Friday, October 31, 2008
6:26 PM
STREAMING RESULTS OUT.
and i got triple.
cannot be more thankful.
i got history, which is my choice, and i'm SUPER grateful.
but quite a few from history got pushed to geog.
which i'll talk about later.
but anyway,
i don't actually find it fair.
i know, resources are limited.
but shouldn't the school also accomodate students' interests?
i'm not talking about stream, but their choice of humanities and stuff like that.
they should honour it.
they can't force everyone to study that subject they don't like.
maybe the interest has to be nurtured,
but isn't it easier to let students choose the one they like most,
so they can do better easily and faster too?
sigh!
looking at the results,
i can't say much about those who got into my class,
but i do feel horrid.
i'm not saying this to be sarcastic if anyone was thinking that way, but sincerely,
i don't feel happy at all.
only relief.
look, you should know who you are.
geog doesn't mean you'll die tomorrow or something.
be strong, throw all the possible valid and great reasons in, and send in that appeal.
it might work out.
afterall, i know you did way better in history than in geog,
and it might change their minds.
i told you they might push history-interested people in geog,
and i rather be in your shoes right now.
i feel horrid too.
and i'm NOT at all happy, so please don't think that way either.
SO many people are affected too, by the whole i-want-xx-but-i-got-yy situation.
pray hard someone in triple wants geog instead of history,
then there's your chance!
if those up there actually must have equal number of geog and history in each class.
no matter what, you can come talk to me.
EVERYTHING will be sorted out.
alright?
and deborah!
i really feel the incident yesterday, all these happenings with you and the streaming,
will bring us closer,
which i already feel so! :D
don't worry about streaming okay.
i'm really not happy for ALOT of people also.
they think that i got what i want, but i rather other people be happy than get what i wanted.
so chill,
everything will work out!
meantime, concentrate on getting well, i'm here for you.
i'll try to bring the whole choir clique to visit you alright? (if you can and want)
:D
if you want, i can even spend the day with you since i've dental on wednesday.
:D
i love you babe, and i know you've the abililties to get into double.
you're way above that standard even.
:D
i feel kinda down now.
feel like crying but i can't.
sigh.
i'm so relieved yet frustrated.
this whole thing's affecting me so much.
and thanks allinda for today.
love you babe.
Labels: this is the last time to get it right