ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

finally,
a totally free day!
yesterday's senior's farewell was pretty okay,
quite fun.
i loveeeeeeeeee my group this year!
faye, al-emporio, gabriel, sec ones hilary and lucas.
hahaha,
i think me and al were the craziest in the classroom.
used C207 for item practice.
my form class, heh.
:D
had to lip-synch to beautiful girls and like,
do some stuff too.
hahaha,
so we did a flashback like in the music video.
really stupid,
at least the audience was laughing away.
and now i think people see me as some girl who bullied a boy smaller than she is,
haha!

it wasn't that grand or anything,
but the night was pretty okay.
ended up wearing the white dress over my red one.
:(
i seriously need to go shopping.
my wardrobe is practically empty la!
i'll go after eoys,
hehe.

speaking of which,
i haven't been mugging.
i think today i'll spend the whole day just cooking my lunch and finishing the maths homework,
all 30 questions + countless parts of a question.
then,
tomorrow after tuition i'm gonna come back and relax abit,
and probably not revise at all!
:/
okay,
this is madness la.
exams are in a month,
i have barely done ANYTHING.
i can't even remember if i actually studied last year.
this sucks la.
from now on,
after school everyday,
i'm gonna go out to libraries and whatever i can find,
and go study.
i NEED to start revision by next week,
if not it's gonna be way too late.
it already is,
right?

---

okay,
maybe we should find a day to go out like before,
carl's jr, starbucks, highness, whatever,
and get a really good talk and settle everything straight.
even talking to you last night was really weird.
there was practically nothing to say.
and it's not entirely your fault either.
if i hadn't been obsessing about it every time we go out as a clique or what,
and if i hadn't been so called making you wait along with me,
if i hadn't been that selfish to forget about you,
maybe things would have still been the same or even better right now.
i really want to let you know it's really not your fault,
but since you think so,
it's BOTH our faults.
i've been neglecting our friendship,
you've been trying to let go.
i don't mean for the next few sentences to sound abit wrong,
like some love note,
but i really really want you to know that you're really the BESTEST friend i ever had and i can't ask for more.
honestly,
i miss our little study and shopping times,
the carl's jr crazy highness,
the crap we all talked.
not going out with you and having to do stuff we always did is making me miss you alot!
look,
i know it's ultimately your decision,
and with the EOYs so near,
it may not be the best,
but i hope in this coming weeks we'll be like we were before,
and not miss out anymore.
really,
you may be able to try to let go,
but i can't even try,
i know i cannot stand not being the way we were before,
and i do hope everything will be alright soon.
but since you've kind of tried to let go and with the eoys so near,
i doubt it's really possible to even try to make time for each other.
but i will stick by to my promise:
i will NEVER EVER forget and neglect my best friend ever again,
cos she's way too good for me to let go of.

do you even realise,
we hardly take pictures anymore, (yesterday was really the worst day of my life, believe it or not)
we hardly go high,
we hardly even TALK.
it's making my life so miserable.

i know it sounds abit,
les?
but i really had to say it in that way,
cos i do feel that i'm practically losing someone i love so much right now!
and don't cry, you're not the only one at this point.
i really do promise that if i ever ever neglect you or start giving up our friendship,
you've my 100% guarantee you're allowed to not want to call me your best friend ever again.
extreme as it may sound,
but i'm serious.
nothing's going right ever since that day rebecca told me everything,
or maybe i just became so much more aware of everyone.
it's really my fault,
really.
and i'm not trying to play some blame game here.

let's just say that all these started off with me,
and it should end right now,
with me.
it's either i take action or i don't,
and i already did.
now i'm just wondering when all these will stop.
it's taking too much out of me.

in any case,
i just hope that if i do go on some shopping spree after eoys,
i hope i'll be able to spend the whole day with you.

i never found our friendship tiring, boring or hard to keep,
cos i always believed we would stay the bestest of friends forever.

really,
it ain't your fault for trying to keep my by your side.
i guess i wanted the best of both worlds,
but looks like it's true,
one can't always have two.
don't blame yourself anymore.

i'm really and truely sorry.
and i mean it.

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