Sunday, October 19, 2008
12:09 AM
HSM3 for 24 oct at GVmax: SUPER LOT BOOKED ALREADY!what the la.
i hope i still get to watch.
i rather watch another day then watch while sitting right in front man.
hmph.
anyway,
i was kinda moody before tuition, happy after tuition, but now slightly moody.
okay, now maybe i'm happy.
happier.
:)
went shopping with my mum today!
and i'm seriously surprised.
usually she just says everything i like doesn't suit me, blah blah blah,
but i bought THREE items today.
she may have bought more than me,
but i'm still really happy.
:D
dress, flats and WALLET.
:D :D :D :D
hahaha, suddenly shopping makes me really happy!
feet hurts though, suck.
:(
but other than that, i'm seriously glad i went shopping with her today.
i finally have a new wallet like since beginning of sec one or even before!
okay, i'm just talking crap.
the dress was bought on the excuse i've nothing to wear (nothing nice enough) for a wedding.
and the shoes, i wanted heels but my mum refused to buy the ones that i wanted ALOT which were around $40.
:(
anyway,
today i'm a happy girl.
and i'm no longer moody.
:D
surprising how nowadays i'm getting really sensitive?
even more oversensitive i think.
you're away for longer than i thought you would take,
and i start feeling so alone and moody.
sheesh,
i really need more self-control over my emotions.
:/
anyway,
this week is last week of sec two.
my grades are around the same as mid-years i think,
but i know i've seriously tried my best.
it kinda sucks, but i'm grateful la.
no point sulking over it now.
i'm just praying hard that i can make it into triple science.
i really can't go double.
literature will pull me down and screw my results up.
:(
sigh.
chinese too.
looks like no reward from my sister now.
sigh!
i've seriously lost my blogging touch.
i know i've said it before, but it really stands out more now.
eeeeeeeeeee.
and i miss the computer, though stupid outdated flash is keeping me from doing alot of stuff online!
i hope i can go out again soon.
i really want to.
:(
shopping or whatever it may be,
i seriously need to go out.
i need choir clique.
i need shopping.
i need to go out.
i need my closest friends back.
i need triple science.
i need a new phone.
but i think no. 1 and 4 are most important.
i've realised alot of things ever since the day rebecca told me something.
i still can't get over it.
and somehow, it's my fault things don't feel right and as they were before.
i just hope i can settle it fast.
i really cannot take the silence anymore.
i somehow feel i've to try to be happy and fit in with your three.
i just feel like i don't belong with you all anymore.
the distance, the gap, it's just widening.
i feel so separated.
and probably,
you all might even feel we shouldn't really be that close anymore.
but it's understandable.
and happy 14th birthday chew bong bongsxzxzx,
hope you like the present.
TOOT really suits you.
:)
hope you had fun too.
:)
suddenly, i'm moody again.
and this time, i think it's for the right reason, and not a petty reason.