Sunday, August 31, 2008
5:05 PM
i'm proud to say:
I'M TONS BETTER! :)
hoho,
that means ailin, allinda, aaron, eugene and ivian can come over tomorrow.
eeeeeeeeeeeeee!
:D
i hope they don't get too bored though.
i just realised my house actually has nothing much.
maybe i shall ask someone to bring a vball and we shall go down and play beach volleyball!
:D
oh oh,
and watch spartans too!
it's abit sick but it's damn funny!
more of sick humour.
-.-
hahaha,
i can't wait!
it's probably the last time i can have so much fun before EOYs.
:(
anyway,
today i wanted to sleep in but my dad dragged me to church and i'm glad i went anyway.
i was feeling so much better,
and i actually felt high.
how's that for just recovering from a fever mansxzxz!
:)
also,
i had a really really long talk with zoey during sermon too.
another person i can really talk to man!
:)
zoey's super sweeeet.
:D
anyway,
after lunch,
my parents bought more mooncakes!
other people's families are mad about durians,
my family has to be mad about mooncakes.
:S
but they're kinda expensive though.
the one i ate the other day cost like $6!
like what the freak,
i ate half of it in 4 bites and there,
$3 gone.
:S
the talk i had with zoey today really made me sit up.
i don't mean any offence,
but it's amazing how someone who looks so demure and sweet actually has alot of stuff kept inside her.
either i'm just the weirdest one around or there are people who are like that i'm unaware of,
but i'm really glad i talked to her anyway.
i've known so much more about her just from our 30 min chat!
amazing how we can even talk for so long during sermon.
:)
well,
i had better go check some stuff for tomorrow and try to find a dress for farewell on wednesday.
thank God i'm a-okay!
:D
for the past few months,i've been trying real hard to put everything behind me.and finally,i did, for like two, three weeks?and then, you had to start all your crap again.look,i'm in no position to judge if what you're doing is for your own good or you're just putting up a fake front,but all i have to say is that from MY point of view,all that you're doing and saying for the past weeks is just so you can climb up that ladder.maybe i am wrong (again),but i'm not the only one who thinks you're just pretending to be so big.if you want to get to the top,stop your stupid nonsense and lecturings and show you can get there by your sincere heart and character.if you want to reach a stage where everyone knows you and somehow,what you've done gets revealed,i doubt you'll like it.stop all those crap man,no one actually gives a damn.i'm not the only one who has seen through every single thing you do or have done.maybe it's time you look at yourself and think if the top is all that matters,or is it your friends and grades in school.to me,the top isin't always the best.and what you said to me last year?totally useless,you actually need it yourself.i've said it quite a few times and i won't say anymore.but basically,you're treading on everyone's toes at this point.and quite a few can't take it anymore.no comments on this please, i just need a place to let it all out.Labels: how's that for 99