Friday, October 10, 2008
10:32 PM
one moment i was happily surfing the net, watching rubbish videos.
now i am DAMN HELL PISSED OFF.
First,
you say i'm ADDICTED to the computer.
i wouldn't be online the WHOLE time today if it weren't for exams okay.
i can CONTROL myself, so STOP saying stuff that you think is true but isn't.
You call this addiction?
how about other people, who are constantly glued to their computer screens, watching online shows ALL THE TIME, even bringing their dinner in front of their computer?
at least i'm not THAT bad already.
what else do you want?!
study till results come out and if it's no good, STUDY MORE?!
Secondly,
IT IS NOT MY FAULT THE STUPID DESKTOP HAS A VIRUS OR WHATEVER.
do i LOOK like i'll be HAPPY to see my com CRASH?!
or LOSE MY FILES?!
EVERYTHING IN THERE MEANS ALOT OKAY.
ALL MY PHOTOS, EVERYTHING.
IF YOU THINK I WOULD DOWNLOAD ANY STUPID STUFF, YOU ARE WRONG.
VERY VERY WRONG.it never really occured to you that there is a COMPUTER ADMINISTRATOR WHO HAS A PASSWORD IN WHICH I DO NOT NO SO I CANNOT DOWNLOAD ANY CRAP?!
has it EVER occured to you i REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHY IT CRASHED?!
in short, everything is just ME, ME AND ME.
when will you let me just say my piece?
when?
and when will you stop saying all your "don't come asking for me to repair it when you need it"?!
YOU YOURSELF said okay, i'll ask my colleague to try fix it when i told you earlier on.
now you want to use it, it also keeps restartig by itself, then you turn around and SCREAM AT ME AS THOUGH I SPOILED THE COMPUTER ON PURPOSE?!
i KNOW how much that freaking thing costs and how precious is ALL my stuff in there.
would i ever try to SPOIL THE COM?
even if it was my fault, it was UNINTENTIONAL.
i'm not that dumb to go open stupid emails you know.
i'm NOT THAT DUMB.
why is everything so SCREWED when exams are over?
and then i have to tolerate your whatever crap when results aren't satisfactory to YOU.
so what if i happen to be smarter.
it doesn't mean i'm 100% smarter than her.
i can just be 0.000001% smarter, just get better marks, BUT DOESN'T MEAN I'VE THE SUPER ABILITY TO TOP THE CLASS.
when, just when, will everything just WORK OUT?
if i've to endure TWO WEEKS of nagging cos of the freaking computer,
i don't know what to say already.
you just doubt my current ability, think i'm lazy.
WHO DOESN'T WANT GOOD GRADES, YOU TELL ME.
and in case you think i hate any of you, well, heck no. i'm just pissed off with the way you're treating me as if i'm some whiz kid who screws up SO bad, the WHOLE world goes into another great depression.
the only thing i'm looking forward to now is HSM3 in two weeks.
i can HARDLY wait.Labels: screwed.