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Sunday, 15.11.09, 11.56pm

ugh..
horrible horrible horrible!
im locked up at home.
jush to get well well well!
*claps*
at least i dunch nid to go 2 skool to face certain ppl.
muahaha.
aniwaes.
bein at home for three daes ish mehh record sias.
at least 4 tish yr.
ohh wait.
tish ISH d first time im sick tish yr!
*cheers*
NICE.
okiies.
i'll stop crappin.
okiies.
sho fed up sias.
i wan to upload pics onto mehh com n dunch noe y but carn.
RAWR.
aniwaes..
i read xiaxue's blog again.
its okiies now.
not too bad larrs.
interestin though quite..
erm..
vulgar?
LOL.
tish time round she said she spent lyk 600 plus dollars on gadgets n a LCD monitor.
O.
M.
G.
d LCD monitor ish lyk..
300 dollars odd?
LCD LEHH!!!
*hiccups*
ugh.
sho cheap also have mehh?
LOL.
okiies.
mehh eyes r killin mehh sias.
lie dwn..
sleep n sleep jush to get beta has taken a toll on mehh neck..spine..back..eyes..
EVERYTHIN!!!
*thumbs down*
RAWR!
cannot larrhs.
bad lehhs.
i tink i gotta go 4 massage regularly liaox.
if not i becum stiff n hardened!
*rolls eyes*
aniwaes.
i wanna watch a movie wif ailin n ss n sherrill one dae.
dey went to watch mr bean wifout mehh!!!
on thurs.
UGH!
wen i was feelin SHO mch beta!
*wails out loud*
its NOT FAIR.
but even if i was ok..
i had to go tuition sho NO DIFFERENCE.
damn it.

*yawns*
now im tryin to get "my love" by justin timberlake.
mehh fren tried sendin it to mehh but failed.
*BOOS*
sho..
euu have send to mehh okiies?
LOL.
i gotta go larrs.
mehh eyes r gonna burst out!
n i gotta do mehh chinese tuition hw.
unless tmr i dunch go!
cos really..
i dunch tink im "fully recovered" yet.
hehe.


haish.
todae im sick sick sick!
ugh.
quite a moderately high fever!
*cries*
38.2 degrees!
wad's not to cry about?
actually..
i ytd lyk a little before recess already felt quite sick cos i got cough..
dunch noe y alwaes got bad cough..
it leads to fever!
for mehh larrs..
LOL.
den ytd nite went doc...
den got weighin machine..
sho i weighed mehh self..
n i lost lyk..
2kg?
den i weigh mehhself again lyk 10 mins after..
i lost practically nothin.
as in frm d las time i weighed mehhself which was in sch durin PE.
ugh.
tt damn machine is spoilt.
DEFINITELY!
ohh gosh.
i wonder y muz i be sick at tish point of time wen im havin a blast at sch!
ugh ugh ugh.
aniwaes..
d other time mehh sis showed mehh a really hilarious post on xiaxue's blog.
farnie till i laff den got stomachache..
hahas.
heere's d link!
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2005/06/how-to-nab-clk-driver.html
it toks bout how to get a clk driver
(sum mercs.sportscar owner)
*rolls eyes*
though everione calls here b***h..
but actually..
she's lyk quite real larrs..
ugh.
luckily mehh fever gone dwn already.
i wish i werent sick..
cos i have a feelin tt i missed out alot of farnie n wacky stuff in skool..
ugh.
ohh well i gtg.
gotta do up mehh n jolenda's blog.
sho..
teereetatas.
*wish i get well soon...*

haish...
fast one.
i've got sumting gonna burst out.
IM GETTIN BIRKENSTOCKS!!!
*claps lamely*
ohh well.
not a big deal to anione.
but its a freakin BIG DEAL to mehh.
y?!
cos i waited ONE FREAKIN DUMBO YEAR JUST TO CONFIRM EVERYTHIN!!!
*fed up look*
ugh ugh ugh.
but aniwaes.
im happy.
its ALL that matters.
"50 bucks for a sandal/slipper?" alot of ppl ask.
(esp.those hu arent fashion forwrd.:D)
lollx.
its botu darr COMFORT n of course.
quality?
pay by quantity.
*yawns*
ohh well.
mehh auntie wanna slp n i gotta go too.
im jush quite sad though.
nothin's goin rite 4 mehh.
*sighs lyk siao*
ugh.
tmr = geog test!
haven studied fully.
n its first period!
gotta revise a lil more.
tatatas everione.
*smuarkiie*



