Tuesday, October 09, 2007
5:41 PM
sorry ytd din blogggg!:D
hahah.
oh well,
ytd was feeling preetty emo.
like.
big time.
hahhaa.
but i guess today not that emo le.
just that everytime the subject comes up,
i will start thinking waaaay off and start 'scaring' my self.
oh darn!
almost 6 le?
hahhaa.
i didnt know.
grr.
4hours on the com:D
oh well,
cant blame me!
only listening and HE tmr:D
hahaha.
anyway,
today maths was pretty ok,
except for the chocolate thingy.
and chinese.
grrr,
so fed up at it.
hahaha.
like..
just,
felt a little at lost.
:D
hopefully i come out just fine(:
hahaha.
then ytd went ikea to get the brown paper for my sis.
felt like i was taking it illegally!:D
hahah.
but have a purpose so its ok i guess?..
:D
yeapps,
then bought hotdog:D
treated my sister to it.
then then,
went back.
then,
my sister came back after i had lunch and she asked me if wanna go bukit merah central.
she ah,
suddenly wanted to make black forest cake:D
hahaha
and she forced me to count down how many more days was it to her birthday):
oh well.
so we went central,
but she wanted to find the post office.
walked around for a whole 30 mins just to find it!
):
then,
went ntuc:D
hohoho.
had a fine time there(:
almost bought mochi icecream!
hahaha.
my love:D
oh well,
in the end bought clorets,
instant noodles and
one huge pack of lays!
which we ate finish half while walking home:D
hahaa.
and i finished 1/2 the remainder(:
hoho.
=1/4 pack:D
hahaha.
maths sum(((:
yeapps,
had fun ytd!
and the trip to go out to central for a while was worth it:D
spent time with my beloved sister and got the problem away, out of my mind,
for pretty long,
but it didnt stay that way though.
oh well,
guess thats about it!:D
toodles people(:
day three and four down,three more to go.i couldnt believe it when i clarified and confirmed it was that you got.same.exactly the same.i felt so crushed,so crushed.i mean,maybe its just something your parents chose,but,it still holds significance,since not many people have that.i just felt so down after knowing.like,i practically wasted my time waiting.for so so long too.but,do you even know?do you even care?i dont think there will be chances anymore.never ever.unless rejection occurs.but nonetheless,now i know how much you mean to me.and i guess i just want the best for you,so if you do like,go for it.just go for it ok.im not gonna stop you,cos i dont mean anything to you anymore,so nothing i say will make a difference.though i feel im wasting my time,but i just cant let go.but if it makes you happy,just..go for it.my my,
super emo.
oh well,
everyone has an emo stage in their lives,
no matter who or what i guess.
but i just cant let go.
i really cant.
part of me wants to et go,
but the other cant.
at all.
i guess i just gotta leave it alone.
the more i think about it,
the more broken i am.