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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

everything's going so wrong.
super wrong.
why do you want to change?
for yourself?
no one would believe.
i dotn even believe its you.
i dont at all.
its not that i cant take rejection,
but i never knew you were that..
i dont know.
i just saw a side of you i didnt know.
at all.
i dont even think its you.
i dont.
but,
im gonna try to get over you.
i will.
unless its not you then i wont make an effort to.
though it was just some message,
it doesnt really make any sense.
if your so scared to tell me in my face,
then dont at all.
now you say its another girl your changing for.
no one expects you to change.
even for yourself.
it just doesnt help that i've known you for so long,
and that im smart enough to have a hunch its not you.
its not you who sent it.
whatever and whoever it is,
i just hope that nothin will go wrong with our friendship.
i really want to get over you,
but its even harder to now.
and if it wasnt you who sent that,
i hope the person who sent that just gets their heart broken too.
you just dont know how much it hurt me.
it just hurt me so much i dont wanna ever talk to anyone now.
i dont need pity,
i just need a face to face thing.
i dont want messages,
i dont want to pretend im happy.
i just want to know it from you personally.

argh,
i dont know what im typing.
now ontop of the parent thing,
i have this horrible thing going on.
what the hell is going on?
i dont think i can trust anyone anymore.
nothing in my life is going right.
there's no point now.
i want all these to end.
in fact,
i feel like going to slovakia and never to come back.
yes,
its that bad.
im not trying to gain any pity,
i just need someone to hold onto and an understanding family.
but how?
no one understands me.
not even my best friend cares i think.
i dont know why is all these happening to me.
i really want to stop all these right now.
i dont know what i did to deserve all these.
i know God has planned everything for me,
but i never felt so so bad before.
i think im gonna break down.
i cant blog any more.
im really at a loss of words now.
bad things come after one another.
i wish i never ever knew you.
i wish i was never your classmate for so long.
i cant take this suffering anymore.
i just need to find shelter and comfort from all these sufferings.
why the hell is all these happening to me?

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