ohh gosh.
i din noe it at all.
how dey knew n everythin.
im sho dead.
really!
cos im involved rite?
lollx.
my life is messed up enuff.
i dunch noe y suddenly i got another messier life.
life's sho unfair.
i dunchnoe y.
all d gd ppl die n d bad remain.
ish tish God's plan?
we're gonna be wiped out again?
ohh no.
i carn be.
i mean..
it carn be.
i still haven heard those ppl tell mehh.
tell mehh wad i wanna hear.
wad i wanna noe.
Rumour has it tt d world is gonna be wiped out by sumwhere in d future.
even d near future.
gosh.
NEAR future.
future ish enuff.
let alone NEAR?!!
ohhmygooniie.
carn be rite?
i dunch noe.
all i noe ish tt..
i dunch tink i will eva get to hear wad i wanna hear.
im already ein critisied.
even by my close frens n family.
for EVERYTHIN i do isint gd in their eyes.
no one noes how much pressure im under.
even gettin MIO..
i had to wait 4 a yr!
as in brdband.
n even den..mehh sis n i had to cum up wif alot of reasons.
luckily im not d elder one.
alot of stuff to go through.
but everione has to go through it one dae rite?
yeahhs.
but wad i wanna go through together isint gonna cum true.
cos dey noe sumting.
"too obvious.tsk tsk."
uhhuh.
wadeva?!!
but aniwaes..
im gonna break down anytime.
anytime.
pressure..critisism...
i noe its ok to be critisized but not to d extent its uure FAMILY tt's all agreein on d same ting bout mehh rite?
i carn take it animore.
i really carn.
dey carn blame mehh 4 doin tish already.
looks lyk tish ish gonna be one of d last few posts im gonna publish..
cos wen sch strts..
im gonna get d same pressure im havin now..
but probably 10 times worst.
i dunch noe.
i carn face d ppl i faced b4 soon.
many.
dey all seem to noe my secret.
a secret i tot i cud kip.
cos it was btween both us frwens.
but i guess it was let out.
i dunch noe.
i dunch feel lyk goin 2 skool.
ppl i have 2 face i dunch wanna face..
ppl i wanna face i dunch dare to..
i kip running away frm my feelins n im not followin my heart animor.
i wonder wad's kipin mehh bck.
prob. d pressure.
n d pain tt comes wif it.
i got no one i can trust..tell everythin.
share secrets.
no one.
but i hope tt special fren will cum soon.
cos i reallie carn take it animore..
i reallie carn.
im slippin away frm my heart..d turth..d world..into no where..
n i gotta get bck up..
cos i dunh wanna leave tish wrld..
i haven heard wad i wanna hear.
n i haven faced d ppl im to face.

haish.
long dae todae.
realliie carn take it animor.
im gettin d cold shoulder.
i actualiie wonder if its on purpose or we're not even frwens animor.
i dunch noe.
im lost.
i nid d other party involved to tell mehh everythin.
i wanna noe wad went wrng.
i dunch noe.
seriously.
i din do anythin.
haish.
gtg.

ellosh.
i dunch noe y.
but d minute i see tt naim flash on my screen.
i carn help but tink how much thoughts he put into d departure on sat.
it was horrible.
"shud i go dere?"
"to send them off?"
"i even wanna fly ova.HAHA."
i dunch noe.
i noe dey wanna go.
i noe dey miss tt one.
n i gotta accept tt fact.
ohh well..
i guess its up to God to decide.
i dunch wanna wait alredy.
i already waited almost three hours to meet up.
but i dunch regret.
i dunch noe y.
but im sho not desperate.
hahax.
aniwaes..
gd news.
mehh sis ish beta.
THANK GOODNESS.
hahax.
though still can see faint dots..
other den that...
nothin major.
though she's still on steriods.
hahax.
i dunch noe y..
but im realliie afraid its heriditary..
n lyk in a couple of years time..
its MY turn?!!
i dunch noe.
all i noe ish tt i was freaked out by seein her hooked up to an iv d other time wen she had an op.
den now tish.
i dunch noe.
d doc saes its not really heriditary.
but there was a posibility.
but worse...
no one can predict.
there's not even a cure except leavin it to heal on its own.
im tryin not to freak mehhself outt but..
if its too major..
it cud lead to kidney failure.
n den...
ugh.
i dunch wanna leave sho early euu noe?
i still dunch noe wad's on tt one's mind.
if i was eva on d brink of death one dae..
will d truth eva cum out?
i dunch wanna jus b4 i leave tish earth den i noe d truth.
its too late cos den..
we two neva had d chance.
tt one din gif us a chance.
i dunch noe.
but i really hope tt wun happen.
d death part i mean.
d whole ting.
tt hsp ting?
sho freaky.realliie.
needles everywhere?
i tink b4 dey even try to get mehh to recover..
i already fainted frm seein d needles.
its totally diff. frm jush walkin side by side on tt temp bridge.
cos i tink tt stupid line really got me ova that.
i dunch noe.
everytime im walkin side by side..
i feel at..
peace.
nothin to argue.
jush laff n tok.
i dunch noe.
later ppl noe..
den IM d third party.
but tt one dunch care if anyone saw.
i dunch noe y.
tt one's lyk willin to risk it to walk wif mehh.
i dunch noe.
i ducnh feel lyk carryin on d risk.
but we're both game 4 fun.
i dunch noe.
im realliie confused.
i jush..
dunch noe how to explain myself.
im clueless.
n i guess it has to be tish wae till sumting happens btween em.
but i carn wish tt jush to get it.
its sho wrng.
i dunch noe.
i realliie dunch.
juhs hope its very goods frens.
nothin further even if it doesnt work out.
but i dunch noe bout tt too.
sumone else has been sayin tt too.
"im uure good fren rite?"
but no one knows how close we realli r.
at least frm my point of view.
i jush nid to hear d answer frm tt one.
den i can know.

