Wednesday, October 22, 2008
12:25 AM
today was pretty slack-ish in cass.
did nothing much,
was practically some come-to-school-and-slack day!
went vivo later.
swapped my turquoise top for the red one,
since some people said red looked nicer, and will look nice on me, and that turquoise was ugly, and since i have a similar top, get the red one.
:/
a super duper long explanation i know,
but that's the reasons i got, haha!
went plaza sing later, and after walking around, fooled around in carrefour.
and yeah, shan't go into details.
anyway,
today's like a happy (yet sad) day for everyone, mostly.
sort of last official school day for ailin, serena, derek and esther goh.
:(
sigh.
i'll miss ailin for being ailin and my 'partner' since p6!
oh yeah,
and serena for just everything she talks to me about,
and derek for making some classes fun, especially maths!
i will miss them alot.
can't wait for chalet/farewell/bbq or whatever.
i need to give ailin and serena a proper hug.
:(
i think i will end up bawling the whole night or something.
:/
well,
tomorrow i'm going out with allinda and dione!
meeting up at 10am in school.
i seriously need my beauty sleep,
though i will probably sleep 8 hours at the rate i'm using the computer.
amazing how much time i can waste on the comp when my flash is so called outdated and everything can't work.
:(
most likely gonna see most 2E-rians in 3E or whichever class next year!
fine by me though,
it'll still be quite lively i hope.
but i'll miss allinda, dione and eugene SUPER ALOT.
they've been the BEST group mates one can ever ask for.
we slack, but still get the job done.
i LOVE my lit group,
and if we all go different classes,
i hope we all will still be as close.
i'll miss chew and dione the most i think.
plus ailin.
the whole simitaiji gang is like split!
:(
i've been thinking alot ever since the start of this week.
this whole year has passed so fast! (okay, long post. :D)
super lot of stuff has happened.
2008 is indeed and will be probably the MOST eventful year i've ever had.
even if anything happens,
i doubt i'll regret a single thing.
i've been to the MOST concerts this year,
so many positive stuff has happened,
i've so much memories locked away,
and had the MOST fun this year.
i seriously won't change my life for anything or anyone's life.
my life is so great so far, and i can't believe i, at one point, wished i could be another person.
i think it takes alot to realise things like that.
sounds abit inlogical and senseless at this time,
but this year is also the year that made me so thankful!
there's only TWO days left to this school year,
and i actually NEVER want it to end.
level camp was so fun,
certain dates i proved i'll never forget,
and so many events,
i've even lost track.
i think everyone feels the same way too: this year has been, by far, the best.
probably makes you think twice about wanting to swap lives too.
:)
reading some letters also made me realise how much i've changed.
not for the worst, i hope, and i'm quite sure actually.
i've actually handled situations i thought i could never.
there's bound to be this huge problem ever year that i've to deal with.
this year has repetitive stuff.
and i admit, i let my sensitiveness get the better of me.
but sometimes,
your flaws turn out to be of good use.
you understand people better too!
to that certain someone,
i hope someday, a miracle will happen and somehow, we resolve any outstanding problems.
may take even longer than the next two years,
but i hope somehow,
we'll be on friendly terms.
i may still remember stuff people told me or i've heard,
but i think after typing this post,
i only remember them but don't bother or take to heart any of them now.
besides, critisism also helps you mature and improve right?
i just hope what you wrote was true,
and we're not talking about each other to other people anymore.
we're tried to solve the problems last year, but kinda failed.
so hopefully,
at around the same time this year, which is one year on,
we'll resolve the problems for GOOD.
pray that'll be the case!
i really think i've changed, grown and probably even matured.
my opinion though, so any changes that really happened,
only my closest friends are able to vouch for all those.
but really,
i think everyone has matured and grown up in some way.
sec two tends to be a playful year.
but after going through the horrid process of EOYs and choosing streams,
i think everyone has realised the importance of studies and friendships and no more pranking around.
and it's good though.
i know i actually love this batch of people.
if not,
there wouldn't be choir clique, simitaiji,
and all the friends i have.
i seriously think i need to start dedicating posts.
:)
i think i've seriously blogged ALOT,
but it's just all that i felt like at the point of time i was blogging.
suddenly michelle blogs like, super duper cheem.
i know, but i really think i needed to 'close' the year by reflecting.
i'm gonna miss everything in sec two,
but i hope i'll never forget them,
and the people who made it so memorable and possible.
choir clique, simitaiji, 2E and everyone else,
i love you all and i'll never forget anything i did with you.
especially choir clique and 2E.
you all made the year so great, and this sec two batch so fun.
:D
i shall dedicate stuff to choir clique soon.
i've so much to say.
:/
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