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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

today i just can't relaaaax.
:(
i'm really really sad today.
alright,
that was probably from chinese onwards.
had a good long chat with allinda.
i'm so going to do some apologies and dedications here.
not friend dedications.
aiya,
you'll know soon enough.

i know nowadays when i talk i sound really agitated,
maybe even 'bossy' or 'annoying'.
and sorry if i probably annoyed/irritated/pissed dione, allinda or ailin off.
dione the most.
i'm really sorry i kinda 'debated' with you during last period.
i really couldn't control my feelings and thoughts i just had to let it all out.
if not i would just break down and the class would think i'm crazy or something.

sigh.
today's just not a good day.
people not feeling well (yet again :S),
people debating (meeeee. :S),
people just having a horrid day.
okay,
that's me.
for today.

but thanks mong,
for going back with me.
i maaged to at least spill out abit of how i was feeling today.
i know you're feeling really sad and angry abou the trophy,
but think of it this way.
some things are meant to happen.
mybe it's God's will,
and his way of saying 'I made this trophy smash to tell you you don't deserve merit but better'?
maybe.
you'll never know:D
just RELAX okay!
you're still a winner.
that's all that matters.
you can have hundreds of trophies but if you did nothing to earn them,
they're as worthless as dust.
hahahaha.
hope this will make you feel better!
:D

and to dione,
i'm REALLY sorry i had to so-called debate with you today.
though i like debating, (i suck at it though)
but today's one with you was totally uncalled for.
yes,
maybe it's just another learning experience and getting to know each other's feelings,
but it was a bad debate which shouldn't have happened today,
now,
or probably anytime before funfair.
i'm really sorry that probably you're abit annoyed at me cos i couldn't control my feelings,
i had to 'let go' on you,
and ailin and allinda.
but i seriously felt that the campfire thingy was really really uncalled for,
and should be just left as it is.
the campfire (CFP) thing was a learning experience to all of us,
but it was a bad one, to be honest.
i've never seen the class soo divided on anything trivial like that.
true,
the minority can't make decisions for the majority,
but i still can remember how angry you and sherrill were,
and maybe we shouldn't have insisted.
it was really like some fight going on,
and if i actually couldn't control myself,
i would have just lashed out at you all.
thank goodness something held me back,
though till now i don't know.
but that time was bad enough,
and i really didn't want to see anyone else fighting over it.

today,
i really felt like contesting all your arguements and views,
but if i did,
i probably would have left everyone fuming and me crying or something.
no one wants to see such things happen,
i don't think you do right!
(i'm side-tracking my main point :S)

but whatever the case,
i'm sorry for today.
even if to you, you honestly felt that what i said made sense,
i probably sounded harsh and i'm sorry.
but today,
if i didn't tell the people most involved in the funfair stuff how i feel,
i WILL and WOULD break down just there and then,
upon seeing how everyone's so divided,
and even your closest friends being left out of everything.
it's another issue which i really really want to say before anything happens to me,
but i shall leave it as it is and tell myself all those stuff.

anyway,
sorry dione.
and allinda and ailin.
i probably annoyed ailin too,
and made allinda more tired.
sorry guys.
<3

alright,
i had better stop.
i already feel like crying after typing everything out.
i'm supeeeer, and REALLY tempted to say something about the 'friends being left out' thingy,
but i don't want people to start saying i'm jealous,
i'm feeling outsted,
i'm whatever whatever.
i'll just leave it as it is.
but if anyone's so nice to come and listen to me,
i'll gladly spill everything out.
just don't blame me if you walk away annoyed at me too.

sigh,
today's just not my day.

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