Sunday, March 02, 2008
8:29 PM
sheesh.
there's a terrorist on the loose.
how interesting.
on claudia's birthday too! :D
heh.
she'll never forget her birthday this year(:
well.
happy birthday mark!
lol.
sixteen already.
sigh.
i can't wait to turn 16.
can go play pool(:
lol.
anyway.
i've been really moody these days D:
cos of stupid me,
go fiddle with my phone and accidentally lock my memory card D:,
my throat hurt so badly at the beginning of the week that while talking on the phone, i almost cried due to the pain,
then i was so angry at some people,
and then on friday miss liang lashed out at the whole choir,
and i've never seen her that angry.
i almost broke down when i heard her scold the whole choir,
because i suddenly felt that it was super taxing to handle a choir which was lacking discipline, and slipping downwards,
which might cause us to do really badly for SYF next year.
sigh.
this week's been real horrible.
i'm so glad it passed by so fast.
it's been really horrible.
besides all the tests,
there's been so many problems.
i can't take it any longer.
i'm sorry if i sound emo,
but i think i'm going to reach a point when i'm just going to break down suddenly.
everything doesn't seem to be going right,
everything's just turning horrible.
i don't know how am i going to concentrate in class.
i really want triple science,
and everything.
but if all these stuff keeps happening,
i think i'll just have a mental breakdown and my grades might slide down.
suddenly i don't feel like ever going to school anymore.
it seems to be the cause of all my problems.
but if i don't go to school,
i think i'll just go crazy.
i think i need to tell myself this week was a horrible one but this coming week will be 10 times better.
how i wish it's the holidays already.
it's probably the well-deserved break i need badly right now.
sigh.
so many problems.
including tq.
even small things like choice of song is starting to get to me.
man,
i'm under huge stress.
i think that's why i just keep scolding/arguing/getting annoyed with people.
and i'm sorry to everyone whom i had sounded harsh/scolded/blahblah to.
i'm really sorry D:
but this week's been horrible.
i'm sorry.
okay,
i think i'm seriously about to break down.
i start talking about nonsensical stuff.
holidays had better come fast.
i don't think i can take anymore stress now.
you can say that behind my smiles,
i'm really breaking down slowly.
D:
maybe i need retail theraphy.
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too