Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

decadence


ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
5:18 PM

One Step At a Time - Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world,
but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how
you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face seems the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours,

should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world,
but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how
you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face seems the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
(When you need to find the strength)
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

just got back from choir.
came home straight.
amazingly!
dress code tomorrow remains,
but no halter, tubes or spaghetti-straps,
must have sleeves.
:/
now make me reconsider what to wear!
looks like i've to dig deep into my sister's wardrobe.

anyway,
the song above.
came to me at just the right time.
i was feeling really down since my conversation before choir on msn.
really upset,
hated myself for what's happening.
later on,
i get really cold treatment.
nothing's going right!

but the song really relates to me so much at this point of time in this situation.
maybe i should let things take one step at a time,
and hopefully everything will be back to as they were.
but for now,
i can't help feeling totally horrid and upset inside.

now all i can do is pray, do what i can, hope for the best and listen to the song over and over again.
it's such a nice song anyway.
i haven't been listening to the radio for so long,
now i realise i'm missing out so so many nice and meaningful songs.
:(

i'm really sorry.
i know one can't have the best of both worlds,
but who do you expect me to give up?
i love you both!

my life's a horrid mess now,
and i doubt it's gonna get better for at least this week.
like the lyrics,
i really wanna explain and have a good talk,
but it's like,
every single 'door' keeps slamming,
shutting me out.
all this no-fun and 'you're not the same' atitude to me,
i can't take it anymore.

thanks rebecca though,
you set me thinking.
thinking about the current situation.
maybe i had my head stuck up in the clouds for way too long,
and it's time i stay back down on earth and take a good look around.
cos nothing's actually going right around me.

i'm just really sorry to everyone.
if you know who i'm talking about,
and it's you,
well,
i'm really sorry.
you're really the bestest friend i ever had and i don't want to see all the great times we had go to nothing.
it's not the way things should be now.

ARGH,
can someone give me some anti-depressant or relaxation pills?
i totally need it.
sigh.

wishlist
THAT STARBUCKS CHRISTMAS 2009 BOTTLE!
Awesome Sweet Sixteen :)
Nokia 5800 Xpress Music
pink daniel yam dress!
tatty teddy! :)
2009 SYF gold (honours)
singapore flyer! :)
FORMULA ONE TIX!
triple science.
BALLOONS. :)
watch Jeff Dunham live!
London! Paris! Italy! Maldives!
HSM3 DVD

chatterbox


flashbacks
♥ November 2006
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♥ January 2008
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