link and not ic.
please not ic.
worse birthday present ever.
:/
and i just pray really hard my birthday won't be screwed up this year by some sad thing or whatever.
that'll suck so bad.
OH, and my ipod earphones spoiled.
man, i want both my phone and a new ipod!
SIGH.
and little nyonya dvd is out can.
zomg, so fast.
scary.
i still like it despite the ending.
not everyone has a guilt-free, happy ending.
i just hope i'm not one of those suay suay people.
i just pray hard that my ending will be at least bittersweet,
if not happy and one that i've always hoped for.
i know, you can't have everything,
but i am willing to give up my materialistic wants just to have a happy and smooth ending forever.
i think it's worth giving up stuff like phones and ipods for, eh?
well,
ain't gonna blog anymore.
it's quite long already.
enough to appease everyone for at least a week, i hope?
i don't know when can i blog again,
but charging ipod's a good excuse.
pray hard it'll run flat soon! :D
but have you really ever spared a thought for me these past few weeks?
after we all came back,
you've been so distant.
really.
and getting ignorant of people around you.
i know, i'm kinda self-centered.
wanting attention.
but comparing the amount of time you can put aside for me to the amount of time you give to other irrelavant stuff,
i dare say it's not even comparable, cos its so damn little.
let's just hope cos it's the first wee.
i can wait you know, i can.
but just don't make me wait even on my birthday.
worse still, don't make me wait forever.
you know me.
i cherish this kinda stuff alot,
but its easy to break me into half just by waiting and wanting abit of attention for so, so long.
its torturous.
i feel cast aside, thrown away, unwanted.
you aren't even willing to throw everything aside for a day for me.
maybe you are, but you'll be thinking of other stuff.
we really need to talk,
but i doubt you even HAVE the time to settle stuff once and for all.
and so i decided to say stuff,
at least better than i try to tell people but no one ever has the time for me.
don't bother reading,
you can't.
and you won't want to.
Labels: vain waits.
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