Can i have this dance?
I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it would never leave.

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Last edited:
Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm
Thursday, March 15, 2007
5:59 PM

ohh gosh.
i din noe it at all.
how dey knew n everythin.
im sho dead.
really!
cos im involved rite?
lollx.
my life is messed up enuff.
i dunch noe y suddenly i got another messier life.
life's sho unfair.
i dunchnoe y.
all d gd ppl die n d bad remain.
ish tish God's plan?
we're gonna be wiped out again?
ohh no.
i carn be.
i mean..
it carn be.
i still haven heard those ppl tell mehh.
tell mehh wad i wanna hear.
wad i wanna noe.
Rumour has it tt d world is gonna be wiped out by sumwhere in d future.
even d near future.
gosh.
NEAR future.
future ish enuff.
let alone NEAR?!!
ohhmygooniie.
carn be rite?
i dunch noe.
all i noe ish tt..
i dunch tink i will eva get to hear wad i wanna hear.
im already ein critisied.
even by my close frens n family.
for EVERYTHIN i do isint gd in their eyes.
no one noes how much pressure im under.
even gettin MIO..
i had to wait 4 a yr!
as in brdband.
n even den..mehh sis n i had to cum up wif alot of reasons.
luckily im not d elder one.
alot of stuff to go through.
but everione has to go through it one dae rite?
yeahhs.
but wad i wanna go through together isint gonna cum true.
cos dey noe sumting.
"too obvious.tsk tsk."
uhhuh.
wadeva?!!
but aniwaes..
im gonna break down anytime.
anytime.
pressure..critisism...
i noe its ok to be critisized but not to d extent its uure FAMILY tt's all agreein on d same ting bout mehh rite?
i carn take it animore.
i really carn.
dey carn blame mehh 4 doin tish already.
looks lyk tish ish gonna be one of d last few posts im gonna publish..
cos wen sch strts..
im gonna get d same pressure im havin now..
but probably 10 times worst.
i dunch noe.
i carn face d ppl i faced b4 soon.
many.
dey all seem to noe my secret.
a secret i tot i cud kip.
cos it was btween both us frwens.
but i guess it was let out.
i dunch noe.
i dunch feel lyk goin 2 skool.
ppl i have 2 face i dunch wanna face..
ppl i wanna face i dunch dare to..
i kip running away frm my feelins n im not followin my heart animor.
i wonder wad's kipin mehh bck.
prob. d pressure.
n d pain tt comes wif it.
i got no one i can trust..tell everythin.
share secrets.
no one.
but i hope tt special fren will cum soon.
cos i reallie carn take it animore..
i reallie carn.
im slippin away frm my heart..d turth..d world..into no where..
n i gotta get bck up..
cos i dunh wanna leave tish wrld..
i haven heard wad i wanna hear.
n i haven faced d ppl im to face.

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