i'm not exactly proud to say today is the least tiring day.
but it has been really rough.
from 9am all the way till 4pm.
many, many tears were shed.
i cried really a whole lot today.
during the short prayer,
when they brought him down,
when we followed him and they play 'amazing grace' really loud,
when we were on the way in the bus,
when we were in the service hall,
when we were to see him for the last time,
when we put the flowers,
when he was brought in there,
when he was slowly wheeled into the last stage before everyone's eyes,
and when he finally went into everything.
it's really countless actually.
i cried the most today out of all days.
it's so horrid.
and since i only had 4+ hours of sleep last night,
i had a severe headache after it was all over.
i just kept crying and crying.
anyway,
went some weird place for lunch,
heard the bill was around $400?! (zomg.),
then returned back to lavender,
and then collected the remanents.
we all got to put him inside.
except for jess, who wasn't able to take it.
it was pretty alright la.
went to all saints after that.
after awhile,
went home le.
ran a few errands though.
was sleeping in the car, but now still kinda tired too. :S
well anyway,
i'm not going for choir tmr.
i'm really kinda worn out.
though i'm up late, but then.
it's cos i don't dare to sleep?
yeah, it's hard la. :S
i think i shall sleep around midnight plus?
pretty tired.
eyes are closing.
:S
and i really cannot listen to amazing grace again.
it makes me cry the most these three days.
seriously.
:(
and chew,
enjoy yourself there yeah.
and thanks for your 'spams'? :) hehee.
much appreciated. :D loveeee.
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