sigh.
i cried quite abit last night.
i practically cried myself to sleep.
my maid's leaving! D:
like,
first week of january.
i really wonder,
if we hadn't shifted to this temporary house,
if my parents didn't agree to sell my old house so early,
would alot of things change?
will my maid never experience those things?
or will it not make a difference?
i don't know,
all i know is that i want her to stay.
i want her to stay super bad.
i knew this day would come,
but i never thought so soon.
and this will be the last Christmas she will spend with me,
and i just bought my very first present for her!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
im feeling super sad now,
so i have to make full use of these 4 weeks left,
to really cherish every single time.
argh,
why must this happen?
i think i will practically breakdown on the day she leaves itself,
considering i cried quite abit when i thought about it.
im praying super hard now that somehow,
she will stay,
which is super unlikely.
she even bought alot of stuff today,
and i think its for her to bring back home.
i really don't want her to leave...
DDDDD:
im not worried about how i survive without her,
but im sad cos she has been around since i was born,
around there.
and my mum once told me i always stick to her when i was still young.
now i don't know how am i going to leave her.
oh well,
im praying hard.
super hard.

anyway,
i haven't gotten the pictures from deborah nor kate.
guess they've no time?
oh well,
got some pictures from celine though.
quite old,
like a week old?
oh well.
post them next time round i guess.
oh well,
im not really in the mood to blog,
so shall just reply tags and end here.
argh,
its just..
around 28 days more?
sighh.

tag replies,

jessica- LOL, its katelyn. how can she be a stalker anyway?

faye- me neither? haha.

ada- ada! your back! :D enchanted is super nice:D but alot of people said im crazy over it. LOL. maybe its just super nice to me:D hmm, stardust? haha. missed it:D didn't manage to watch! (:

alright,
that's about it.
photos next time i guess.
that's about it.