haish
a fast one larrhs.
i gtg eat soon.
lyk in a min!!
aniwaes mehh n sumone went out 2 get shermaine her bdae prez.
ex sias.
but its worth it.
im sho guilty bout not bein able to cum sias.
jush hope she lyks d prez.
well i gtg.
cya around.
n i carn let go.
UGH.

ohh gosh...
i dunch noe wad d HELL ish WRONG wif mehh.
im lyk darn darn confused rite now.
i simply asked a wrong question at the SO wrong time.
ugh.
all i can do ish blame myself.
its makin mehh feel sho akward along wif that one too.
omg.
n i carn believe i spilled it ALL out to someone who has been my friend for only 3 years!
lollx.
that doesnt matter now.
she promised not to tell ANYONE.
gosh.
later big mouth i die.
whole world will noe.
n im a dead lil gurl hu merely told d wrng ting to d wrng person.
its jush wrng wrng wrng!
lollx.
nvm.
take it as im lyk drunk or sumting.
wadeva.
too cheem rite?
yeahhs.
my life's a mess now.
but i carn turn back.
i said too much n i carn take it back cos they noe its all d plain truth.
n now i dunch noe wad to do.
wait n see?
i dunch noe.
i reallie dunch.
please.
shoot mehh.
i dunch wanna live animore.
i realli dunch...
*BANG*
sorrie.
i whamed d keybrd.
but i wished tt was a gun shot.
i rather die rite now.
cos i carn wait 4 d answer animore.

aww man..
sho happie yet sho sad siax
..hahax..aniwaes..
happie first.
okiies?
lollx.
aniwaes..
todae got d broadbnd(bb) set up siax.
sho darn happie.
n guess wad?
its mio!
*generation mio.*
erm..
nvm.
aniwaes..
its not tt gd lookin on tv larrs
not defamin horrs
jus saein
its not tt nice glossy white matte tingie lehhs.
its jus..
sho..
grey n black.
ugh.
n i tot i cud u noe..
stroke it n call it miie darlink.
seems lyk
NO WAE..
lollx
aniwaes..
yepps.
sho now im gonna take a LOOOONG break.
jus 4 mie mio.
nvm.
worst part though..
muahaha.
i noe im evil.
wadeva.
jus tt mie sis will be SHO laziie tt she will msn mie siax.
ugh.
nvm.
anithin can also ask her larrs.
lollx.
okiies.
bad stuff..
lollx.
wanted to go clementi 2daes..
ugh..dunno y suddenly train disruption siax.
so angri.
den dey sae lyk frm kranji to jurong east.
so we tot carn go 2 clementi by train..so crossed d temp. bridge to d other side d bus stop..
ugh..
n im freakin scared tt d temp. walkway which is on par wif d train track..
which is SHO freakin HIGH up..
im not scared of heights larr
but..
temp walkwaes?
NO WAY.
but i did walk on it..
erm..
wif e stupid logic of
"if it breaks not onli u fall or die okiies?"
harhars.
tt was realli dumb.
luckily i was walkin on it talkin..
if i look down..
i tink i mite start freakin out.
lollx.
but aniwaes..
i find im gettin to close.
much too close.
realli.
lyk im stealin h** away from h**.
i carn u noe.
lollx.
onli one person noes wad happened today.
as in briefly.
lollx.
besides d both involved..
lollx tis time i kena dragged out on a rainy dae.
"rain is sho gd for ur skin!"
bullshit.
hars.
sorri!
not bullshit.
jus a fat load of crap.
harhars.
okiies.
but im realli gettin too close i feel.
but i already said to h** wad i alwaes wanted to sae..
for d SECOND time but it went ok
lollx.
aniwaes..
i gotta explore more.
veri long neba touch d com sia.
n wif MIO..i can surf!
(p.s.its not tt nice as it looks on tv.it was photoshopped!)
harhars.
gtg.
chat n tok mor.
jush to get a little closer.
though i noe its totally wrong n if another finds out..
mayb h** life is gone n so is mine.
tink bout tt.
dun tell mi anithin.
cos im not ready to listen.

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