Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

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ALOHA! I'm Michelle, 15 going on SWEET 16 5th February. I'm not a nerd though i'm in a triple science class, cross my heart. The Fairfield Choir is the best opportunity i ever got, and it'll rock your socks off. Starbucks is totally awesome and kicks ass! I've a penchant for pink, i'm mad about Choir Clique and crazy over God.:)


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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Thursday, October 25, 2007
5:47 PM

today had thanksgiving cum farewell.
hmm,
it was pretty fun.
except now i have like,
a small blister cos of the shoeD:
but it was fun overall,
like our song managed to move a few people except miss lim!
(:
hmm,
anyway,
luckily all the sec one classes were sitting right at the back so it was hard for them to see anyone of us.
which was good(:
i didnt mind.
yeah,
then later on hung around trying to open kate's lock in fear that there might me some important stuff and if by 5pm she didnt come,
her stuff and lock would be thrown away.
but in the end,
we worried for nothing cos when deborah tried to look inside,
she saw rubbish only.
so after that,
deborah and i wanted to go ben and jerry's cos we saw a student pass a teacher a pint of it:D
hoho.
so off to city hall we went and went BK first.
pretty funny that we were talking about how BK is such a rip-off while deborah was eating the burger.
then,
we went to walk around a bit cos we just couldnt remember where ben and jerry's was.
we walked past those octopus balls and deborah was so tempted,
and she did buy it.
so we went ben and jerry's finally,
and bought the mix and match!
:D
yummy,
i loved the sweet cookies and cream:D
hohoh.
had real fun talking about the beauty of the water visual infront of us and deborah kept dropping ice cream on herself:D
hohoho.
yeah,
then kind of talked abit of other stuff,
and later we left to go window shopping:D
hohoho.
she was a real fun to be with!
yeah,
then she bought those cute piggy gummies from marks and spencers while i went to find piggy soft toys(:
hoho.
saw one that was 11 bucks,
and i guess its really cute.
sigh,
have to save up!
unless i find a cheaper but equally cute pig(:
birthday present.
hmm,
yeah,
then went back together on the train and talked alot more.
hmm,
took quite a few pictures today too!
too bad her camera was running low on battery(:
hmm,
yeah.
thats about all for today.
yeah,
shall talk about yesterday then!:D

went to vivo with deborah after meeting her at redhill.
then,
tried to meet up with faye, rinnah and priscilla but they wanted to go elsewhere so we separated but later on after going to carls' jr and then to starbucks,
faye called and wanted to meet us cos rinnah and priscilla left her alone cos they wanted to go home!
ok,
they didnt leave her alone but,
they wanted to go home but she couldnt.
so we walked around,
talking alot.
then went to rooftop and played in the water.
was great fun cos i wanted so badly to get the rock to skim across the water and i only succeeded twice,
but it was super duper fun.
then,
waited for 166 to come to go back school.
then,
we 'bet' on who could guess which bus would be 166,
and luckily i changed my guess(:
so i got a cola squirt gummy as a reward,
which wasnt that great considering faye and i already took alot from deborah(:
but oh well,
ytd was super fun!
:D
faye was kinda hyper,
running about,
and we took pretty loads of pictures(:
about 10 i guess.
too bad i cannot find my usb wireD:
if not i will upload all the pictures long time ago:D
sigh.
this week was fun,
but i dont know why but i felt super empty.
grrr,
anyway,
tomorrow im going to do my braces!
super excited yet nervous cos ada's first two day's experience,
i could tell,
was horrible.
all the movement of teeth.
hopefully deborah's method works(:
oh crap,
now i've said everything i wanted to say,
i think im going to launch into those thoughts again.
oh well,
whatever.
its a usual thing after every post(:
hmm,
time to go!(:
toodles!:D


after i kind of read it over and over again,
it really hit me how much i was so head over heels that i didnt really treat you as an ordinary friend.
like,
we can be friends,
nothing in between.
but im still holding on despite knowing i dont mean anything.
and after reading it today,
it made it even harder.
and so,
i really know i cant give up now.
really really cant.
though i know the truth,
but i just cant.
i dont know why.
goodness,
why am i feeling this way more than ever?
oh boy,
i guess it true.
i really cannot give you up.
and the more i wont from now on,
though i want to.
you know what?
its really hard when you try to let go but because of something you witness,
you just held on,
harder and harder.
and thats how i feel.
a tug of war in my heart.
oh boy,
why do you have to be the one who's a heartbreaker?
im so lost.
super lost.
frustrated.
all cos i tried to let go bit by bit but pulled back more and more each time.
and now i know,
i can never ever let go.
at least till the day someone else appears in my life and makes me more happy than when im holding onto the hope i thought you will give to me.
oh boy,

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