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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

I'M SICK!

*claps hands*
hohoho.
if some of you don't really believe me cos i was busy laughing away during class,
it's alright.
hahaha.
cos i realised laughing made me forget my fever was there,
so that's about it.
even mdm chong doubted me.
hoho!
she said i was so joyful,
how can i be sick?
-.-
sick people can't be happy mehs!
:D

anyway,
i know i'm supposed to be sleeping and resting but i wanted to blog anyway,
cos i realised i can't exactly go without blogging today(:

anyway,
i think i know why i'm sick.
guess it's cos of last night :S
sorry ailin!
forgot to tell you everything,
but now everyone shall know.
HAHA.

well,
last night had a scolding from my dad about helping out at youth alpha.
he claimed he didn't know a single thing when i told him about it few weeks ago.
then he say he thought it was a sat.
hello!
held in school,
for fmss students.
sat?
obviously school day,
easier!
:S

then after that,
my mum started talking about what i don't manage my time,
i'll lose out to others,
my chinese sucks cos i'm not listening in tution,
which is totally not true.
then she kept ranting on about my chinese,
why always b4,
why results so borderline,
blah blah blah.
then i think she said something that made me feel like i'm so stupid to her,
i started crying :S
then i crying she never stop.
she kept going on.
my parents are like that.
whole day start talking about the past.
so while i was trying to stop myself,
she kept mentioning stuff that agitated me.
then when i was finally let off,
i went out and could hear my parents grumbling about it.
basically my mum :S

then my dad talked to me again,
and started talking about what,
i cry cos i angry at them.
like wth!
angry for what.
you find me stupid what,
what can i do?
stand there and let you scold me for no good reason?
so everything about how they keep saying my chinese can be better when i know it sucks already,
i just said out.
then he said more stuff that made me cry.
i think i cried for more than half an hour man.

then woke up this morning,
felt super warm but cold too.
imediately grabbed my blanket and shivered under for awhile.
then when i went to wash up,
i realised that my eyes were super duper puffy and i was feeling damn feverish!
DDDD:
i think even ailin got a shock man.
they could all tell i cried cos my eyes were like closing and puffy and everything D:
sigh!

sorry if i made anyone worry.
hahaha.
i'm fine now,
but except i almost cried when i came home?
hahahah.
not cos the fever la,
but cos of,
something someone told me la.
made me feel super sad and rejected.
but i've no choice what.
i can't go and say i HAVE to be part of it.
hoho.
i think i'll tell deborah about it later.
ailin knows though.
or maybe not.

sigh,
at the mention of the other thing that i wanted to cry about,
i really do want to cry.
i feel super rejected!
sheeeeeeeesh.
i'll talk to deborah about it though.
i have to ):

anyway,
now my temperature is like, 37.3.
i know,
mild fever.
not much reason to sign out,
but when the water i drink taste horrible,
i know i'm in trouble and i'll be sick :S

chapel was supeeeeeeeerb today!
:D
i love 4D man.
they make chapel so fun.
that's how chapel should be!
:D
and that zara,
whoa.
she can sing super high notes.
hahah!
speaking of her makes me think about that stupid thing again.
argh!
D:
i'm so disappointed in myself.
D:

anyway,
tianli was super funny.
i took my temp. at locker this morning,
then he started going around saying i got sars to random people besides 2e people who were going to locker.
then during class i accidentally reminded him then he went to tell the people at his table i had sars so must take temp.
hahaha,
tianli was super funny :D
so many people were surprisingly nice today.
maybe my fever deluded me into thinking that way.
haha!

ah well,
i hope i'll be fine after i sleep!
or just not feeling good tonight.
but no fever.
i SO want to go mediacorp with deborah.
i have a feeling i can't miss tomorrow's outing,
if not i'll be real sad ):
hohoho.

a few others are sick too!
like yuliang, mark and christopher.
hoho.
hope you guys are okay! :D

ahh sigh,
alright,
i guess i'll play something,
wait for everyone to reply me before going to rest and sleep.

oh,
and reuben sim that stupid idiot is like ignoring me all the time,
and no one wants to tell me what's going on.
like everyone suddenly hates me?
hahahaha.

ah well,
okay,
bye for now then.
i'll probably update again when i'm happier.
sorry if this super duper uber long post just burned your eyes and they fell out :D

i desperately need to know why it happened man.
why on earth?
you know,
i wanted to be part of it so badly,
despite my fears of screwing up and everything.
but i know it's all for God but i'll probably never have the chance again.
what i thought will me make me good friends with you all has probably come to nothing?
i have no motive,
i just want to be part of it for God and for me to overcome stage frights and just sing cos i love it.
how many people have the chance to be in a band?
sigh,
it's all your choices la.
cancel my name out if everyone agrees.
i'm just real confused :S

and,
i hope i recover tonight!
really.
can't imagine the horror if i'm sick for another few days.
gonna miss out everything!
D:

and the lyrics for this post (bottom left hand corner),
are the best i can find.
describes my feelings now.
hoho.
and this is SO NOT an emo post.
i'm just sick, tired and disappointed :S


edited at 3.05pm :

oh,
forgot to mention minxian, deborah and kimberly went crazy when i announced i had fever.
they all wanted to drink from my can of mocca just to fall sick!
if they do,
i'll be super guilty :S
ahh well.
stupid band thingy.
spoiling my day like crap.
making me even sicker :S
ah well,
i had better go off soon.
don't think i'll blog again,
for today.
and my temperature is..
37.7!
went up again.
oh shit.

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